My Love Story With 5 Men's

Not understanding your own feelings

First time stepping foot in the city of Mataram. Until Aunt Vivipun's terminal picks me up. Once at his boarding house I immediately rested, as well as Aunt Vivi, she also continued her sleep, because I arrived at the mataram at around 4 am.

Right at 7am, Aunt Vivi woke me up, she took me out to find a breakfast spot. When me and Aunt Vivi came back, I checked my phone. I saw my cell phone battery was fully charged. When I noticed my pinsel, there were several incoming calls from both my parents and Die. The first one I called of course my parents, I told them that I was with Aunt Vivi. As for Die, I chose to send her an SMS to say sorry for not receiving the incoming call from her. After sending Die SMS, I chose to take a shower.

"Clara has an incoming call on your phone" (Sahut Aunt Vivi).

"Please aunty, please just pick up, let me know that I'm taking a shower!!!". (Then I told you what I said).

After I put on my clothes, I checked my phone again. Turns out the one who called me just now was Die. I thought there was something important he wanted to talk about, I finally chose to call him back.

"Hallo Clara" (Sahut Die ).

"Sorry yes, you call me first that was me again outside looking for breakfast. The second time I've heard.from my aunt, if I'm already dandy. What's up, Die?".

"Kok you didn't tell me that you've reached Mataram. I just met Sinyo, she told me you were on a bus?!".

"I was going to tell you this morning after I took a shower. But since you now you already know, what's up Die?".

"You want to join the TUTEL (Taughtout ) with me. Start learning it tomorrow, enough to prepare for our study before we take the test. The test is only one week away" (Me and Die are studying in the same city and enrolled at the same UNIVERSITY, but the majors we take are different ).

"Hmmmm, how is it. I tangent"(My Sahut ).

"Free".

"It's not a matter of pay or credit. It's just that I don't have a vehicle yet, and I don't know the road here either. I also can't ask Aunt Vivi to anterin me every day, I'm not good".

"You take it easy, you just send me your address. I'll pick you up every day".

"Do you know the way?".

"I've been here a week. So I already know part of jalanlaaaaahhh".

"Yes, then. What time is tomorrow?".

"Hour 9am".

I did not forget to tell my aunt that I took the BIMBEL with my friend to prepare for the test. Cause I live with him, anyway, so I I have to tell him. So he won't bother looking for me when he gets home from college tomorrow.

At 8am my aunt left for college. An hour later, Die called me.

"I'm in front of your kos".

"Yes, I'm out now".

A few minutes later, I saw him enter a male-only SBW Dormitory. At first I thought Die was either in or she stopped by her friend's dorm. It turns out my guess was wrong. Some people both men and women enter the dormitory gate one by one. I asked Die.

"We're the BiMBEL here?".

"Yes, why Clara?".

When I entered, there were some rooms that looked very clear inside the room. When I look around me, I see there is Kak Jho. Kak Jho is a dormitory friend with Kak Richy. I never met him, only I knew his face. Because when I was dating Richie, he made friends on Facebook. I also received his request for a meeting, because I knew he was a friend of Richie's. Ever since I became friends with him on Facebook, I've been asking him about Richy. Because I feel close to him, when breaking up with Brother Richypun I once confided to him.

I know him, but I'm ashamed to say hello. This is our first meeting in person. I'm also afraid of wrong people. That one saw me quiet, he pulled my hand. Inviting me into the room where we study, it turns out that Kak Jho was one of the management of BIMBEL at that time. Die has known Kak Jho for a week. Karen Kakaknya Die who also went to college often played in SBW dormitory so that Die was invited to play in this dormitory as well.

Brother Jho keeps looking at me...

"Die this is the girl you told me about?" (Task Jho ).

"Yes, her name is Clara. Why Jho?" (Tanya Die).

"Why do I feel familiar with this woman yes" (Seem think ).

(Die looks shocked and looks at me).

"God, the world is really so narrow huh. I didn't expect to see you in person. Yes you guys just go in first, soon the learning will be started " (I just smile ).

There are 25 people who participate in BiMBEL. Me and Die chose to sit side by side, because all I knew at that time was him.

I feel like my feelings are not calm, I feel like someone is watching me. When I looked at the door, I saw a man. I felt familiar with the man, but I only caught a glimpse of him, so I didn't see him too clearly.

After two hours, BIMBEL that day was finished as well. Die immediately took me to a room. When I got to the door, I saw that there were some people in the room. Die introduced me to her real brother. Then Jho greeted me again. Looks like this is my chance to ask Brother Jho, I thought.

"Sister, can I have a word?".

"Can, where?".

"Where are you going?" (Task Die and hold my hand ).

" Sebentaaarrr only. I'd like to talk to Brother Jho for a minute" (I brushed off his hand. She kept looking at me ).

I took Kak Jho about three steps from the room.

"So, can I not?".

"Please!!".

"What is the place where you live in this dormitory? (Many ).

"Why?".

"That means, in this dormitory too Brother Richy lives".

"Yes, why. You still have a taste with him?".

"It's not like that, brother. I just want to make sure" (I also immediately rejoin Die ).

"Die I want to go home, you can take me now to the boarding house?!".

"Yes, I'm taking you now".

On Die's way to get me back to boarding, I just kept quiet. I don't know what's wrong with my guess, I feel like something's wrong with me.

"Clara has come" (I also come down from his kingdom Die).

"Wait - wait, don't go in!!" (Seely Die ).

"What's Die?".

"So you talk to jho, I see you just silent from earlier. And even now, you get out of my air without looking at me and just play get into your boarding house".

"Jeez, I forgot to say thank you. Sorry about Die".

"I don't mind that, I'm worried about your attitude. What are you talking to Jho about, so you're like this?".

"It's okay, Die. Well, then I'll go in first, I'll take a break".

"Yes, then I'm back too. Remember tomorrow I'll pick you up again".

"Uuummmmm, be careful!!" (I answered with a smile).