My Love Story With 5 Men's

Mutual forgiving

So fast time is turning. The intention today is that I did not participate in the BIMBEL which has been going on for 5 days. But because today is the last day of BIMBEL, I try to be able to come along. But I tangent, how can I get to the dorm this morning.

"Aunty, can you drop me a BIMBEL at the dorm today?" (Many ).

"You don't usually leave at 9 am, aunty is one hour away to lecture, because the aunt has a lecture today at 8 am ".

"It's okay - what a aunt. I can hang out with my aunt at 8 this morning. Coincidentally today the last day held BIMBEL ".

"Yes already then, you take a shower first!!".

An hour later, at 8 am Aunt Vivi left for college. He took me first to the dormitory.

Arriving at the dormitory, I saw Kak jho and a few others.

"Tumben came in the morning?" (Sapa Kak Jho).

"Yes brother. If I come at 9, no one will bring me here".

"Don't you usually pick up Die??".

"I told him not to bother picking me up again".

"Still angry - marahan to" (Sahut Kak Jho).

"Clar!!!"

When I turned to someone calling my name, I saw Brother Richy standing right behind me. When I found out it was Richie, I couldn't control my thoughts and feelings. I feel that your thoughts and feelings control me.

I can't just ignore it, it seems like I'm still putting my hopes on it so I can get back with it. I don't know why I've been like this, since yesterday's meeting, I kept thinking about it.

"Yes, what's wrong??" (Many ).

"Jho can stay with me for a while with Clara?!" (Task Brother Richy).

Brother Jho immediately left me with Brother Richy.

While talking to Richie's brother, in the middle of the conversation, he brought up the story about the past between me and him. He apologized for what had happened before, as did I. That's what possessed me, I said things I'd never done before to anyone.

"Sister actually feels to me how the hell??. If I may be honest, Iku....

I still have feelings for my sister".

"I still love you, and I can't forget you. I hope we don't have feelings of resentment for each other. I don't want you to hate me, because I can't hate you myself".

"Yes, sister, I hope we really forgive each other. After all, I can't blame big brother completely for the end of our previous relationship. I am grateful, because now I am reunited with my sister. I feel calm because we can both forgive each other".

At that time, I really hoped that Richie would bring me back with him again. I can't lie to my own opinion that I haven't forgotten it. It's hard for me to control my feelings right now. But what I expected, I didn't get at all. After almost an hour of talk, Richie left me, because he had an appointment with someone else. I don't know who it is, he just said he'd go to his friend's place. I also let him go.

"Where are you going?" (Tanya Die).

"I'm going to the study room".

"Learning hasn't started yet, I want to talk to you for a minute!!!".

"Judah just talk!!" (My voice is short).

"Can you behave like I always do!!. Are you still angry with me??.

"Hhmmmmn" (my answer is ).

"Yes yes deeehhh, I'm sorry for the attitude I have towards you. You want to apologize for me".

"Yeah, I'm sorry. But I don't like Die yesterday's attitude, I haven't talked yet, but Die left me instead".

"Yahafff!!!!!"

"Yes, he just missed it. Then we enter the room, soon the learning begins".

A few hours later, after the study ended. Panita who takes care of BIMBEL, said something.

"Everything for BIMBEL participants, where today is the last day of BIMBEL activities. Therefore, the plan is we will hold a farewell tomorrow playing games on the beach. Who wants to join, please register. So that we can prepare a vehicle for rent for our departure tomorrow morning. We as the lady who takes care of BIMBEL wish you all could come!!!. Who's coming tomorrow, we're gathering here at 8 in the morning".

One by one BIMBEL participants register to participate in the farewell event tomorrow.

"Die I'm not going ahhh" (My Sahut ).

"Why??".

"I don't know either, Hehehehe".

"I want a list, and I'll list your name. You must come!!!" (Seely Die ).

"Yeahaaaaaaaaaaa".

While waiting for Die to register my name and her, I glanced at every corner of the dormitory. The person I was looking for was invisible.

"I've already registered the names of the two of us, now where are you going?" (Seely Die ).

"I want to go home to the boarding house".

"Then let me drop off" (Die delivered me ).

If I want happiness, then I have to let every situation be what it should be. Sometimes I think of things I shouldn't think about. After I thought - thought, I shouldn't have thought of something that had already happened. I should have focused enough on what I wanted today and what I wanted to do to the next day.