PASUTRI (On Love & Happiness)

CHAPTER 161

After a long chat in the back of the house Faza felt increasingly guilty towards Zahra. Faza realized he had incised many wounds in the heart of his beloved wife. Faza even appealed to him by admiring the other figure behind Zahra.

Faza slowly opened the door of his room. Nadia said she would go home later that night after Aries came home from work.

Faza smilingly looked at Zahra who was so sound asleep with bolsters and pillows on her left.

Faza had deliberately placed a pillow beside Zahra's left. It was also because of his knowledge he gained from a friend who works as a doctor.

Unknowingly Faza shed his tears. Faza could not imagine what it was like to be in Zahra's position. Zahra must come under pressure from her mother-in-law then must also accept the fact that the man she loves is a jerk.

“Ssshh..”.

Zahra's moaning made Faza frown. Faza stepped closer to the bed then sat right behind Zahra who was sleeping with her back.

With both eyes closed Zahra massaged his waist slowly. Faza, who could not bear to gently remove Zahra's hand and replace his own, massaged Zahra's waist slowly which may feel pained because of the bigger and older Zahra pregnancy.

“Sshh.. Go sleep.. I'm here baby..” Faza's whisper made Zahra able to peacefully fall asleep again.

Faza continued to slowly massage his wife's waist. The man did not know what his wife was feeling in his body which increasingly looks filled. But the one that Faza knows. His wife is a great figure who Faza is sure not all women have the attitude of Zahra. And Faza feels very lucky to have Zahra as his life companion.

Until Zahra awoke from her deep sleep Faza continued to be beside Zahra. The man continued to massage Zahra's waist slowly making Zahra smile.

“So I heard you hissing and massaging your own waist slowly. So I replaced.” Faza smiled softly.

Zahra laughs. Faza seemed to be explaining something so that Zahra did not misunderstand what he was doing. And that's very funny according to Zahra.

“Kok even laughed?” Faza asked in confusion.

“You can be funny anyway mas..” Said Zahra while trying to get up from her lying down.

Faza who saw that swiftly immediately helped him.

“Funny how?” Faza asked confusedly.

“Ya funny. You flirt with me that means you help me. But you're clear as if I'm going to be angry with you.. Kan Cute.”

Faza laughing. Faza only felt unbearable because he felt that he had disturbed his wife's deep sleep by sneering at her.

Faza then approached Zahra and stared right at Zahra's two eyes inside.

That made Zahra quiet. Faza's gaze was so deep that he did not know how to. Even to divert his gaze Zahra felt unable. Her husband's charm is too strong for Zahra.

“Sayang..” Call Faza slowly.

Zahra opened her mouth but could not cut. Her tongue could not be moved to say anything to her husband.

“I love you very much dear.” Faza said with all his heart.

Zahra silence. Faza often reveals his heart to Zahra. Since 4 days in America. Zahra did not know what the cause was, but Zahra was happy because almost every morning she got expressions of love from her husband.

“I won't get tired of saying I LOVE YOU same as you Zahra. Since I first met you I have fallen in love with you Zahra.. I'm sure you're the best soul mate God sent me.” Lirih Faza while continuing to look deeply at Zahra.

“Mas you..”.

“Sshh.. Listen to me.” Sela Faza then cupped both cheeks of chuby Zahra.

Zahra swallowed his saliva. Zahra really did not understand what Faza was saying. This time Faza's true speech really made him very curious. Zahra felt like Faza was covering up something from her.

“Till whenever you are the only woman I love Zahra the most. You are the woman I always dreamed of. I love you so much.”

Without Faza revealing it, Zahra knew Faza loved her very much. What else Faza is also willing to lie to both his parents and Aries when they want to marry him first. And again, Faza continues to maintain domestic life with him despite knowing Sinta is very disliked Zahra.

“Mas.. Is this about mamah?” Ask Zahra.

The fist of Faza on Zahra's cheek loosened and then slowly descended. Faza lowered his head. Although Faza had already realized his mistake yet Faza still did not dare to be honest with Zahra.

“Mas..”.

Zahra grabbed Faza's chin then lifted him up gently leading Faza to look back at him.

“I never blame anyone for our situation. About my same attitude.. I believe maybe this is indeed one of the obstacles that I have to face in living with your same household. I never gave up because I knew I would be so weak without you.”

Faza felt his chest throbbing in pain. Faza could not imagine what it would be like if Faza was honest about his excessive admiration for Siska.

“Ah yes Lord.. I almost forgot.”

Zahra patted her own forehead softly making Faza frown in confusion.

“I have something I want you to love to see and need you to know.”

Zahra's expression suddenly changed. The woman looks a little nervous.

“What?” Ask Faza slowly.

“Awhile, I'll take it first.”

Zahra got off the bed in a slow motion and then stepped into the closet. Zahra took something from the closet and brought it closer to Faza.

“What is it?” Faza asked staring puzzledly at the package which Zahra had not opened at all.

Zahra handed the package over and Faza accepted it with confusion.

Zahra sighed. The pregnant woman was standing right in front of Faza who did not understand the meaning of giving the package.

“That's from mr. Santo mas.”

Both of Faza's eyes instantly rounded out perfectly. Zahra had told Faza everything, including the story of Fina who said that Santoso and his wife divorced because Santoso was found to love Zahra silently.

“I did not have time to refuse the package mas actually. But after I thought again it was better that I just accept to show you. Well.. There is no misunderstanding between us. I want you to know everything without the slightest bit of something I cover.”

Like a loud slap of words spoken Zahra really directly pierced the heart of Faza. And Faza felt very insinuated with that sentence.