My Love Story With 5 Men's

To give up for my good and my heart

The test to enter the University where I enrolled was held for two days. Right on the last day I took the test, my aunt couldn't pick me up. Karen He himself UAS in his college. I'm trying to call a taxi, it doesn't seem possible. The road situation was very congested and very jammed, as it was filled with thousands of people taking the test plus people picking up the test takers. Since the distance of my boarding was from where I tested, the distance was not too far away, I chose to walk. Right on the street I accidentally met Kak Jho, who was waiting for his sister to take a test. He also invited me to speak, not long after his brother Kak Jhopun was seen, he asked his sister to wait a while. Because his brother was a boy so his sister understood to deliver me first. I refused because I felt bad. But Kak jho and his sister kept forcing me, so that I would accept an offer from Kak Jho. I also received an offer from Kak Jho.

in about six minutes I arrived at my room. Jho went straight back to pick up his sister. Suddenly my phone rang, I didn't expect Die to call me. Because since we fought four days ago he's never contacted me at all, and vice versa with me.

"Campio".

"Where are you ?" (Tanya Die).

"I just got to boarding, why?" .

"Main contrast yuk, there's something I want to talk about!".

"Why don't you talk now!!".

"As far as you are, but now that I've picked you up, I'm near your boarding house" (He's turning off his phone ).

When I opened the door to my room, my aunt hadn't even left for college. I was hungry too, so I changed my clothes. Not long after an SMS came in, when I checked my phone, it was from Die. He told me he was in front of my boarding gate. At first I thought he was just kidding. I tried to go out and look at the gate, he was right in front of my boarding gate. And I saw him still wearing the black and white uniform he was wearing on the test. I went out and approached him.

"You're serious about bringing me your contract?" (Many ).

"Yes, there's something I want to talk about".

"Not that you're still mad at me, why did you come and take me to your contract?".

"You're asking, I'll explain".

"Well, then I'll take the bag first and tell my aunt by phone".

On the way I could not hold my hunger, because from morning I did not eat anything, and it was already 1 pm, it was time for lunch.

"Die I'm laparrrr" (My Sahut ).

He immediately dismissed his kendra, and bought him three packs of food.

At home, I was welcomed by her sister. We eat together. A few minutes after Die finished eating, she went straight to the bathroom. I watched TV talking and joking with my brother Die.

I waited for Die to come out of the bathroom long enough. I tried to get to her, but the bathroom door was wide open. I tried to roast Die with the distance from the bathroom door with me for about five steps.

"Die, Dieee, Dieeee" (Shouted ).

"Yes whyaa??.

"You've been doing this in the bathroom, really long".

"I took a shower" (The answer is ).

"Mandi, why isn't the door closed?. Bathe kok lam sakli, I'm the girl not as long as it's bathing".

Her brother Die who heard me talking and saw me talking away from the bathroom door, she laughed when she saw my behavior.

"Clara you why are you talking so scream, why don't you just talk right in front of the bathroom door with my sister?!" (Seeing Her Brother Die ).

"I'm still sane, brother, where maybe I'm talking right in front of the bathroom door with him. Oranng the bathroom door he's not closed. If I'm standing right in front of the bathroom door, it's the same as seeing Die showering naked".

I heard very clearly Die terpwa. when I heard well - well, there was no sound of water like people bathing. There I heard like someone rubbing clothes. When I ventured to stand right next to the bathroom door, I felt Die lying to me.

"Die what are you really doing?" (Many ).

"You sound like next to the door, you want to peek at me taking a shower??" (Try to tease me).

"Ogaaah baget" (Jwabku with 'judes).

"IIi, what the fuck siiiiihhhhh".

"Clara she was again a nyuci clothes, not a bath" (His sister Die laughed out loud - bahak with my behavior ).

I immediately stood in front of the bathroom door with a face that was quite upset because he had mocked me.

"You know me on purpose?".

"It's not about you, but I like you" (Smiling ).

"Kidding you're crisp Die" (I'm smiling).

"Yes - yes. Instead of you standing up, you better help me holy".

"Well, I'd better watch it with your sister" (pronounce lida ).

Before that, Die and I hadn't called each other for four days. But after what happened today, I feel like we're like good people - okay. I feel, there will be nothing that makes the relationship complicated, if one of them can succumb, apalgi can understand each other. I hope my friendship with Die will always be as good as it is now.

Not long after, Diepun completed his work....

"Die, he said there's something to talk to me about. What the hell is Die talking about??".

"Hmmm, I want to apologize for what happened before".

"That's all??".

"Yes, what do you want me to say??"

"Not knowing either. But time is just that. If you want to apologize, it can Die talking directly in my boarding house earlier.do not have to invite me to sin".

"There's actually something I want to talk about, but it doesn't seem like it's time yet".

"Ooo, then I'll just go home".

"Hmmm I'll drop you off at 5, it's still hot outside. How do we sit in the back??" .

"The feeling behind it is nothing. Where do we sit?".

"We can sit on the wall".

"Seriously over the wall?, I didn't fall".

"Look down, there's me. Which is certainly behind it is very cool, because behind many trees and the scenery there is a rice field. It just so happened that the inner circle was already visible".

Me and Diepun are headed to the back of their contract. We really climbed the wall, fortunately not too high, so I was not too difficult to get on the wall.

That afternoon was very calm. We also looked towards the fields. I also enjoyed the wind so cold. Suddenly Die talks about love.

"Clara I want you to be honest, actually how you feel about your ex-Richy. I don't want you to hide about your true feelings?".

"Honestly, I actually started to feel calm before I followed BIMBEL. But somehow, ever since I met her again, I didn't understand myself at first. But after the second meeting, I felt sure that I still loved her and even I still wished I could get back with her again".

"Then??".

"But I think I should let him go. Because of the last meeting in the dorm four days ago, I thought he would take me back, but my guess turned out to be wrong. Looks like he just thinks of me as a friend or it could be just his underclassman".

Sometimes we have to let go of someone we cannot have. I know, in this life letting go is a very difficult thing for us to do. Maybe it's time I had to really learn to give something more that I couldn't have. Although it was a very difficult thing, it was a very good thing for me and my heart.