My Love Story With 5 Men's

Tenyata True.

My loneliness that night made me talk long enough to a man named Adi, I kept hearing stories of him. That night he convinced himself that he was in a class with me, and he told me the motif and color of the shirt he wore to campus that day.

Where my mind began to tangle and could not determine between believing and not to him that night, because that day I was watching the guy in my class for a long time when I was in class that day and there was no guy who wore a blue shirt with a shirt motif that he mentioned.

"Did you notice the man who came in after the lecturer entered the class today?"

"I don't care about the men or women who got into class today. I only noticed the man who was already in the classroom when I arrived. Because when the Lecturer came in, I started taking out books and pens from inside my bag, so I didn't see the last one coming in. But why are you asking about it?"

"Because I was one of the last guys in class. I also sat back and watched you. All this time I've never noticed a girl friend in my class, even just a few classmates I know her name."

"I do, too, not all of my classmates know their names."

Although there was a chance to tangent and doubt will be able to believe him. Adipun kept convincing me that I tried that night to calm down and give a little confidence about what he said.

"Yes, it's already night. I'm sorry if I bother you, may I have a good dream."

"Ummm, that's okay, just relax. Yea..."

To the next day, to the campus that day I was escorted by my cousin. After the parking lot I saw Gunawan, I also tried to approach and greet him. I was afraid that, if I stayed away from her, she would feel awkward towards me, that's why I greeted her first.

It's actually pretty hard for me to do things like say hello to him first,  however, I tried to be brave and try not to stay away from him, especially to hate him, which is why I think the incident that night was just a trivial thing. I try to think positively, if I can not reciprocate the feelings of someone whether it's a friend or a person we just know, open means it makes my friendship with Gunawan broken just like that, especially to stay away from or hate each other.

If Gunawan likes me, then I have to behave as I should after I have rejected his love?, which we should know not all must be according to the plan of one party only. Because in my opinion, life to establish a relationship must prioritize to please ourselves first so that in the future we can certainly please the perception of our own partner.

If you think about it, as good as anyone if he hates will still hate, even if I do good to someone. That's why I'm sure Gunawan won't hate me for what happened that night.

"Hay Guns..."

"Hay Clara you just arrived?"

"Yes.

"Who are you with."

"Bareng my cousin's brother."

"Why didn't you chat me, let me pick you up earlier."

"It's okay, it just so happens that my brother wants to go out for lunch, so take me to campus."

"Yes, if that's the same for his class!!"

The chance that day I didn't waste, stepping quite slowly while I hid right next to Gunawan, I did that on purpose, I did that on purpose, I did it because of my goal that I could recognize his face when the man driving the vehicle took off the helmet he was wearing, so that I could recognize his face. When the man took off his helmet and put it on his vehicle, the moment the man turned his body, I was quite surprised and not sure if it was a man named Adi.

my footsteps changed immediately, which I had deliberately walked quite slowly, suddenly I asked Gunawan to walk fast enough to follow my footsteps.

Right in front of the class, I saw that many of my classmates were sitting back and waiting for the regular students to leave their classes.

"Haiy Clara."

"Clara is called Nugrah." (sahut Gunawan).

"Yes, what's up Nug?

"There's nothing, just want to kill you."

"Owww, what's wrong with Kirain."

Not long after that Nugrah raised his hand and called out to someone by naming the person he was calling. When I heard Nugrah mention Adi's name, I spontaneously turned my body around. I was quite surprised, it turned out that the man I just saw right in the parking lot that day turned out to be a man named Adi. I began salting and felt a little embarrassed, as soon as possible I took Gunawan to find a seat far enough from where Nugrah was sitting that day, but I did not find a quiet seat that was far enough away from that place.

"Gun, let's find a yukk seat!"

"Why not just sit here." (sahut Nugrah).

"Yes just sit here, anyways we will soon enter the class. (sahut Gunawan).

"But I want to sit under that tree."

I pointed to a tree not too far from where Nugrah was sitting, the important thing was that I did not sit with Nugrah that day. Sometimes I look behind me, when I see Adi getting closer to me, I force Gunawan to want to sit with me right under the tree that I pointed, akhinrya Gunawanpun follow my wishes.

"Why don't you want to sit with Nugrah just now, instead choose to sit here."

"I feel cooler here, which is why I chose to sit in this tree."

"But, why do I feel the wind is the same, yes, it's the same here it's equally cool."

"Yes, at first I thought under the tree would be cooler, it turns out the wind gusts are the same. Yes, just accept sitting here, anyway have also been advised."

"Yes - yaaa..."

Fortunately Gunawan that day did not suspect my attitude so he did not ask me too much. Because if he asked me something I didn't expect, I would have to answer him. But that's impossible, because I never told you about Adi that the last few days he communicated with me.