My Love Story With 5 Men's

I made the terms, I leaked them too.

When I say that I am capable, those are the phases where I have to have confidence and confidence in the relationship I built that day. I can't guess how my relationship with Adi went, whether it would be short enough, long or a lifetime with her.

No one knows what someone's future is, all I have to do is do my best since then.

The fear of accepting his love Adi I did not feel, the slightest doubt I did not feel, maybe because at that time I did not have any feelings for him. But I won't believe anything he says. I didn't know what I was really feeling and I didn't know what was on my mind at the time, I really didn't understand myself. What I realized at that time was that, I had already accepted her love Adi.

To be honest, ever since I kept getting hurt, I can't believe there's going to be true love. My relationship never lasted the way I wanted. It used to be before I accepted the man who would be my girlfriend, even though we both liked each other, but still ran aground after having a relationship that was almost three years. Moreover, my relationship with Adi, I just realized that I accepted her love without any love at that time. So as for my relationship with Adi, I'm less sure I'll be able to walk for as long a lifetime as I dreamed.

The steps I have taken, I must take. Whatever problems I face in the future, no matter what, I've been preparing myself ever since. If one day I can really fall in love with her, I hope that my relationship with her really goes well for a lifetime. If I can't love him, I hope God gives an answer to how long I should take.

The next day, because Adi knew I didn't have a vehicle, she asked me for permission to let her pick me up at the boarding school. I easily didn't give her permission, and I instead reminded her that she could keep her distance and attitude to me when meeting me on campus. I didn't want my college friend to know about my relationship with him that fast. With the ease of saying whatever I say, I think all men will be like that when they start a new relationship.

Shortly after, when I arrived at the campus, I saw Adi was already on campus first than me. As usual, most students don't go straight to class if the lecturer hasn't arrived yet, so all of my classmates happened to be that day all of them were still outside of class. Sometimes I look at Adi, he behaves as usual in the campus, me or him no one greets each other.

That day, Nugrah kept looking at me. I don't know why he keeps looking at me. When the Lecturer arrived, my classmate and I were laborers in the classroom.  Upon entering the classroom door, Nugrah stood right next to me and whispered to me.

"I saw and felt something strange today towards you, especially Adi."

"What do you mean Nug?"

"Next, I don't know either, but I definitely feel like there's something you're hiding."

Adi who was right behind me, saw Nugrah whispering to me he tried to stop Nugrah.

My suspicion towards Adi, I thought at that time that Adi was telling me about my relationship with him. If that was true, Adi would have to accept the consequences. I don't care if I have to end my relationship with him, because I don't want to be in a relationship with a man who hasn't had 24 hours to keep his word.

When the Lecturer tried to explain in front, I myself was not concerned to hear it. Because what I did that day was trying to find out what Nugrah meant by sending SMS with Adi. When I told Nugrah what I told Adi, Adi himself asked back to me. Even though it seems not to understand what I ask, how I suspect Adi that he has told me about my relationship with him. Every time I bartanya and try to present Adi, Adi's answer remains the same, he remained tight on his first answer, that he also did not understand what Nugra meant, because he himself did not tell anyone about my relationship with him.

I did not believe Adi, since the course of the first hour ended, I immediately approached Nugrah and asked about the meaning of his words.

"Nug, I'd like to ask, what did you mean when you entered the class?"

"Which word is it?"

"No pretending to be Nug, do you really know anything?"

"I'm not kidding Nug."

"If I know something, what do I do?"

"So you know that I'm dating Adi?"

"Apaaaa, you're dating Adi. The cry of you two dating?"

Nugrah looked quite surprised to hear my words, and he also said it quite loudly, so that the classmate who was still in the classroom at that time heard the words Nugrah. Adi was silent as I said and heard Nugrah speak so loud and clear.

"Kok you even tell Nugrah we're dating." (sahut Adi).

I was shocked and a little confused myself.

"You mean, Nugrah doesn't know our relationship. Keep meaning the word he knows what it is?"

"Where do I know."

"I was just kidding Clara. But I'm a little happy and satisfied, because I finally know the secret of both of you." (sahut Nugrah).

"Ooooo My GOD. Because of you Nug, all my classmates know about my relationship with Adi."

"Loooohh, how could I be. You told me yourself."

"But since you weren't loud enough, so all the friends in the class just heard your voice."

"Yesaaa... maaaaf, his name is also the coolest person tottt.hehehehe"

"Auuuu aahh."

I immediately left the class and was a little upset, rather I was more embarrassed because all the classmates knew my relationship with Adi. When I walked out of the classroom, some of them were very clear that they were talking about me, and some men who were quite close to Adi who was none other than my classmate were also trying to tease me. Not only that, my friends who used to play with me were also shocked, especially Aci and Rika, they kept asking about my relationship with Adi. While Gunawan, even though he finally found out about my relationship with Adi, he stayed by my side and tried to calm me down. Not only that, Gunawan also tried to stop Alif who was also involved in teasing myself.

I don't know what else to do, I can just shut up and have to accept that day as my classmate's talk.