My Love Story With 5 Men's

One heart one love

Not only me, everyone must have experienced and will experience the same thing that I experienced that day. No one can know what events we will face in the future, sometimes many people try to involve themselves in our lives, even though they are not part of their lives. Something I want to hide, when someone suddenly confronts her, that's when I sometimes feel like my life is hard and it's a little complicated.

When I hear some people gossiping or making fun of me, I can't stop them. Because I knew it was their right to judge me, so I accepted whatever whispers I heard.

Two hours later, when it was time for the second hour of study to end, Adi immediately memorized me and apologized. I fully realized that the day was not Adi's fault, but it was my fault entirely. I am easily trapped by the lure of Nugrah's talk, so that I do not mind it. I asked Adi not to apologize to me, because it was not his fault.

Adipun began to look calm when I said that, and he knew that I was in the classroom that day ushered in by my cousin's brother, who also took the initiative to offer to set myself up.

"Kok you don't want me to take you home, why?. Not that our classmate knows our relationship. Or you're embarrassed to be seen by anyone other than our classmate."

"Eeeeiiittzzz, how do you say that. I'm not ashamed at all, it's just that I've made a deal to go home with Gunawan."

"Oooo that. You want to go somewhere?"

"we're not going anywhere, it's just that he offered me to go home first, and I did."

"But I'm your boyfriend. Then let me drive you home, you're not going anywhere."

"But I don't feel good about Gunawan."

"Yes, let me just talk to him, he will surely understand.

"Eeeeeeee don't, let me just talk to her."

"Yes, I'll wait in the parking lot."

Gunawan who walked right behind me, I stopped my steps.

"Lohh ko stop, you want to stay on campus?"

"Hmmm, um,.."

"Why?"

"It seems I'm not going home with you, because there's something I want to talk to Adi about. So I'm gonna go home with him."

"Cie-cie Clara, who just had a boyfriend immediately ushered home." (sahut Rika).

"Yes, if so, Lagian she has more right to send you home than me, is she your boyfriend.so it's okay Clara." (said Gunawan).

I immediately rushed over to Adi who was waiting in the parking lot. As I headed for the parking lot, I met Cristan.

Pretending not to see her, I thought she wouldn't bother me. It turns out my guess was wrong. Cristan tried to stop my steps, I did not intend to deal with him at all at that time, but Cristan continued to bully wanting to talk to me. I continued to refuse and told him that I had to work my way home, and he kept chuckling in my way. Adi who waited for me long enough, finally he turned towards walking towards the classroom, he also saw I was dealing with Cristan. I was shocked, somehow I had to be afraid when I saw Adi who was crying base myself was standing opposite one of my seniors.  Adi continued to step towards me, I was afraid of a commotion, so I begged Cristan to let me walk before Adi got to my place. Cristan remained unconcerned, while Gunawan, Rika, Aci and Rafa who were not far behind me also saw the incident. They continued to step, and Adi first came before me, I also spontaneously mentioned the name Adi. Cristan who did not know the existence of Adi who was right behind him was surprised when I mentioned and my gaze turned towards his back. Cristan immediately turned his body, I don't know what Cristan thought when he saw Adi, I don't know. Because when Cristan saw Adi and greeted me, he went so easily without saying a word.

"do you have long?"

I was a little confused with the attitude of cristan that immediately changed to make me think a little, I was guessing, maybe Cristan had also heard the incident that day, that I already have a boyfriend. However, if Cristan knows that, then why is he still trying to disturb me.

"Haaiiiiiiii, even begging when asked."

"Yes, there was a small problem."

"You mean, that guy just bothered you. Isn't he our senior?"

"She's our senior."

"Clara you were bullied again with him?" (saput Aci).

"You mean that guy likes to bother Clara that way?" (asked Adi).

"Yes, Clara's been bullied a lot with him."

"I can."

"Eeee need not be discussed again, this already wants magrib. We better go straight home. later in ajlan I tell you."

On the way when Adi drove me home, I thought Adi would tell me what happened that day between me and Cristan. As it turns out, what I thought was wrong, I don't know where to start when I want to tell myself about myself with the seniors at my college, because Adi himself when on the way home that was there at that time he asked me hungry or not. As soon as I fell silent, he instead of asking about what had happened to me, asked me if I was hungry or not. I don't know if it's the kind of attention he's given or if he doesn't really want to know about the problems that have been going on all this time between me and Cristan and my other seniors.

I really can't guess what he's thinking, as bad as I can't be to him, though,

Sometimes what the heart wants does not have to be involved, all I can do at that time is follow the flow and try to think positively.

The relationship that I just built, although I lived it without the basis of love and only happened one party, but at least I realized that I did not have the perfection like other people. However, I have also been in a relationship with someone without the basis of love, and I myself stick to the words that I have planted in me, yaiu I have one heart, that means I will only love one man in my life.even though at that time, the relationship I built without the basis of love did not last long, at least I still only chose one love.