My Love Story With 5 Men's

Ex girlfriend taste

The darkness of the night, wherever the light remains visible. But it is different if the power goes out, there is not the slightest light that enters the room where I am. Shortness, that's how I feel. I opened the door of the room, and sat down to contemplate myself. For some reason, every time I reflect, I find myself feeling better.

I hope someone finds me in the dark.

Shortly after, the light began to appear. The more I looked, the more clearly the light approached me. I was so happy, because someone came in and found me in a dark room with a glimmer of light. The circumstances that I felt that night really felt like again in a dream, which I could not reach.

The light he brought highlighted his footsteps towards me, I just realized it turned out that the footsteps leading towards me was Richy.

"Why not sleep?"

"I've tried to close my eyes, but there's always something on my mind."

"Then why is DD sitting in the corner of this room?"

"Because the angle position is the most comfortable position for now."

"Then why open the room door, will DD fall asleep with the door open?. What if you overslept, then people would enter secretly."

"I'm overheating, brother, besides I can't sleep. Even if I fall asleep, there will be a brother and his friends right next to this room, you will all watch the ball until dawn. So, there's no way anyone would dare to come in here."

A few minutes later, the electricity was not yet on. I began to feel sleepy, but I did not want to lay down my body, because I did not like the mosquitoes that gnawed at my feet. I tried to sleep in a sitting position and shook my head back, right on the wall. Richy, who was still sitting right next to me, easily pushed his shoulder, so I could put my head right on his shoulder.  Without feeling the slightest hesitation, I also did not refuse. I thought everything would be fine.

Silent and silent, only the sound of breathing I could hear at that moment. A memory suddenly came to my mind. It made me feel so close, as if someone was whispering to me and saying "I'm back."

I don't know if what I'm doing is normal or not. I didn't want to think too far that night.

I closed my eyes, but I felt Richie was looking at me. But I can only pretend to be asleep.

Not long after, after almost an hour I had to pretend to be asleep, the electricity was on. So softly, Richy secretly tried to lay me right next to Aci. After Richy managed to put my body down, he slowly placed the pillow so carefully right in the carry of my head.

There was one thing that shocked me and never occurred to me, so it made me open my eyes immediately after Richy had just kissed my forehead. We accidentally looked at each other. I didn't know how to act, I fell silent because I didn't want Aci who was right next to me to wake up.

Offended and resolute, then I sighed long enough, That night I was quite chaotic, I felt unable to clean up the mess that had happened. Between Logic and the content of my heart is completely opposite, When I think, logically Richy's actions are unenforceable. But my heart can't blame him, no matter how I feel about him, it's no longer held back.

I can't blame the circumstances. The mistake we made, made me think so hard that night. I know, I can't forget her, but I should have stopped loving her.

"I'm sorry, because it's too bad."

"What did you think, so dare to do something like that to me?"

"I don't know either. But there's one thing I know, honestly I still love you."

"Is that feeling present when we meet tonight?"

"I've loved you since the first time I told you love, which is High School. My feelings never change."

"If it never changes, then how can you break up with me in the past?"

"At that time I was really emotional, I couldn't think long, so I made the decision to end my relationship with you. But that doesn't mean I want to break up forever. I actually wanted to ask you to come back to me, but you already had a boyfriend, but we haven't been broken up for a month."

"Then why did old brother come to me back then. Do you know what I've been through all that time?, I don't need to tell you what happened to me when you said break up with me. At first I thought, big brother will contact me two or three days after choosing to end the relationship with me. But for two weeks, my brother never called me after we broke up. I was really waiting for news from big brother back then, but I felt my wait was in vain. So that made me dare to decide to accept another man at that time. Do you know, when I received another man's love to be my girlfriend at that time, I feel like an evil woman trying to vent my heartache to another man who has done nothing wrong to me."

The pain I used to feel, I had to stop back. Maybe many people think, the past why should be in tears if it has been passed. At the beginning when Richy decided to end the relationship with me, I cried because I felt disappointed. However, that night I cried not because of disappointment, but I realized that it was not entirely Richy's fault. However, I cannot fully understand others.