PASUTRI (On Love & Happiness)

CHAPTER 207

Today Zahra could not close her eyes at all. Zahra kept remembering Santoso saying that Faza and Siska had a relationship. Zahra wanted to not believe that. But his heart and mind cannot lie. Zahra could not stop thinking about what Santoso's relationship said between Faza and Siska, Faza's former secretary.

“Papah home..”

Faza's soft voice made Zahra who was pondering in front of the glass window of her room immediately turn her head. Zahra did not come closer. Zahra looked at the smiling Faza and stood before the door of the room he had opened.

Seeing his wife's gaze, Faza also interpreted another. Faza thinks the gaze means that Zahra told him to clean himself first before approaching him as well as Fahri, their son.

“OK okay.. I'll clean clean first.” Faza then went into the bathroom.

But only a few seconds into the bathroom, Faza came back out of the bathroom and Zahra still stared at him in the same position.

“Hehe.. The towel is left behind dear.” Laughter Faza then re-entered the bathroom after reaching for the towel in question.

In the bathroom Faza vigorously cleaned himself. At least Faza had no negative thoughts with Zahra's gaze on him earlier.

In contrast to Zahra who actually increasingly unsettled after seeing her husband. Santoso's words were like poison to him.

“Is it possible that Faza mas does have a relationship with Siska?” Gumam Zahra.

Zahra knows who Faza is. Faza's girlfriends were indeed many and it had been a long time ago. But Faza never shared his love. But now only because of Santoso's words to him that are not necessarily true Zahra immediately felt restless and anxious himself.

Keasan daydreamed Zahra until he did not realize Faza had finished cleaning himself. Faza is even neat with dark brown pajama pants and plain black t-shirts that are so fitting wrapped in his sturdy body.

“Sayang..”.

The gentle touch of Faza's hand on his shoulder made Zahra flinch in shock. Zahra turned her head and looked back at Faza with an expression that Faza himself did not know what it meant.

Seeing his wife's gaze which was still the same as when he had just entered their room Faza frowned. Faza only realized his wife's gaze this time.

“Eem.. You why?” Faza asked quietly and heartily.

Zahra gulped and then crucified Faza. Zahra did not want to be so bad to her own husband. But what Santoso told him about Faza and Siska was really very sensitive.

Zahra sighed softly.

“Someone who wants me to talk to you.. It's very sensitive and important to me.” Zahra.

Faza was starting to wonder. His heart started beating very fast. Somehow Faza felt uneasy about what Zahra said.

“Before mas, I sleptin Fahri first.”

“Oh yes.. Okay.” Nod Faza smiling sweetly.

Zahra then stepped slowly towards the bed. With a very heart Zahra put a small body Fahri in the middle of the bed.

Repeatedly Faza sighed trying to eliminate the sense of wasp that crawled his heart. Faza did not know what Zahra wanted to talk about. But Faza was really feeling uneasy right now.

Zahra came back to Faza and stood right in front of her husband. Zahra stared right at Faza's two eyes for a moment then glared. It felt like Zahra was not strong if indeed what Santoso said about Faza and Siska was true.

“Today sir Santo came back. But I kicked him out firmly. But there's something he said about you and your former secretary.. Siska.”

Just then Faza felt his heart stop beating. Santoso was right to say about himself and Siska. Though Faza never showed any doubt to Siska when in front of others what else Santoso clearly they never met each other face-to-face three.

“I don't want to be prejudiced with you. But somehow I feel I need an explanation from you about Siska mas... Can you explain that?”

Faza. Faza already had the intention to explain everything to Zahra. But not for now. Not even with someone else's intermediary.

Faza blinked a few times his eyes then lowered his head for a while. Faza also clearly showed his nervousness in front of Zahra.

“Mas..”.

Actually Zahra's scared now. Zahra was afraid that what Santoso said was true. Faza was second behind him.

“Zahra.. Siska and I have never had a relationship. I could have sworn to God.” Faza began to explain what really happened between him and Siska.

“What Santoso said about me and Siska is not true. Our relationship is both purely limited to superiors and subordinates only in work.”

Faza paused for a moment. Maybe it's better for him to say everything now. He and Siska have nothing to do but a working relationship.

“But I did make a mistake baby.. I'm sorry.”

Both of Zahra's eyes widened slightly. Her heart immediately throbbed in pain at the apology that was spoken so softly and regretfully from her husband's mouth.

“What do you mean mas?” Zahra asked with a trembling voice.

Faza looked at Zahra and shook his head slowly. Faza knew that his wife's gaze held a wound that was so painful. The wound will certainly be even more gaping if Faza is frank about the mistake that Faza almost made in their relationship.

“Mas.. Tell me honestly... Tell me everything I didn't know about you and Siska.”

Zahra's voice began to tremble. Both of his glassy eyes looked at Faza who was still silent and continued to look at him.

“I... I once admired Siska silent. I've even thought about double darling.. But then I realized. God loves me so much.. God tried my loyalty but immediately rebuked me that what I felt was wrong.. God told me that all I love is you.. Me...”

“Max already.. Had enough.. I don't want to hear anymore.”

Zahra shook her head and covered her ears not wanting to hear what Faza had to say. Tears had already rung the river on both of her chuby cheeks.

It hurts, that's what Zahra is feeling right now. Never in the slightest dizzy in Zahra's mind her husband would like another woman even to the point of thinking to feed her.

Seeing the tears on his wife's face, Faza cried. Faza also never expected the loyalty he had kept for years to falter just because of a Siska.

“Sweetie I'm sorry.. I know I was wrong.. I'm sorry.. Please don't cry.” Lirih Faza with a trembling voice.

When Faza wanted to grab Zahra's face with both hands Zahra immediately stepped back away from Faza.

“Zahra..”.

“I'm disappointed with you mas.” He nodded with a trembling voice.