PASUTRI (On Love & Happiness)

CHAPTER 293

Faza decided not to say anything to Zahra about what the papah said about his mother. Faza thought it might be better if his past problems sufficed him, Fadly, as well as his papa who knew. Because actually the problem should also not be revealed again to the surface.

But not with Sinta who felt very unacceptable with what was done by her husband.

“What do you mean bring back about our past reward?” Sinta asked Akbar who had just finished cleaning up that night.

Yes, after Fadly left, Sinta immediately rushed to see her husband back. What makes Sinta even more upset is Akbar's behavior that is so relaxed as if nothing happened.

Akbar sighed. Slowly out of his lips. Akbar still did not think about what was in his wife's head.

“So you still don't think about all your mistakes Sinta? Do I need to describe everything in detail?”

Both of Sinta's hands clenched tightly to hear him. Sinta felt very humbled by the man who was her own husband.

“I always obey what you want Sinta. I stayed away from both my parents. I did not even accompany my mother until the end of her breath because of you. I am so stupid. I even want you not to visit the graves of my parents in America. I was silent even though you were very selfish Sinta. All because I love you so much. But now I can no longer hold him back. I can no longer be as patient as Sinta. I'm an ordinary man. I have a patience limit.”

Sinta shook her head with her cynical smile. Everything Akbar said was true. But Sinta still felt that what he did was right.

“You should also know. I did all of that because both of your parents never understood me. They always acted the way they wanted to and set me up to do this. I'm not a doll and I don't like set.” Sinta said with a firm tone.

Akbar laughed at hearing that. Sinta still feels that everything she does is the truth.

“It turns out I was wrong to love you Sinta. I realize now. I have sinned greatly for both of my parents. You always want to be right and win by yourself without thinking about the feelings of others. You have broken my feelings and my heart. And now you want to destroy my son's feelings too? I won't let that happen Sinta. I will protect them both from your selfishness.”

Sinta's breath began to hunt. The woman really did not accept the verdict of her being so evil in the eyes of Akbar, her own husband.

“Am I that bad in your eyes? Have you forgotten all I've done for you for our son?”

“Sinta listen. You don't have to ask me or my two sons. If indeed you still have a conscience, you can definitely realize your own mistakes after what I said. And sorry, for now I feel like everything is enough. I can't guide you into being a good wife. Thank you for everything you have given me for my two children. In the future please no longer restrain the two of them. Let them choose their own path. As long as it is the best for their lives.”

After saying a long word, Akbar came out of their room and no longer returned even until late at night and even early in the morning.

As Sinta, the woman cried herself in her room all night. Sinta did not even close her eyes for a minute. Akbar's words are like a signal that the man is no longer able to live with him.

When morning arrived, Sinta tried to contact Faza. Several times calling but not in the lift made Sinta feel very frustrated. Akbar always blamed him. And Sinta did not want her two sons to blame her either.

Tok tok tok tok

The sound of knocking on the door made Sinta turn her head. Sinta immediately wiped away the tears that had soaked both of her cheeks then stepped quickly towards the door to open it.

As soon as the door opened, Sinta found Fadly who was already standing in front of her. Fadly was surprised to see his beautiful eyes but remained calm in silence.

“Below there's brother same Loly mah.. Papah is also there waiting for mamah.” Said Fadly slowly.

“Fadly you don't blame mamah right?”

Fadly sighed hearing the mama's question. Fadly did not blame his mother. But Fadly also cannot justify what he did.

“Come mah.” Let Fadly choose to ignore her mother's questions.

Sinta stepped past Fadly who could only sigh in the manner of the mother. Until this point Sinta still did not realize his mistake.

Fadly then stepped slowly following his mother who was already waiting on the bottom floor. Fadly himself did not know what the papah would talk about so the papah asked Faza also to come.

Once in the middle room, Sinta silently looked at Akbar as well as Faza and Loly who were there.

“Eem.. Um, I'm going to the kitchen to help aunt.” Loly's smile that chose to pass because she did not want to interfere with the affairs of Akbar and Sinta's family.

Loly smiled at Sinta who was standing on the doorstep. The woman was silent with her flat expression even though Loly had already greeted her kindly and gently.

After Loly passed, Sinta also stepped closer to Akbar and Faza who were just silent without looking at him.

“Faza, mamah is sure you are addressing all of this wisely.” Said Sinta who managed to make Faza look at her.

“Mamah knows you are a good son of mamah pride.” Sinta's smile was hopeful.

“This is not the time to seek Sinta's truth. Be sitting. Something I want to talk about.”

Sinta glared as Akbar made his voice. While Faza, he can only be silent because he no longer knows how to respond to the mama.

“We've been together almost 30 years Sinta. You have done a lot of good things for me and my two sons. I'm so grateful for all that.”

“Good if you are aware of it mas.”

Faza glanced at his parents. Even both of them no longer use mamah and papah calls.

Akbar smiled faintly.

“I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've made with you so far Sinta. I was thinking maybe our relationship was enough to get here. I'll take everything to court today as well.”

Faza and Fadly who heard that could only close their eyes. His papa patience is completely exhausted. And despite all they already know, neither will protest and will accept any decision of his papah.

“You want us to get divorced?” Sinta asked with hunting breath.

“Sorry Sinta.. But maybe it is the best.”

Sinta swallowed her saliva soaking her dry and sore throat. His head shook unexpectedly if everything would end so pitifully.

Sinta stared alternately at her two sons who were in different positions. Faza was sitting on a sofa, while Fadly was standing in front of the entrance of the room. His two sons were even silent without any intention of preventing what his papa would do.

“Good then. I received all this mas.” Sinta said with a trembling voice and both eyes glazed with glass.

Sinta then got up from her seat and ran out of the living room leaving her husband as well as her two sons who remained silent in her place.

“Papah apologize.” Lirih Akbar bowed his head.