MARRIED
I Have Lose
"Ben, I said one more time. Julia is my lover."
Julia widened her eyes, surprised that Irfan told Ben. While Ben just stared into Irfan's eyes in disbelief.
"Haha Irfan, if you're joking don't miss it," said Ben amused. How could Irfan be Julia's lover?
"Jul, hurry up and tell Ben the truth and I'm not kidding, Ben." Irfan endured the turmoil of anger that began to fill his heart. She was angry because Julia was ashamed to be her lover.
Julia alternately looked at Irfan and Ben. These are the times he always avoids. Julia knows that Irfan is angry with her and she cannot forgive him. But he is not ready to tell Ben, he is afraid Ben will be too disappointed because Ben put great expectations on him.
"Jul! Say it!" Irfan's voice sounded deafening Julia.
"Irfan, you don't force Julia! Why are you scolding her?!" Ben starts to get emotional as Irfan starts to sound yelling at Julia.
"I forced him! You know why? Make it all clear and you don't keep being next to Julia. To let you know where you are for Julia, is just a friend. No more and no less!" Irfan looked at Ben's eyes.
"Irfan, you're not very polite! Where I want to be, it's up to me! You have no right to rule it." Ben looked back at Irfan's eyes.
Julia closed her eyes, feeling guilty. An event like this was not a scenario that was in his head. He did not know why Irfan could not be patient for a moment.
"Fansi ... Ben ... enough, that's it. I'm the guilty one here. You guys don't fight because of me" said Julia sadly.
"Jul, I'm still waiting for you. Tell Ben!" Irfan keeps suing Julia.
"Irfan, why can't you just wait a little while?" Julia looked at Irfan's eyes.
"Ben, I'm sorry. Everything Irfan said was true. Irfan and I were a few days ago together" said Julia Lirih, afraid to hurt Ben.
Ben's eyes only looked at Julia's eyes, looking for the truth in every word. Not believing, Julia became Irfan's lover. Disappointed, pain filled his heart. He is not willing, the person he has been waiting for even loves others.
Slowly Ben walked out of Julia's house, not looking back. His heart aches to see the face of Julia who is too loved or the victory of Irfan's face. He is not willing.
Not feeling a tear escaped falling on Julia's cheek, he did not have the heart to see disappointment in Ben's eyes. But his legs were too stiff to move after Ben while Irfan kept staring intently at him.
"You going after Ben?! Just go after it!" Irfan's voice made Julia more and more quietly stand in place.
"Irfan, you go home! I'm tired" Julia said at last. He was unable to face Irfan at this time. His energy was drained, unable to fight with Irfan again.
"You're telling me to go home? Okay, I'm home. But think carefully of these words. Who do you love, Ben or me? Don't you play us!"
Irfan passed away going out of Julia's house.
Taking a deep breath, Julia finally walked out of the house looking at the departure of Irfan's car until it disappeared from the sight of his eyes. Slowly, he locked the doors of his house and entered into the Ark.
"Arka's asleep, Ma'am?" ask Julia to Asih, her nanny.
"Already, Mom."
"Thank you, Ma'am Asih." Julia smiled very grateful to the caretaker Arka who took good care of her all day long.
"Sorry, Miss Julia. Can I leave the village tomorrow for a week? My sister is getting married" said Mbak Asih.
"It's okay, Ma'am. Tomorrow I will also take a day off and the rest can take time off work. But please Asih Ma'am come back again yes," said Julia.
"Yes ma'am, I'll come back here. I also love Arka very much" said Mbak Asih reassuring Julia.
After Maak Asih came out of Arka's room, Julia sat looking at the face of her baby. He felt guilty not being able to always take care of him because he had to work. If he does not work, then who will finance his life?
Julia closed her eyes, asking inwardly.
Or is this just his wish for a moment without thinking about the future of Arka?
Didn't he live alone with Arka without a companion, is he okay?
***
Ben drove his car at high speed. He was disappointed, angry and bitter in his heart. His chest felt hot holding all the jumbled upheavals.
Julia rejects her love just for the sake of an Irfan. He does not accept!
Suddenly Ben stepped on the brakes of his car and suddenly the car stopped on the side of the road making a loud squeaking sound. His head was throbbing and his breathing was stifling.
Julia ... Why would you refuse me?
Why can't your heart accept me anymore?
***
A hotel suite room, the sound of sighing chasing each other. Two bodies entwine each other, seeking physical satisfaction. The rhythm of romance is fast, as if the passion is unbearable. Long cries rang out, signifying satisfaction that flushed the entire body, followed by another more feminine sigh.
The two bodies lay exhausted next to each other, enjoying the satisfaction that only they knew.
"You satisfied, Theo?" nadine asked whose thumb tip traced the chest of Theo's field that was soaked in sweat.
"Satisfied for now, but later we try again later." A faint smile fell on Theo's lips.
"Ready baby" said Nadine spoiled. He did not expect Theo to ask him to make love again even though he knew this was just an impingement.
"Nad, you really can't get pregnant anymore?" tanya Theo looked at the ceiling of the room.
"Unfortunately right, Theo. I've lost and all this because of Julia" Nadine said softly.
"That's it, don't you think about Julia. Then what's our plan? Is everything ripe?" ask Theo again.
"Seems like already. Things take Arka out of Julia's house that's easy. But how do you take him out of this country? I'm afraid we'll be caught because of child smuggling" Nadine said of her concerns.
"I've rented a private plane. It's easy to take Ark abroad. But we still need letters, Arka's birth certificate is enough. That's your job, Nad," Theo said.
"How about we fake it? Can only photocopies be?"
"Although a photocopy must also have legalization."
"Hem .. The roadside buying stamp can also. Anyway, this week we are executed. I'll tell you the time." Nadine believes her plan is ripe.
"But not suddenly, no later than 3 hours before because I have to prepare the plane," Theo smiled at Nadine.
"Ready, baby."
"Ready for what?" tanya Theo again kissed Nadine's neck which immediately aroused passion throughout her body. Nadine could not say, she just enjoyed every touch of Theo on her body.
Theo re-explored Nadine's body, this time slowly, enjoying each of her skulls. Nadine smiles on the sidelines of her sigh, she also wants a satisfaction that she has not enjoyed for a long time.
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