
Loly grabbed a glass of water and drank it up after finishing a plate of fried rice with eggplok and fried chicken covered in sambal taken by Zahra.
“Hufft.. It's really delicious. The cooked Lasmi Ma'am is Ra?” Asked Loly while sighing from piquancy.
Zahra smile.
“I'm the cook.”
“Hah? Seriously? Can you cook curry fried rice? This oath is so good. Teach me Ra too.. I also want to be able to cook like this.”
“Not that you can also cook?” Ask Zahra.
Zahra still remembers Loly used to even often bring fried rice in the morning for breakfast together when Zahra and Faza lived in the residence of both parents Faza.
“Can.. But still learning. You cannot be rich. When if I'm not busy I play here. But teach me how to cook.. But you don't tell Fadly I'm here.”
Zahra nodded her smile. Loly always kept her arrival a secret on Fadly indeed.
“Indeed why if Fadly knows?” Zahra asked looking at Loly teasingly.
Loly sighed. Loly stared briefly at Zahra then straightened her gaze.
“I've told you about what Fadly did to me? That's why my parents didn't like Fadly. Mommy even cut off her friendship with Aunt Sinta unilaterally. And until now also aunt Sinta does not know that mommy already does not want to anymore cement with her Ra..”
Zahra sighed softly. Zahra also thinks what Fadly did to Loly is very wrong. At first, Zahra did not believe what Loly said. But after seeing the spirit of Fadly, Zahra finally believed. What else is now that everything is true like karma. Fadly turns to chase after Loly as Loly moves away and reluctantly gets closer to her.
“But Loly, as a friend. May I not know how you feel now with Fadly?”
Zahra asked again with a very careful heart. Zahra did not want to make Loly misinterpret his intentions to know about how Loly feels about Fadly now.
Loly bows his head. Loly took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly.
“My feelings for Fadly are not like the feelings I had for your husband before Ra.. I was confused myself too. What Fadly did was already very outrageous. He played me almost to the point of breaking my company. But to his astonishment until now the feeling remained the same. But I don't want to be disappointed anymore Ra.. And now I'm trying to scrape off little by little my feelings for Fadly.”
“Then did your business succeed?”
Loly smiled faintly then shook her head.
“Not succeeded Ra.. But I'm sure I can definitely forget about Fadly.”
Zahra laughed at hearing that. Zahra was desperate and almost left Faza. But that wasn't until Zahra did. Because Zahra knew Faza also loved him very much as he loved Faza.
“Loly I am the same mas Faza also until now has not received blessing from mamah. You must know. Because you are also close to Mama. But I was always sure that someday my mom would accept me. Mom will love me.”
Loly gulps. Of course Loly knows all that. Loly even included the cause of Zahra did not get the blessing of Sinta. And once again Loly thought that what he was currently living was karma?
His relationship with Fadly received no blessing from his parents. Just like the relationship of Faza and Sinta who until now have not received the blessing of Sinta.
“I'll help talk to auntie later Ra.” Loly said slowly.
Loly felt guilty at what happened to Faza and Zahra. If he had not been strong enough to pursue Faza, Zahra might have got the blessing of Sinta.
Zahra laughed softly. Sinta will only hate her more if there is someone who says good things about her.
“No need. Let it all flow by itself. I will follow this story to the end. I believe God tried me like this because I was able to deal with it.”
Loly just kept quiet. Loly used to hate Zahra. And that was before Loly really knew who Zahra was. Plus at that time Loly was also very crazy crazy about Faza.
“But Ra.. I am also very guilty in this situation. Maybe if I had retreated once I knew Faza had married you everything wouldn't be like this. Maybe aunt will be able to accept you.”
Zahra laughed again.
“You are wrong to think that way. Our relationship was opposed from the beginning. Mas Faza probably lied to my mother a lot when he would meet me first. Maybe I'm stupid for staying afloat and I know myself that you never like me. But that's the great thing about love. Whatever obstacles come from what we live and we do good God will certainly give way. And the proof is we can get to this point. You're even my friend now, aren't you? You can be good with me, mamah time enggak.”
Loly shook her head in amazement. Loly did not expect Zahra to have a very strong attitude but also tough. Zahra always believed in what God gave her without blaming herself.
“What does that mean I can also be with Fadly Ra?” Loly asked looking at Zahra seriously.
Zahra smiled broadly. Zahra closed her chest because Fahri was asleep and no longer suckled her.
“It all depends on you two. But my guess would be very happy if you were part of the Akbar family.”
Loly gulped and bowed her head. Sinta always said something bad about Zahra to her. And suddenly Loly thought that until he was also part of the Akbar family it was not impossible that Sinta would feel more and more above the clouds and continue to look at Zahra one eye.
Loly doesn't want that to happen. Zahra is his friend now. And Zahra is a good man. Zahra deserves to be happy. Loly does not want to continue being a selfish person who is reluctant to think about others and only selfish.
“Ly..”
Loly looked back at Zahra who suddenly touched and gently grasped his hand.
“There is a saying that if we want to get something then we must also be willing to lose something we have. And of course, there must be a struggle. Believe me, God will surely give his best for every good servant.” Said Zahra smiling broadly at Loly.