MARRIED

S2 - Finding a Way

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"Why, were you just here?" Rafa asked Alita again.

Along the way to the place to eat, Alita seemed to daydream by staring out the window. Though usually the girl will talk a lot, talking about various kinds of topics that are so interesting to her attention.

But now when his Alita is more silent, Rafa feels uncomfortable. From now on he had even thought hard about what caused Alita to be silent. Is there any attitude during accompanying Alita since this morning something wrong?

"It's okay, I'm just tired."

"Really?" Rafa seemed dissatisfied with Alita's answer.

As for women, Rafa does understand a lot because of his countless dating experiences. He understands very well if a woman says it is okay, when in fact there is nothing. He just feels very angry or wants the man to find out for himself the cause. If the man does not find the cause as well, then the insensitive male stamp will be directly pinned on him.

"If there's anything to say, baby. Especially if you're angry because there's an attitude of mine from this morning that you don't like."

"Nothing. It is precisely I who troubles you because of your meaning to keep me in the backstage and make you bosen." Alita replied with a straight forward look, staring at the pretty crowded street that afternoon.

Rafa chose to nod his head. He does not want to force Alita to tell a story, because he is sure to trigger their quarrel. Rafa just needs to be patient and pray that after eating Alita's anger will evaporate.

"Until now." exclaimed Rafa when he finished parking his car.

Saar at the campus park, Alita said she wanted to eat at a fast food restaurant. And now, the two had reached the place of eating that Alita wanted, but there was no look of happy face on her face. Though usually, Alita will be immediately excited if Rafa fulfills her wishes.

Walking inside the restaurant while holding hands, Rafa repeatedly looked towards Alita. Perhaps this was how his former ex felt, when he so lazily drove him somewhere. Rafa will continue to be silent and talk as necessary, even tend to ignore and choose to play his phone.

But now, it is he who feels that. Being ignored by lovers while being together turned out to be so stifling. Although Rafa does not like it, but still he feels very bodo when remembering his ex experienced something like this.

"You just sit here, let me be cool. The menu is usually, right? Or another menu?"

"What's normal, I want mocha float."

Rafa nodded with a sweet smile towards Alita, then left Alita to order their lunch menu.

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But it also takes time. Time to accept all the words of the student that he did not know earlier and face the chest of accepting all the mistakes of Rafa in the past.

His own heart is not so sure if this lover is doing things that are indecent with his ex-lover. For more than a year now dating her, the physical contact she and Rafa had was just hand in hand, cuddle, and kiss.

If indeed Rafa has had sex with his former lover, the man should have been so naughty to touch his body. But Rafa didn't do that to him.

Even William said, only with him was Rafa dating until this time. With the former lovers previously only lasted a maximum of four months. Rafa did it because he was just curious about the girl he was dating. And most of them are happy to take advantage of Rafa's money.

Then, is the reason Rafa is dating her because she is curious about him? Does Rafa really love her as much as Rafa says?

"Hey! What the hell are you? Not feeling well?"

Rafa has returned from ordering their food. After putting the food tray on the table, Rafa's hands were immediately outstretched to check on Alita's condition. Rafa placed his palm on Alita's forehead to check her lover's body temperature.

"I'm nothing, baby. I'm just tired." Alita lowers Rafa's hand and forehead. Do not forget to slip a smile so that Rafa believes if it is true that he is okay.

"I'm taking you home. You need to rest."

Alita nodded, saying the word. It takes time to be alone. If Rafa is with him longer, he will feel more guilty because he continues to be silent.

"Run eaten." Rafa thrust the hamburger he just opened at Alita. "I deliberately bought another burger. Just in case you are still laper, because from this morning you paced a lot here and there."

"Still." replied Alita while receiving a burger from Rafa.

Alita can't keep going like this. At least, he had to prove himself the truth of the words he had heard earlier. Then he will decide how he behaves to Rafa.

Alita wanted to prove it herself, without asking Rafa or William. He wanted to find his own name, even though he was afraid of getting hurt if all the words were true.

He does not want to release Rafa, but maybe he also can not take for granted Rafa's mistakes in the past. All along the journey, even Alita's mind wandered too far. He had imagined what if there would be a woman who asked for accountability from Rafa. Does he have to give up later? Why is it that this kind of problem is present when his love for Rafa has grown so deep?