My Love Story With 5 Men's
Why is this so ??
When I stepped my foot out, and I was accompanied by Tami. Arriving at the gate of Rya's house, I saw the figure of a man driving his vehicle alone.
"Sister Diki huh?" (My mother ).
"Yes, are you Clara?? (Ask ).
" (I'm just nodding my head). Oo Ya knows this my friend's name is Tami" (My Sahut ).
Brother Diki immediately thrust something to me, I also immediately took it from his hand.
"I'm sorry, I can only buy it for you, because I myself bangtung, what is the price to eat. I just found it here" (Sahut Kak Diki).
"It doesn't seem good to talk outside, how Brother came in, we can sit in the frame. Later I invite my friends out join us" (My Sahut ).
"No need, I just want to deliver it and all of you want to see my real boyfriend".
"Seriusan brother does not want to enter??, it is difficult to invite the meeting of Claranya" (Tami Sahut ).
"I've seen him in person, I'm happy. Yes, if so, I'll go straight back".
"Yes, heart!!!" (My name is).
"God I almost forgot, this is for you" (Kak Diki thrust me a doll ).
"This is serious for me?".
"Yes it's for you, it was right on the street that I saw a doll figure, so I stopped by for a while to buy it. Because I think - think tomorrow I should have gone back to bogor. Even though we're just dating, it's weird that I have to be away with you, but I don't give anything to my boyfriend".
"But I can't love my brother anything myself".
"It's okay - what. You want to meet me today in person, it makes me happy. That I consider the first gift I got from my girlfriend" (Sahut Kak Diki)
"Soooo sweeett" (Tami's Law).
"Thank you again for what you have given today and for my friends as well".
"Yes the same - the same. Then I'll go back"
"Be careful on the road!!" (My name is).
Although he is so good to me, but I have not been able to like apalgi to love Kak Diki. What I feel right now is regret for giving him false hope.
There are many things that I find difficult to understand at the end of this. I let another man into my life and accepted him to be my girlfriend. Now I'm just sorry for my final intentions. I am truly sorry for the actions I took. I hate myself, and I feel sorry for myself too. How foolish I am to fool others for my selfishness, only to want to forget Brother Richy.
Four days later, even though Kak Diki had been booked, he kept calling me and telling me about him even though I never asked him where he was, what he was doing, and a lot of other things.
Suddenly Kak Diki posted a picture of me on his facebook account. And without my permission, he tagged my facebook account name, so that my photos were seen by people who were friends with me on my facebook. I'm actually not very friendly and don't like it, but I don't know what to do to ask him not to tag my Facebook account name.
The next morning, I just got to school.
"I want to talk to you!!" (He immediately pulled my hand ).
"Yes Die, what's up??" (Tanyaku )
"Which guy??".
"The guy who uploaded your photo on his personal facebook account, and he tagged it on your facebook account??" .
"He's my girlfriend".
"What did you say, your girlfriend?. Not that you yourself always tell me, if you haven't forgotten that Richy. And you yourself said you didn't trust men for a while?. And you also said you wanted to attend UAN until we received graduation. Then now what?, I feel disappointed with you Clara" (Die raised his tone to me).
"Die why are you so angry with me. I know, I don't hold my word. But listen to my explanation first, it's not what you think it is" (My voice ).
"Do you know what I think?. If you knew what I was thinking all along, you wouldn't be acting like this right now" (He tried to leave me then)
"Die wait, listen to my explanation. I accepted the man, just an outburst of my feelings. I thought with me accepting him, I could forget Brother Richy. I had no feelings for the man, even though I accepted him as my girlfriend" (I don't know why I had to be honest with Die and cry in front of him ).
"I'm sorry I made you cry this morning. I hope you can concentrate on the UAN in a few days. We are back in class!!" .
As I moved my feet towards class, I suddenly felt a tremor from my bag coming from my phone. When I picked up and looked at my phone screen, my steps were immediately stopped.
"Why, how do you stop?" (Tanya die).
I keep looking at my phone screen....
"Clara why are you, who called?? Your boyfriend?. Then I go to class first" (Sahut Die).
"Not my girlfriend, but my ex" (I'm starting a beard).
"If you don't want to pick up the phone from him, let me do the talking" (He took the phone out of my hand ).
"Let me!!" (I took my pinsel back from Die's hand).
"Ha. hello" (With fear and not being able to hear his voice ).
"Why are you, why are you such a stutterer? It's me, Richy".
"Yes, I know this is my sister's number from the past. What's wrong, brother??"
"I didn't think you were like this??".
" What does sister mean??".
"Before we broke up, you accused me of being close to another woman. And we broke up haven't been a month, but you have a new boyfriend. Don't don't you deliberately accuse me of being close to another woman, so that you can develop a relationship with another man. I've seen the man's post on his facebook account and tagged it on your facebook account".
"You see what my brother said, I am like now because of me. Do you know what's been going on since you cut ties with me. Now you accuse me of not - no. As long as you know, even though you broke me up. I've been waiting for news from you for two weeks. And now you come into my life, and accuse me. Have you not fasted for my life to fall apart" (not only crying, but I speak very loudly to Brother Richy).
Die who saw me at that time, she immediately picked up and turned off my phone.
"You don't have to take incoming calls from him anymore. I don't want you to think, and I'm not concerned about your UAN. Because some days we'll face the UAN. You have to promise me, you can't think of anything other than UAN".
"Uhmmm I promise".
"Now you wipe away your tears, and we go back to class!".
