PASUTRI (On Love & Happiness)

CHAPTER 193

Faza frowned when he found his wife contemplating on top of her vault. Zahra looked very uninspired after nursing her baby.

Curious about what Zahra was thinking, Faza slowly approached. But before properly positioning himself beside Zahra, Faza first put the body of his little son in the baby box.

“Hey..”.

Faza patted slowly on Zahra's shoulder making everything that was disturbing Zahra's mind disappear just like that because Zahra was surprised.

Zahra was upset because of what her husband did.

“Mas ngagetin I know not.” With a hostile face.

Faza smiled amusedly. His wife looks even more adorable if she's sulking at him.

“Yes sorry... After all, I saw you daydreaming.. Eat it I rebuke you dear.. Not good loh young mamah daydreaming alone.” Said Faza with a light joke at the end of his sentence.

“Ya keep me if you want to dream of having permission or even I invite you to dream together so?”

Faza. Zahra did not respond casually to his joke. His tone was even slightly elevated which made it so clear. Zahra's mad.

“OK okay..” Anguk Faza tries to understand his wife.

“Now try to tell me why you dream of hem?” Gently asked Faza as he gently stroked the cheek of chuby Zahra.

Zahra sighed. Zahra did not expect that her husband was even insensitive and could not feel what Zahra was feeling.

“Mas not very sensitive anyway.”

Suddenly Zahra's chest felt very tight. His heart throbbed with pain until Zahra finally cried just like that. Zahra felt very neglected now. Faza was insensitive with Sinta's attitude that was so indifferent and cold to him.

Seeing that Faza could only sigh slowly. Faza then pulls Zahra into his warm embrace. Faza rubbed a gentle swipe of Zahra's back that was shaking from her cries.

“Sorry to me baby.. I was wrong.”

Actually Faza does not know where the problem is also the fault. Faza felt that today was fine. Even his parents had come to see their first grandchild.

Zahra grew sobbing at the apology her husband said. His head shook with his body that was getting shaken because of his sobs.

“You are evil mas.” Said Zahra with a jolt of sandat because of his sobbing.

Faza remained silent and continued to rub Zahra's back trying to calm his wife through her warm touches and hugs.

“You are insensitive.. Huhuhuhu.”

Instead of being calm and stopping crying, Zahra's cry just got louder and louder. Fortunately their son was full and so sound in his baby box that he was not disturbed by the sound of sobs Zahra.

Faza kissed several times the top of his wife's head. Zahra's cry describes a great pain. Faza could feel his wife's sadness through the heartbreaking sobbing.

Nearly half an hour in tears, Zahra finally calmed down in the warm embrace of Faza. Now Faza had even been lying half-sitting with Zahra on top of the gurney.

“Sayang..” Call soft Faza.

Faza let go of his warm embrace and then cupped both cheeks of chuby Zahra. Faza bowed his head staring right at his wife's two eyes.

“I'm sorry if today I made you sad.. But baby, I ask you to always say whatever burden you have on your heart to me.. You just gave birth, baby.. I don't want you to get stuck with what's bothering you. I admit I am insensitive. So I beg you.. Say anything that disturbs your heart and mind if I don't respond.” Faza lirih.

Zahra gulped back Faza's deep gaze at him. From that look Zahra could see how much her husband was terrified of her crying reaction.

“Mamah.”

Faza.

“Why with mommy hem?” Faza's question was full of attention to Zahra.

Zahra's tears trickled back but were gently wiped away by Faza using the thumb of his hand.

“Mamah does not consider me a mas.. Mom didn't even ask me anything.” Lirih Zahra with a voice trembling full of pain.

Faza. Now Faza knows the cause. His mother did not ask anything about Zahra at all. His mother was only focused on their son.

“I don't know where I was wrong.. I always try to accept everything.. But Mom is still like that just like me.. Mama wants the grandson done. Our children are born without one, right? He's healthy, he's handsome. Even mama admitted that. Where else is the lack? Where the mistake so mamah even to look at me just do not want.”

Zahra again cried sobbing as she let out a tear in her heart. Getting bad treatment since marrying Faza from Sinta made Zahra feel very depressed. Although Zahra often felt optimistic that everything would be beautiful at a time that God had determined, but nevertheless his belief was still an ordinary man who could feel pain.

Faza nodded his head nod with his two glassy eyes. Faza understands. Faza understood how his wife felt. Faza also knows being a Zahra is not easy. What's more Zahra also has to be very patient to deal with that sometimes very selfish.

“You are not wrong, dear.. You are not wrong.. I know I can't tell you to be patient anymore.. But I beg for our son.. Stay by my side.. Don't mind the others.. I love you and will continue to love you until this breath stops.”

In the end both of them were the same crying and hugging again. The beginning of their story for a relationship has indeed received opposition from Sinta. But their determination both made them agree and determined to continue the relationship even though Sinta never approved of it. What's more when the two have full support from Fadly, Aries also Nadia. It makes the two more that their love story will continue to be beautifully intertwined. At least the two of them never imagined Sinta would continue to oppose her relationship even until Zahra gave birth to her first grandchild.

“We are the same survive yes dear.. I'm sure we can.. We can definitely get through all this.. Someday you will realize that you are the best daughter-in-law.” Faza's whisper then dyed long the top of Zahra's head with both eyes closed.

The pain wasn't just Zahra feeling this time. But also Faza. Because after all their relationship is created because the same love grows in the hearts of both of them. The love that over time grew bigger and finally made them agree to marry even without the blessing of Sinta.

“Not crying anymore.. You should always smile.. Now there's Fahri. We should be able to set a good example for our child.”

Faza released his embrace then gently wiped away the tears that drenched both cheeks of chuby Zahra.

“Iya mas.” Nod Zahra according.

“Smiling dong.” Pinta Faza's.

Zahra laughed then raised her hand. Zahra wiped away the tears that had also drenched her husband's cheeks.

“You also do not cry anymore mas.” Ledek.