My Love Story With 5 Men's

I don't know what they have in mind

I give thanks because I still feel the sun in the morning.

I woke up at 07:30 am, I immediately rushed to take a shower. Today is Sunday, and today I greet you with great zeal, because today I will use my time to play - play on the beach with BIMBEL participants and the woman in charge of the BIMBEL participants. I got ready and asked Aunt Vivi to take me. Arriving at the SBW dormitory, I saw that it still looked lonely. Did I come too early, but I promised at 8 o'clock already in the dorm. After I saw my watch, I came at exactly 8 a.m.

"You okay - what if the aunt goes straight back to the boarding house??".

"It's okay - what aunt. That's my other friends just came" (Pointing towards my friend who just came ).

"Yes already then aunty lives. Later if you have come home asking to be picked up, just call auntie!!. Take good care of yourself - yes".

"Ok auntie"

Because my age is not too much different, so I was always taken by my aunt. I called her aunty when it was just me and her. If in front of others, me and him always claim to be brother sister.

"Clara, someone wants to talk to you" (Sahut Kak Jho).

"hhmmm, Who??" (Many ).

"You were asked to meet him in his room!!" (Kak Jho pointed to Richy's room).

From afar I saw Brother Richy watching me through his window.

"Can you please come in the room??".

"By the way, part of the room is downstairs and Richy's window is open, everyone can see you clearly. So it's okay - what. Just relax, just meet him first. Looks like he wants to show you something".

I also took my foot to Richy's room. Some friends of BIMBEL who have come to see me. I don't care, because I don't feel like I'm doing anything wrong.

"Sir" (Sapaku ).

"Get in!!" (answered Richie).

"Can we just talk outside??" (at first I felt strange).

"Why, Just come in!!!. It's okay - what".

"(I'm in) What's wrong, brother?".

"I just want to see you without seeing anyone else outside" (I was shocked when Brother Richy said such a thing to me ).

"(I just smiled)".

"Why are you smiling??".

" It's okay, brother, by the way, who's the one-room sister with??".

"The man is a village with an older brother. His name is Son, you know him too".

"Owww so" (I touched on what else to talk about, so that I can only just answer and read )

"I broke up a long time ago, brother. I wasn't that serious about him. Whyyyy?".

"It's okay - what. Just want to know" (The answer is ).

At first I thought he would take me back, it turns out he just wanted to know about my status now ink. I don't know what else to say to her. Maybe he just refers to me as his friend or junior, I thought.

After a long time of talking, I chose to leave Brother Richy's room.

"Sister, it seems like my friends have almost all come. I want to get together with them. No what - what??. No one wants to talk to me anymore, right?".

"Yes, for today's talk I've had enough. You are careful when you reach the beach. Don't take a shower, because you can't swim".

"Yes Brother".

When I came out of Richie's room, about 5 steps from Richie's room, Die was staring at me. He just kept quiet, and looked angry. I don't know why he looks at me with that face, I try to say hello.

"You've been since?" (Many ).

"Uhhmmm" (The answer is ).

"It's almost 9 o'clock, why haven't we left yet??.

"The bus hasn't come yet".

"Would you use your own vehicle or take the bus?" (Take another ).

"My own vehicle".

"Then I can fuck with Die no, because I like to ride the bus".

"If you're mad, why don't you ask to be dropped by your boyfriend. Not that it's the job of a girlfriend to pick up her boyfriend ya" (Start to raise the tone of speech).

"Die??" (My heart, I'm starting to get scared by her tone of speech ).

"Why?. You look happy to meet and talk in the room with your girlfriend. Do you still need another man??, I don't think so. So you better keep your distance from me, because I'm afraid your boyfriend misunderstood our closeness".

"You mean what the hell. Why do you look upset at me, did I offend you or was there something else that you were acting like this towards me?. You mean what room you were talking about, what you just saw. Obviously everyone can see very clearly from outside the window. I just talked to him, I didn't turn him back at all. So she and I are still ex status, not boyfriend" (I'm starting to get pissed off ).

"You don't have to explain everything to me. May your relationship be as it used to be" (Die left me without solving the problem ).

Most people show or vent their anger or frustration by using harsh words or managing the tone of speech is not as usual. But I'm the one who always doesn't understand every time Die gets mad at me. I don't know why he's behaving the way he is, because he never told me the truth about what caused him to behave the way he is today.

I always try to adjust or use words with heart when I experience a situation like this. But I was always wrong in her eyes, and she wouldn't listen to me.

Sometimes I feel like we're so close like brothers who can't be separated. But I also felt so far away like people who didn't know each other. I don't know why I feel such a strange thing when he's acting angry and away from me.