My Love Story With 5 Men's

The first time I did it to a man

Adi's presence in life, I haven't been able to promise anything about my relationship with her, because I'm not sure myself of my ability to love her. The past makes me not want to dissolve too quickly in a relationship, nor do I want to be in a relationship like before. The love that used to run aground made me a little troma.  If I were fully troma, maybe I wouldn't dare to take such a step back then. To open my heart is not too difficult for me. But I'm not sure that I can love someone again.

Me and Adi both do not know each other, Adi and I had said to try to get to know each other. I don't know if he loves me or not.

At that time I had thought that Adi also did not fully love me, however our introduction was too short, but Adi bravely told me love. So do I, bravely and easily accept Adi's declaration of love. There can't be such love.

Four days after it was made, it turned out to be Adi's birthday, and I myself only found out that day on campus when Nugrah said happy birthday to him. For sure, I tried to approach Nugrah and ask him. It turns out that I did not hear wrong, that it was the day of Adi's birth.

I immediately rushed to ask for advice to Aci and Rika, it turns out that they also touched. Finally Rafa and Gunawan who was also in that place, Rafapun gave me a suggestion, from the advice given by Rafa, came ideas from myself.

I also did not forget to ask them for help so they would help me to give Adi a surprise that day. I also have a plan to surprise Adi for the night and I've thought about the place. When I told Aci, Rika, Rafa and Gunawan, they agreed to help me.

Even that afternoon I chose to go home with Rika, Adipun did not mind. He didn't look upset at all, because by that afternoon I didn't give him a birthday wish.

On the way home, do not forget me and Rikapun mempir in a cake figure. Once in the character of kuepun I began to fall into the habit of choosing what kind of cake, because it was the first time in my entire life to buy a cake for someone who became my girlfriend. None of my exes have ever bought a cake and none of them have ever treated me like a plan to give a man a surprise on his birthday.

Malampun................

Exactly at 07:00, because Gunawan can not come, I, Rika, Aci and Rafa are ready to go to the destination that I have determined to give a surprise to Adi.

Choosing the beach is the right choice in my opinion that night, however I myself am a random child who only get monthly shopping money at the beginning of the month. Because it was still the 11th, so I put a little money to save until the end of the month.

Before arriving at the destination, suddenly the weather that night was not supportive, so we were raining that night on the way, we also choose to take shelter in front of a shop that is not far from the location we will go. While waiting for the rain, I tried to contact Adi to ask where he was.

He himself did not know why that night I first invited him to meet and without asking to be picked up by him. Because it rained quite heavily that night, so Adi himself when I asked where he was at that time, it turns out he was still at his house.

"Are you saying you're still home?"

"Well, if so, I want to continue to the place I have determined where we will meet that night. It just so happens that the rain is also a little heavy, I'm waiting for you there."

"It has to be tonight to meet him, can't it be tomorrow night?"

"As far as you are, the important thing is that I will wait for you where I told you before. At 10:00 tonight I'll wait for you."

Because of a slight drizzle, me and the others agreed to continue our journey.

Until the destination, while waiting for Adi to arrive, we also began to order food and warm drinks. Because it was raining that night, so there was only us who were in one of the places where the people selling on the beach that we chose there were no people. And the place that I saw at that time was also quite beautiful, we can see from above the lights that came from the boat on the beach.

Not long after, Adipun contacted me. He told me that he was already at the location I sent. I also asked Rafa to come out looking for Adi, while I prepared to light a candle in favor of Rika and Aci.

Adi looked a little confused, and tried to contact me again. He told me that he saw Rafa, because Adi himself really didn't know that I was taking them. I also asked Adi to follow Rafa, when Adi parked his vehicle, about three steps he approached where I was at that time, I was immediately present in front of him. He looked surprised and within seconds he did not speak, only a smile emanated on his face. But I felt a little sorry for him, because on the way he went to my place that night, it rained again, so he rained on the road. I also scolded him, because he did not stop to take shelter when the rain suddenly rained again.  I was quite surprised when I heard the answer from him,

"I don't want to take shelter. What I'm thinking is, I'm afraid and worried that you've waited a long time here, because all I know is that you're alone, I don't know that you're with them either."

"I didn't tell you, because I wanted to surprise you. I'm sorry, 'cause I'm you're so drenched like this."

It was the second time Adi got soaked in rain on the street because of me.

That night, it made me have a little hope that I would love him. Even if it's just a little, at least I don't just close my eyes to how she struggles into my life.

From his attitude, behavior and effort from the moment I approached until I became his girlfriend, my heart was slightly beating, but I could not figure out what my true feelings were like to him.