
When the weather is like that, there is never someone who does things like Adi foru. I knew how to deal with him, just as he made me feel a little bad. Not only that, her actions that day made me even more confused, because I myself felt like it, whether it was just a moment or my guess that began to arise for her.
I didn't intend to make her fall in love with me, because I didn't want to see her like she fell in love with a woman like me who I didn't know how I really felt. I was afraid, the feeling that began to exist at that time was only a moment. I don't want to make a man who has sacrificed a little for me, suddenly I let him down because of the selfishness I have.
When he arrived at the beach, he immediately gave me vitamins and drinks and tissues to wipe my slightly wet body. While he himself was already alkaline all over his clothes. My friends who were with me at that time, were very clear from their gazes towards me a little confused with what Adi did. I kept quiet and kept hearing what Adi said to me. That day I did not care what my friends thought, however, I could not hide forever that the truth was that Adi and I often communicate.
"All your clothes are alkaline like this, I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry for what, I'm saying this isn't because of you."
"But you wouldn't be as basic as you are today if you weren't here. For the sake of calculating vitamins, you are willing to hit the rain. What if you were sick because you were rained on today?. Look, all your clothes are soaked, if you get sick, I will feel guilty."
"It's my own will. It is better not to think about it and be inspired again, which is important for your current health. You calm down, I'll be fine."
"Thank God the rain has begun to dissect, how about we go home now. You're afraid that later we rain suddenly and we will definitely be trapped here." (sahut Aci).
"Yes you have a real thing too, we go home now." (would be gunawan).
"Yes, that's it, then,
Adi,, you take Clara home." (sahut Aci).
"Don't me, because you guys myself I'm saying this. Alagkah better he go home with you guys, because I'm afraid Clara bases on the street because of the clothes that hit him when the conversation later."
"Yes, it's true what Adi said, let Clara stay the same as me. Part of my house and the cost of Clarakan unidirectional." (sahut Gunawan).
At last I was still in contact with Gunawan. While on the way home, I tried to invite Gunawan to speak, Gunawan's attitude never changed towards me, he increasingly showed his tenderness before me. On the way home, Gunawan who almost never asked questions about my personality life, suddenly that day he asked quite a lot about the prihal sikaf Adi against me that day. I don't like people who start asking questions about my life that I myself want to make it privacy in my life. Because I don't know how to answer Gunawan's questions, I can only act by pretending to complain of pain, but I'm not in too much pain just a little cold so I shiver right behind him.
Not long after, I arrived in Kansas. Gunawan who saw my room from the outside was very dark, that's why he asked me why my room had the light not been turned on. I told him there was no one in my room.
"Where is your cousin?"
"He's at his friend's show again. I don't know what time he'll be home."
"Keep, you're sick like this. Who will accompany you."
"Of course not."
"You take it easy, besides I'm just a deman. I immediately istirhata will also improve. So you just calm down."
"seriously you can handle yourself?"
"Yeah, Legian is not a child either. I can take care of myself."
"Yes, I've said it, I'm going straight back. If there's anything, don't bother calling me."
"Uuummm, yes."
Right at 09:00pm my cousin's brother came home. I fell asleep since coming home from the beach, a little long to open the door for him.
He who saw me my face was slightly reddened and my lips looked a little pale, at that time my cousin also realized that I was awakening because of his return. That night he asked me, what is wrong with me. I told him I had a little fever.
"You've been sleeping, have you taken your medicine yet?"
"Yes, I slept from before that magrib. I've been taking medicine, and now my fever has started to dissect."
"I'm sorry I woke you up."
"It's okay, sister, I'm hungry anyway."
Fortunately my cousin's sister that night brought some food and snacks, so I didn't have to bother to go out to eat.
While eating while watching tv, do not forget I check my phone that I previously cased.
There are several incoming SMS, mostly from Adi and Gunawan. The contents of the SMS they sent were different, but the core SMS they sent was the same, both asking for my situation. I myself choose not to reply to any of their SMS.
The next day, I went to college as usual. I still feel a little weak, but I feel my body is getting weaker if I lie still in my boarding house. Choosing to go to college makes my body feel a little comfortable, better to move in comparison to having to continue lying all day in the room.
There was something on campus that I didn't expect, Cristan, Ray's friend, who kept harassing me. Suddenly he approached me as he saw me walking towards the classroom, he was a little strange, he was not as usual. Speaking sweetly, it was the first time she had behaved like that towards me. I who have continued enough to hate him, make me a little ilfeel towards him. I tried to avoid her, she kept on throwing her smile at me.
Not only that, that day I also felt someone watching me. He's the guy who told me nothing about the bet that Cristan and his friends made. That guy's about the same age as me, only he's a B-class student. Until then, I did not know the name of the man. He looked at me every time I walked into class. It wasn't every day he did, but secretly I also often stopped someone when I felt someone was weird. Because ever since he told me about my senior bet, he's never called me again. And it only happened twice, Akn but ever since then I have felt a little strange about that man. That's why, every time I walk to class, I sometimes see him sitting back and staring at me.
I have not felt any anxiety, because I do not know for sure whether what I think is true or not that he has been watching me all this time. I'm afraid it's wrong to suspect, which I'm ashamed of myself. So I'd better let it go, until he actually acts. If my guess is not wrong, he will surely act.