My Love Story With 5 Men's

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Everyone must feel what is called happy, happy, sad, disappointed and angry. And what I'm feeling right now is, I can't keep my happiness. After I found out that I graduated to enter the university of my choice. I called my parents to tell them. They were happy and happy to hear my graduation.

But when I called Die, she didn't answer my phone call. I called him many times, but there was no response from him. At first I wanted to ask him about the test results he got. I tried to send him an SMS.

Two hours later, Die called me.

"Hallo Die."

"Yes, what's up Clara??"

"Where are you now??"

"I'm contracted, why??"

Not knowing why, I felt like he was not as usual when talking to me as he is today. I also undo my intention to ask about the test results he got. At that time, I chose to take him out at night. All this time he never bothered me when I took him out. The current situation is completely different.

"I just wanted to take you out to dinner tonight."

"I can't, because my money is pasa. pas. I haven't got a shipment from my parents" (Answer answered ).

"You take it easy, for tonight I'm a character."

"In what order do you character me all."

Usually he never asks if I want to characterize him. Because since High School, he and I have been petrifying each other a lot and sometimes I characterize him. But he never asked me like this. I was more and more convinced there was something he was hiding, but I did not dare to ask.

"I already know my test results, I passed. Because today I'm happy and happy, so I want to characterize you for dinner tonight." (Jawabh).

"But I can't, because my vehicle is repaired in the workshop."

"Yes already then, later I pinjem my aunt's vehicle, it happens that she will come out with her boyfriend.so my aunt does not use her vehicle. Tonight let me pick you up. As for your contract, I've memorized the path."

"An SMS is coming in, wait a minute!. (I was silent for a moment waiting for him to read the incoming SMS on his phone ).

Looks like I can't go out with you tonight." (Sentence ).

"Loh kenepa?"

"I should read SMS from friends, they invite me to play futsal later tonight. I feel bad about refusing their call. And I also agreed to come tonight. So again I'm sorry for not being able to come out tonight with you."

"But the first thing you talk about, I'm Dieeeee." (Lowering my tone ).

"Yes I know, but how else. I can't cancel when I've agreed to their call."

"Well, I won't force you."

The next day, I tried to contact Die again. He rejects my phone call. Not long after that I got an SMS.

"I'm sorry I don't want to bother Clara anymore. I really want to rest."

After I returned an SMS from her, she did not reply to an SMS from me. I was thinking, maybe he really needed a break.

A few minutes later, I received congratulations from Kak Jho on my graduation being accepted at the university I wanted.

And that made me shocked, when Brother Jho asked how Die was. At that time I touched on Kak Jho's question, I tried to ask back to Kak Jho's question.When I got an SMS reply from Kak Jho, I was shocked when I read it.

"Die didn't graduate, it looks like he's going to enroll in another university. And I also heard that his brother came to the dormitory, and it looks like Die wants a one-year break, and next year he's just signed up for college. That's the one I heard yesterday when her brother spoke."

When I heard the story from Kak Jho, I finally knew the answer to why from yesterday he behaved like never before towards me. I don't know how to take action to start talking to Die. I'm afraid I did something wrong or offended him.

I tried to send an SMS to Die. He did not send me an SMS. I was afraid to contact him, I really didn't know what to do. She was, after all, a friend who had always been there for me until this point, so I wanted to do something for her. But what is it?, I don't know either. I'm trying to let him in today, I'm thinking who knows tomorrow he'll call me.

For two days I heard nothing from him. I ventured to contact him, but still no response from him, I finally stopped to contact him. But I just sent him an SMS, asking how he was doing, still no reply from him. I don't know what else to do. I thought, maybe he's trying to avoid me. I also gave up on the situation at that time, and let it go.

Two days later, I tried to call her again, but her number was off. I was so shocked, I thought maybe the phone was off.

In the afternoon I tried to contact him again, it turned out that his number could not be reached, as well as at night, I tried to contact him, still no results I got.

I finally decided to accept his decision. I don't think he wants to be friends with me anymore. I tried to accept the situation at that time.

Two weeks later, Kak Jho invited me to dance. Since I haven't started going to college yet, I feel why don't I accept an invitation from Kak Jho. All this time I just stayed at the boarding house, and it made me a little bored.

At exactly 07:30 pm, Brother Jho picked me up. Arriving at the training ground, I was very happy at first. When I first entered the training room, I saw some friends who were close enough to me when I was still in High School as well. But, the happy feeling I felt at that time was only for a moment. As I looked around me, I saw Die in the room as well. I was very surprised and tried to throw a smile at him, he did not return my smile, there he was talking to the person who was right next to him.

My mind started to get distracted, during my first practice I couldn't concentrate. I felt quite disappointed at Die's attitude towards me. It's been two weeks since me and him were out of communication, when I saw him I was quite happy. I thought I wanted to get him to talk, but he acted like he didn't know me. That disappointment and sadness is what I feel.

Two hours later, the training ended.

"Sister, I don't seem to want dancing practice anymore. So tomorrow you won't pick me up again."

"Why?"

"Bercuma brother. Because when I practice, I won't be able to concentrate, my current position I feel uncomfortable too. I didn't hesitate to meet Die as soon as practice, he was a friend who had been there for me. I didn't want to cry when she acted like she did to me. He's like, if he doesn't know me, I don't want that to happen every time I practice. I'm also not very good at dancing, so I'd better step back from now on."

When Kak Jho heard my explanation, he understood very well what I said and how I felt. He immediately sent me home.

This is not the first time for me, letting go of someone precious or someone I love, be it a girlfriend or a friend. Maybe I'll always remember the memories we shared.

Forgetting or staying away, it is very difficult for me. But what is my day, when a boyfriend or friend chooses to leave me. I'm sure, with me learning to let them go and leave me sincerely, then I must have gotten a much better one, be it a friend or a partner. But I hope, one day if I fall in love again, I will fall in love with someone who can really understand and accept me and my family as they are.

Not only that, I hope that if I find a man who will be my boyfriend, I hope that he will be my partner for good.

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