
About four months richy never contacted him, Clara felt a little confused with the presence of richy into his life again. Clara kept thinking about how she knew that she was in her hometown, clra himself had never heard of Richy at all since the last time they met. During richy thrust the chocolate he gave to clara, clara herself still did not understand and felt no confidence in the events of that afternoon.
"Hayyy dd kok begong anyway?"
"Eeeemmmm,,, I mean, what do you mean, brother gave me this chocolate?"
"No means anything. I intend to buy it for you, ajdi I must give it to you also donk."
"But, did not too many brothers give me all this chocolate. I'll just take one, yeah."
Clara doesn't really know how to talk and how to behave with Richy. Last time he met, there was no sense of awkwardness that he felt, but that afternoon there were many feelings that clata did not understand when meeting with richy. Many question marks were present in his brain, the feeling that Clara felt was not good.
The presence of richy experts makes Clara a little disturbed about her feelings that she had wanted to cover for richy. Maybe richy's intention was just to say hello or really just want to give chocolate to clara, he said, but his presence made clara who initially began to want to love a man who was none other than her boyfriend at that time, with the presence of richy that day made the process of clara forget it a little longer and difficult.
Clara does not know the real reason behind Richy's sudden behavior contacting her and meeting her even if only for a moment. There was no other reason than to accept the chocolate that Richy had given him, because it was only in that way that Richy would immediately continue his journey home. Clara was only afraid that if she did not accept the chocolate that Richy had given her, Richy would never come home.
When night falls, Clara only communicates through chat with adi. From the beginning Clara was in a relationship with Adi, they almost rarely call each other. For some reason, neither clara nor adi ever mind if their communication is only done through chat-chatan, so since clara came home, her parents had never heard the children's phone-phone with a man. Clara was eager to say something to her parents, but she did not have the courage.
If he tells his parents that he already has a girlfriend, he is afraid that his father will stop him from continuing his studies, he finally chooses to only tell his mother when his father left the house that night.
Clarapun ventured to tell her about Adi to her mother. In her life, Adi was the first man she introduced as a boyfriend to her mother. Clara did not see any disagreement on the look of her mother's face, although clara herself was not sure the relationship would last long with adi, at least clara had a green light from her mother. If her mother gave her permission, it meant that clara was allowed to perform. Because it was quite calm and happy to hear back from his mother when she encouraged him to tell the truth. His mother did not mind the choice of her son, since that night Clara also showed the photo adi to her mother. His mother was quite fond of adi, and not only that, his mother also gave a positive value when looking at the photo adi.
That night, Richy called Clara again. Clara chose not to take phone calls from him. Richy tried to communicate in writing by sending an SMS clara. At first clara did not want to embalm SMS from richy, the amount of penasarn taste that clara has, because the presence of richy who suddenly and immediately behaved quite sweet to him, because of the presence of richy, so Clara ventured to ask what richy's true purpose was.
Brave without further ado, clara does not care if richy considers clara's question too confident or PD_an. Since that afternoon Clara's mind was a little disturbed, even his perception began to feel there was a little spark of love that he had for richy which used to feel like coming back again. Clara doesn't want to hurt anyone's feelings, especially her own.
Thinking of choosing and determining to whom clara should drop her guess, the, it felt like that night was the right time to really have to determine who was the right clara to choose and who clara would let go.
Hearing richy's words makes clara never understood with her translation, there is no clear clarity that richy gives. Clara realized, maybe she didn't really love Adi at the time. Hearing Richy's answer that does not have a definite clarity about his own feelings for clara, so that clara chose to stay together adi, at least it provides certainty for their relationship.
Given the things that hurt him enough in the past, Clara can defend herself so that the same thing never happens again with the same person. It is not that Clara has not forgiven the person who has hurt her in her past, but rather that it is the right way to awaken her so that she can hold the word that is to have one heart enough one love, and that he gave to Adi.
Clara had already covered up the wounds she used to feel, choosing not to open up feelings to someone who had been present in her life was the right choice. Having a good relationship with your ex is more than enough for you.
The memory of the past is still imagined by clara, but the memory of her time is no longer frightening for her. Clara prefers to be careful in her attitude and actions that she will do for her future relationship with Adi.
There was a feeling when it was a little disturbed, Clara realized and believed that the feeling she had at that time was still there for richy. However, Clara tried not to care about the feeling she felt at that time. Choosing to focus on a relationship that has been established for approximately three months is a choice that he will never regret.
If one knows the true feelings of clara at that time, one might judge clara to be a selfish woman, and one might also think that adi is a jumping stone that clara uses to forget her mass.