My Love Story With 5 Men's

My solitude

Just thought, what should I do when someone bullies me. I didn't find the answer, I could only calm down and consider it a test for myself. The pain that I felt back then, was nothing compared to the times that during my High School days, I had to be abandoned by my loved ones. Ever since I sat in college, maybe not someone who would be my boyfriend would hurt me, but the people around me.

However, I will never be forever silent if someone tries to tease me over the line, because after all I have a limit of patience. But I was always careful when I acted.

I never told anyone my complaints except to my mother, but I could only tell them over the phone. I actually want to feel a sense of urgency about what I feel for someone directly, but I don't know who to tell. To trust others, I can't yet.

If only the four friends of my little one were around me, maybe I would tell them all.or not friends in my High School, he said, but there was not a single person among them who was studying in the same city as me.

Two months later,

Over the past two months, some changes I've felt. Cristan, who used to meghusik live my life directly in a way less pleasant, is no longer he did. Rather, he still harasses me in an indirect way that is, he continues to send me messages through facebook messengers. I am very grateful, because Cristan has not influenced me indirectly, but I still do not like and still feel disturbed by the way he ceaselessly throws me a message. I know, the message he sent was not one word rude, somehow I still don't like it.

Because I was distracted, right on campus I chose to look for Cristan. Not long after, I saw Ray, Cristan, and other friends sitting right under a tree on campus where students used to sit. with self-perception, I was alone trying to brave up to them, Ray who saw me at that time, unceasingly looked at me as I walked towards them. Ray continued to throw his smile at me. As Ray greeted me, Cristan who usually looks at me, he sometimes turns away his waves. At that time Ray greeted me, but I kept staring at Cristan.

"Why do you keep staring at me anyway?" (Ask Cristan).

"Clara what do you really need, do you want to see me?" (south Ray).

"If asked the same senior it's answer!" (sayen Sain).

"I just wanted to say something to one of you. I'm not going to mention the guy's name, I just want to say to stop sending me messages via ma\=esseger facebook, because I really feel disturbed."

When I tried to move my legs to leave my seniors sitting, all of a sudden...............

"Wait!!, I also want to say something to you. So girls don't be too pessimistic, don't you think I keep sending you messages then you think I like you, actually I send a message continuously , because my intention will not stop messing with your life, because I hate you." (sahut Cristan).

"Who said you like me too who?, sorry yes, I would never be spooked if the one who sent me the message was brother. Please listen carefully, again I will say, PLEASE stop sending me messages. Oooooo, or don't-jangaaaannn, brother actually started to fall in love with me."

The lecturer who was going to teach my course that day started walking towards the classroom. I also immediately rushed pergu just to uproot my seniors without hearing an answer from Cristan.  It was clear from the face of Cristan was blushing, whether he was embarrassed or angry. I did that too because I intended to make Cristan angry and humiliated in front of his friends. Because for the past three months, I've been tired of confronting Cristan's attitude and behavior towards me.

"What else is it, Ray?"

"I want to speak seriously four eyes to you."

"But I can't, brother, because I have to go to class and come inside."

Cristan, who kept harassing me, made me unable to act the same way I used to do to Ray. I don't want to be a split between Ray and Cristan, however they've been friends for a long time. However, I was well aware of myself, that I was just a new person present in their lives, especially I should not be present in Ray's life. And I also had a chance to think, if three months earlier I had refused an invitation to accept Ray's hand job when he asked me to meet, then, maybe the last three months of that time I will live a quieter life without any interference from my seniors.

That day there was only one course, so right at 04:00 pm, me and my six friends came home together. At that time we had planned to stop by the famous roadside where the ice swords were delicious and very coincidentally the distance was not far from my campus.

Not long after, I and my six friends arrived at our destination, and we started ordering. While waiting for the ice that has been ordered to be delivered to my place and to my six friends sit down, three male figures also ordered ice and they immediately looked for a seat that was not far from where the table I was sitting with friends. One of them, I know him very well. I would love to say hello, but I doubt it. I'm afraid he doesn't know me, because the last time I met him, he didn't greet me at all. Not only that, but the man also stayed away from me. I wasn't afraid of him in the past, but since the last time I met him, it made me pretend that day I didn't see him.

My six friends at that time were quite noisy when talking, making the three men look at me. I did not know how to stop my six friends so that the people in my skeleton at that time did not look at me. However, not only my friends are quite noisy, some people who are in the same place as me at that time also they look very relaxed and cool to try each other. So that no one would mind when my six best friends laughed out loud. Sometimes I look at the three men, accidentally when I turn my head, one of the men I know also looks at me, we look at each other. I really touched on how to greet him, the awkward attitude between me and the man had never happened since I moved schools while sitting in High School.

Since we had seen each other, I still did not greet him, but I did not avoid eye contact with him, I just kept quiet and kept looking at him. I also don't know what he's thinking, we were originally looking at each other by accident, making him occasionally turn his face towards his friend and occasionally towards me. Maybe he realized that I kept staring at his collar, but between me and him no one greeted each other.

In the end, the two boyfriends I knew realized that I kept staring at them, not only them, but my six friends also realized that I kept staring at the three men.

"Clara, why do you keep looking at the three men, do you know him?" (ask Aci).

"Hay you, do you really know my friend?" (one of the three men).

I don't know how he found out that I was an acquaintance of one of his friends, was it possible that my friend told them under me his old friend. I didn't know how to answer it, I just nodded my head.

"Claras..." (He greeted me)."