My Love Story With 5 Men's

HURT, so it makes me like this

Next morning...

I'm getting ready to go to school. At that time I was not so excited as usual, this time I really lost my consciousness.

When I got to class, I sat down and put my head to sleep on my desk. Die who saw me in class, she came to me. But he did not dare to ask me.

"Clara how are you?" (Satan Ai).

"As you see it now?" (My name is).

"Ai, Clara why ?" (Tanya Die).

"I don't know Die either" (Answer Ai ).

As the bell rang, all my class friends entered the class. Die returned to her class. Since I was decided by Brother Richy, not only the SMS from Die that I answered briefly, but all my friends, I treated like that.

But the one sitting right in front of me, once - once looking back.

"Clara, why does your face look so pale today?" (Sahut Gurukunyang taught in the classroom at that time).

"He has a fever sir" (Sahut Ai).

"If you have a fever, you better rest at home!!. You see, in two days you will face the practice exam" (Sahut guruku ).

"It's okay, sir, my condition has improved enough than my current condition. Anyway I'm limp lying down at home sir" (Sahutku ).

"Yes if you can. If you are not able to learn today, you better rest!!" .

"Yes sir, thank you".

The hour of rest arrived, as usual me and Tami who always kabbtin at the time of rest. But today I refused Tami's invitation. Rya pulled my hand, and told me to sit right in the back corner of the classroom. Ai, Tami, Nita, Ratna and Mai sat down with me. One by one they threw questions at me.

"From this morning why do you look so uninspired, you're not as happy as usual?" (Tanya Rye).

"Maybe it's because I still have a fever" (My mouth ).

"But you're not what you used to be, I don't think you thought we were there" (Tami Sahut).

"I'm sorry " (My Sahut ).

"Clara, if you have a problem. You better tell us, who knows we can help" (Sahut Mai ).

"We also know, not all the problems we have to tell everyone. Because everyone would want to have their own privacy" (Nita Sahut).

"If you're ready to tell me. We'll all listen to you" (Sahut Ranta).

"I don't want to tell you what has happened these 3 days. I myself bengentang must how, I feel I'm not myself anymore" (Tears come out by itself ).

"Clara you're good - good rhyme, why are you crying ?" (Acquire Ai).

"How can it??" (Tami's Law ).

While crying I told the chronology from the beginning of my problems with Richie to my six friends. They were shocked, because I was decided just because I asked a question.

" After I heard your story, how could Richie break up the relationship. Even though you have been dating for two years over the page" (Tami Sahut).

"I'm afraid of taking the practice test. I'm really stereos. I became crazy for love. Help me, how can my heart be calm" (They immediately embrace me when I really can't control my emotions and my tears keep flowing).

"Clara you're not alone, there's still all of us, OK.

Remember you still have parents you have to think about, forget about him. If you fail the practice exam, it could also affect your grades to pass tomorrow. Although we have not known you for too long, but we know you are a cheerful person. The one who always boasts of Richie in front of us. But he's made this decision for your relationship, not that you've finished here. There is still a long future for you, and there are still many that are far more important for you to think about" ( Sahut my friends. I hugged them tightly).

"Thank you for always being there for me. I don't know how I'm gonna deal with this without you. But I'll be waiting for him for 1 week. If he doesn't call me anymore, it means I should really forget him" (My voice ).

"That's your right. But at least, you should not be discouraged from living your life. Your current should be concentrated with the practice exam. Ok!!!" (My Friend's Law).

"Yes".

It's been a week since my relationship ended with Richie. My wait is in vain. It seems like I'm the only one still thinking about him. Waiting for something uncertain is painful, but I am ready to accept this pain.

Why has it been a long time I have not been able to accept this reality, maybe because I still hold hope in him. But it was totally in vain. Slowly - the land I tried to accept this reality, I should be able to forget it. I'm not sure if I can forget him or not. At least I was trying.

Four more days of my practice exams are over.

Ever since I broke up with Richie, I've been taking sleeping pills after dinner. That's all I do so I can sleep at night, and I can do my practice exam without feeling sleepy in the morning.

When I wanted to drink my sleeping pills, my phone rang. A number I don't know, I think it's Richie's sister. It turns out my guess was wrong.

"Hallo, who is this?" (Sounds of female voices).

"It's Aunt Nindy, it's Clara's number isn't it?".

"Tante Nindy my mother's cousin??".

"Yes right, about two weeks ago aunty followed your facebook account"

"Oowww yes tabte, I have seen and have received friends on facebook same aunt. By the way, what's aunt, Tumben called me?".

"This aunt has a girlfriend, nahhh her friend this aunt has a younger brother she has been in college in the city of bogor. It's just me now he's back home. Now he and his brother again at the aunt's house, the aunt opened facebook. Suddenly his friend's sister aunt saw your photo on facebook. And he asks you who. Auntie, just keep asking for your cell phone number. Aunty bangtung want to love him, fearing you are angry because the aunt did not ask permission to Claranya".

I'm actually not the one who likes to give my phone number to people I don't know at all. But after I thought - thought, this might be the way I can forget Brother Richy. Even though I don't know what it means to ask my cell phone number to my aunt. Had he been a judge approached me, it wouldn't have been a problem for me. He was already in college, and his college town was slaughtered again. I want to try to play someone, I'm tired of having a serious relationship, In the end I was hurt.

"Yes can aunt. Love, it's okay. Yes, if so I want to sleep aunty, because tomorrow I still have a practice test".

I'm the one who always holds the principle of love. If I love someone, I will not betray them. But I don't know what got into me, if that guy really contacted me and intended to get close to me. I'll let her into my life, but that doesn't mean I love her. It's just that I want to try to forget Richy by approaching other men. Unthinkable to me, I would have such evil intentions.