
To the next day, after the parking lot on campus I walked alone to class. But that day I felt something was different, he felt like someone was following him. I don't feel scared at all, I feel like I'm going to be safe because I'm already in the campus environment. Over time I felt uneasy, I finally chose to stop my ledge. I immediately turned my body back, I saw a man also stopped his steps right in front of me. At that time, I had not issued a word or two, but the man immediately apologized to me.
“Don't tell me you followed me from the parking lot, did you?”
“honestly, I did follow you from the parking lot, once again you're sorry. But I don't mean to be mean to you, but rather I just want to get to know you directly. Merely, I do not know how to stop your steps, because I myself offended how early will start a conversation with you. That's it, I'm just following you.”
“But you are one of the four men of yesterday?”
“You're right. I know, I'm Ray and I'm a third-semester student.” (He put his hand in front of me).
Because too many people were looking at the slightly awkward situation, making me feel uncomfortable, I thought, I felt that people would judge me arrogant if they refused the invitation Ray thought I was. I also immediately returned to thrust my ladder right in front of him, finally Ray could get to know me directly at that time. But just getting acquainted, because after that I immediately left Ray with a polite attitude.
Know Ray directly with me, apparently known by his friend Ray.
When I got home to the parking lot on campus, I saw a man sitting in my vehicle, he seemed to be sitting very relaxed, even though he knew that I was approaching the vehicle he was sitting in. the man pretended to know nothing.
“Excuse.” (Milk)
“Yes, what's up?”
Clara pulled the key out of the bag and pointed at her vehicle.
“Oooohhh this is your vehicle?” ask the man.
“iya.”
The man didn't just leave, he tried to get me acquainted
“You're clara huh?”
I just shook his head, though,
“Can you ask for the phone number?”
“Sorry, I have to labor-labour.”
Many men have tried to approach me over the past month, but no one has made me feel good. Not that I was too choosy, but I was still smitten with my past that had run aground in the middle of the road when I loved and chose seius to live a relationship. Having an unpleasant past, must be owned by everyone. I myself actually still tangent with my guess, whether I still love my ex named Richy or I just have a fear to open my heart to men at that time.
I knew what love was when I was in 2nd grade Junior High, and I actually had a boyfriend. But I was left out when I went up to 3rd grade Junior High. To make matters worse, Tyo was the ex I was referring to, leaving me with no word of breaking up at all, and you already know how my first boyfriend left me. It was my first experience that caused the beginning to make me hate the name love.
But because as time went on, thankfully, I was finally able to move on from Tyo, even though it took a long time.
High School bench I just found a male figure that makes my heart really beat so fast, he's my ex named Richy. I was in a relationship for quite a while, almost three years. But that relationship has to end.
I used to be in a relationship with a man after breaking up from Richy, which is the man I meant was the fourth man who was my last ex, he said, and I have also told about my experience with the man, but the relationship is quite short. And in fact my own feelings cannot be lied to. It was the man who decided to end his relationship with me, but I did not feel sad in the least. That's why up until now I never knew about how I really felt.
One week has passed, there are no obstacles that I experienced during my college one week.
Things changed quite a bit in the second week, I began to feel uncomfortable with other senior distractions that kept asking for my mobile number. I don't know them, they're not one of Ray's friends, but they seem to be Ray's.
I felt I was getting to know people who were in my faculty, both among my seniors and my contemporaries. Some of them find out my identity, especially my origin. Many of them do not believe that I am just a girl from the village who studied in the city. They never gave up, even though I didn't press any of them. They found out about me from my classmates, who they knew were close to me. I'm starting to get angry with the situation you're in. Because of such a situation, bring me closer to my boyfriend who I have known for one week.
There was something strange I felt, ever since I approached myself with my boyfriend. Especially, since that one week, I was quite close to Gunawan compared to Aci, Rika, Rafa and Tito, he was more attentive to me, but I consider that kind of attention, as well, attention to a friend to a close friend, but many of them think I have a special relationship Gunawan. I immediately dismissed the news, because after all, I knew Gunawan also had a girlfriend and they were in a long distance relationship. Not only that, he also told me that he had been in a relationship for almost four years. That's why, I brushed aside the issues about my relationship with her. However I am a woman who was once hurt and abandoned, and I do not want that to happen to Gunawan's relationship with his girlfriend. I just want to keep the feelings of the woman, even though her boyfriend Gunawan does not know that, but I still have to keep the feelings of other women.
Two days later, Rafa had a close friend, he was none other than the guy who was in a class with me as well. His name is Alif, Rafapun tries to introduce Alif to me and the others as well.
Apparently, some of my classmates said that I was a difficult woman nearby, I was shocked when I heard the news. I immediately took the initiative to share my card with some of my classmates, even though I did not know their names myself. But for a strange face, I did not share it, because I did not want my mobile number known by many people. I just split five of my cards.
Unexpectedly, even though I only shared five business cards with my classmates, it turned out that it made it easy for my seniors to get my mobile number. I can't blame anyone, because I forgot to tell Agara they didn't give my phone number to anyone else without my permission.
I don't know if I should be angry or not at a guy who just called me. Because before, I had already met that man in person, he was Ray. I received an incoming call with a number I didn't know at the time, at first I guessed it was the number of one of my classmates that I gave my card to. It turns out that my guess was wrong, because I had already received an incoming call at that time, I tried to keep talking casually, even though the man told me directly that he was Ray.
I had him talk the first time he called me, I felt a little comfortable. Ray wasn't very grandiose, so I didn't get bored.
From then on, Ray kept contacting me almost every day. After a week of communication, I unconsciously smiled when Ray called me.
When I ran into Ray on campus, I'd never put on a bad expression. But no one knew that he was close to his senior. Because I just keep putting on a face that is indifferent to others, except friends who are close to him mean Ray. So did three of Ray's friends. Because before, I told Ray to be neutral when I met him and asked that no one would know.