PASUTRI (On Love & Happiness)

CHAPTER 212

Tonight the sky was dark without sparkling stars as well as the soft light of the moon. All because the weather is cloudy. Se-imbuffed Loly's feelings now.

Loly, he was standing in the balcony of his room thinking about what always made him languish.

Yeah, who else if not Fadly. Fadly really managed to make Loly fall into a feeling that almost made Loly end her life.

Loly sighed. If only he was not interested in Fadly, maybe until now Loly is still trying to attract the attention of Faza. It was also possible that Loly was still behaving badly and was devising a plan with Sinta to separate Faza and Zahra.

But thanks to his feelings for Fadly, Loly realizes all his mistakes. Loly realizes that separating Faza and Zahra who is clearly husband and wife is a very bad deed. His conscience as a woman was stirred because Fadly who canceled his actions in the middle of the forest to him first.

Loly closed her eyes feeling the breeze of the night wind that hit her face, skin, and entire body. The wind was cool but over time it felt cold.

Suddenly the shadow of Fadly smiling at him appeared. It made the corner of Loly's lips slowly pulled back to form a smile. Even just his shadow alone was able to make Loly's cold body feel warm. Fadly's influence is really so great for Loly.

Slowly Loly opened both of her eyes. That moment, the coldness came back to his body. Of course after the shadow Fadly disappeared.

Loly laughed softly. Loly admits to being stupid because she can easily be enslaved by her own feelings for Fadly. In the end, he felt empty. Fadly no longer cared about him. Fadly even hates him now.

“Why am I so stupid.. Why I never even realized the theatrics Fadly played to destroy me.” Mumbled Loly smiled wryly.

Loly took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. Her chest always feels tight if you remember the time of her togetherness with Fadly who was so sweet. The real time is only Loly who feels beautiful. While Fadly, it's possible that the man was actually very sick of being with her. Fadly can also nausea nausea behind him every man was permission to go to the toilet while eating with him.

“Fadly.. You really are so slick as the play of love.”

Loly swallowed his saliva. Fadly almost destroyed everything. One of them is the company that Loly leads as well as Loly's good relationship with Mona which is almost tenuous because Fadly seems to be deliberately so that no one cares about Loly.

But all that is not able to erase the love in Loly's heart. Fadly was already so cruel and evil. But Loly couldn't throw away her love. Even to scrape it just a little Loly is incapable. The beautiful feeling continues to linger in the heart of Loly so fertile and increasingly feel beautiful.

“God... Why have you made a man like Fadly an intermediary to awaken the servant.. Why don't you just send another man? Is this karma for slaves? This is in return for what I've done to Zahra all this time?” Inner Loly raised her head to stare at the overcast sky.

Loly is no hypocrite. His feelings now with the former were very different. Loving Faza made Loly's heart every day even every second filled with hatred and spite. While loving Fadly Loly thought only the beauty of tomorrow when he met Fadly. But to the senses it also blinded Loly's heart from all the facts that Fadly had never loved her in the least.

Loly realized she was not a perfect woman. Loly also realized out there there are still many beautiful women with everything they have. But Loly also felt herself entitled to be happy like the woman out there. Maybe like Zahra who was loved by the man she also loved.

“Zahra.. I'm sure you're very happy to be loved by the man you love so much. It's not like I have to swallow a bitter pill anymore. Every man I love never wants to give it back. Starting from Faza mas even up to Fadly who just pretended to be nice to destroy me.”

Loly shook her head with her slick smile. Loly thinks that Zahra is the happiest woman without knowing what Zahra has felt in her relationship with Faza all along.

Deringan mobile phone that is in his grasp makes Loly's daydreams scatter instantly. Loly stared at the lit screen of her gold-strapped phone. Loly smiles. Her daddy called. Without thinking anything Loly also picked up the phone from the Daddy.

Although both his parents were very busy with his business overseas but Loly never lost the attention of the two. Although the attention was gushed only by telephone but Loly never protested. At least in the midst of busy business they both still have time to call and pay attention to him from afar.

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Elsewhere, Fadly feels the same way that Loly feels. For some reason tonight comes Fadly keeps thinking of Loly. It's not just this time Fadly remembers Loly. But long before he really expressed his intention to approach Loly to Loly, Fadly often remembered the beautiful figure.

Loly was indeed very spoiled and forced. But behind his attitude, Loly is a good figure who is not selfish.

Fadly clucked then rubbed his handsome face rough. Fadly then looked up at the starless sky.

“Don't be stupid Fadly.. You should always remember that Loly is not a good woman. She is a selfish woman who always justifies all means to get what she wants. The proof is that Loly almost sacrificed his company for the sake of being with me.” Inner Fadly continued to convince herself.

Fadly then sighed and looked back to the front. Fadly slowly turned her body but was surprised by Sinta who was standing in the doorway between the room and the balcony.

“Mamah..” Fadly Mumbled.

Sinta smilingly looked at her youngest son then slowly stepped closer. Sinta stared softly at Fadly who was standing looming in front of her. Gently Sinta stroked the top of Fadly's head.

“Why haven't slept hem?” Ask Sinta softly.

“Eem.. I haven't drowned mah.. Mamah herself why has the night not slept?” Fadly answered and asked her mother.

“Mamah is still waiting for you. He said Papah was still on the road and had not had time to eat dinner. Eat mamah waitin until now.” Sinta replied slowly and attentively looking at Fadly.

Fadly who saw the gentle gaze of the mamah was a little confused. It was not unusual for her mama to be so gentle with him after what Loly said that managed to destroy Sinta's trust in her.

“Ah yes son.. Can you ask me something?” Sinta asked with a smile on her lips.

“Ask what mah?” Confused Fadly.

“How are you close to Loly now?”

Sinta's question managed to surprise Fadly. How could his mother suddenly ask about his closeness to Loly while knowing Loly and Fadly were close to his mother was angry and disagreed.

“Entah why mama suddenly realized that maybe Loly is not God doomed to be with your sister.”

Fadly was really tight-lipped. Fadly did not know what to explain to his mother while he just did not seriously approach Loly.