My Love Story With 5 Men's

first impressions

While waiting for the Lecturer who will teach the second class hour course that day, the figure of a man standing right in front of the class, he was none other than the place of admission absent before the Lecturer entered the class. Suddenly he told me that the lecturer who taught in my class that day was not present, so I and my classmates were asked to fill in the absence. Even the absentee daycare clerk did not forget to tell me and the others to check their respective emails, because the Lecturer who was supposed to be in charge of teaching in my class that day will send the materials and tasks that must be collected at the next meeting.

It was 04:00 in the afternoon, I didn't feel like coming home. Very coincidentally, all six of my friends had plans, none other than they wanted to go to the beach that day at once while waiting for the sunset.  When I agreed to come with them, we immediately went and chose the closest beach.

A few minutes later my six friends and I arrived at the beach. Unlike the others who were still tangent about buying what they would eat on the beach that day, I myself immediately ran on the beach along with Aci and Gunawan, I was running on the beach, we even took the time to take a photo of three at that time. I was quite enjoying the beach atmosphere that afternoon, because I felt the beach was good enough to calm and clear my mind that a few days before I felt my mind was a little disturbed.

I close my eyes, I enjoy the sound of the waves and I feel the waves hitting the feet that were just sand I felt on my feet.  Although I was a little bit dislike the water and the beach breeze, but the beach made me find new views and solutions to solve the problem with the mind that was a little complicated.

Shortly thereafter, I saw four men driving their vehicles. I felt not too foreign as I looked at them, the closer the more obvious it became. I could not believe that the four men were actually people I knew. They began to approach my friends who were not too far from my place. I who was on the beach at that time immediately approached my friends who were at the beachside stall.

"Clara's coming with you too?" (sahut Nugrah).

"Yes, we usually play seven games too." (sahut Rafa).

"Keep you and others for how to get here, it is not possible by chance donk." (sahutku).

"It turns out that when we were talking on campus, it turns out Nugrah heard our conversation. And he's just gonna go to the beach today, I'll just answer yes." (Sahut Rica).

"How do you know which beach we're going to?"

Suddenly after I asked Gunawan a question asking his hand, it was Gunawan who told them the beach that we will be seven days.

"When we arrived at the beach, I got an SMS from Adi, he asked us which beach we were on. Then I texted him and told him where we were."

"Adi?" (I pretended not to know which one was named Adi).

the man immediately raised his hand right in front of me.

"Hay, know me Adi."

"I'm Clara. But by the way, how did you get Gunawan's number?"

"It just so happened that he was sitting right next to me. that's when I knew Adi and we exchanged HP numbers." (sahut Gunawan).

"Ooo that."

For the first time I was directly acquainted and face-to-face with Adi. I saw Adi was different from the others, for some reason I could not judge what kind of character or nature. Usually I can judge someone even if I only look at the cover. Although sometimes my judgment is wrong, because someone we can't judge just looking at the cover. But unlike Adi, I can't give him any judgment against him, for some reason?, which is definitely the first time I've seen a man who's not my career attract my attention. Physically, I like men who are taller than me, Adipun is taller than me and he also has white skin. But if you look at his face, he's not the kind of guy I want to be.

For that time, maybe he's not the type of man I've been looking for all this time. Feeling always failed every relationship, not only that, even before a relationship alone I feel there are always obstacles. Implied in my mind, if I fail to establish a relationship with a man who suits my rubber, then why don't I try to open myself to the man who tries to approach me.

From the very beginning Adi contacted me, I really had no idea what her true intentions were. If he intends to approach just for friends, I will accept it. But if he came to me wanting to know me and wanting to be in a relationship more than just a friend, I don't know what I was thinking, I was pretty sure that day to convince myself to give him a chance.

I will see if I will still fall for a man who is not the type of man I want to be. If I had fallen into his life, I wouldn't be sure if I could survive or not. And if I can survive, I also don't know how long I can last, nor can I guess. However and whatever happens in the future, that day I can only think of continuing to try to live my life and try to find happiness, which I might find my happiness in a place I don't want to go even in a place I don't want to know. If I don't dare to try and don't want to look for something new, how can I find the answer.

That's why I tried to be brave that day. I saw Adi like a little talkative man, as well as myself. However, he seems different from me, although we both talk a little, but I speak a little applies to people I just know.

That day I was pretty active and had a little bit of a joke that made all my friends laugh that day.

I was more enthusiastic that day, as time kept turning. Something I was waiting for finally arrived, not only I was waiting for him, but all of us who were on the beach that day seemed to enjoy the beauty of the sunset that was right in our hole. So beautiful is the creation of God that is bestowed on his people to be able to enjoy the beauty that exists in this universe.