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After getting the blessing of his parents to propose to Zahra, the feeling of happiness can no longer be hidden by Rayyan. Imagining the days that she and Zahra would live together as husband and wife made her happy.
Everything must feel beautiful. Even Rayyan wanted to formalize her relationship with Zahra as soon as possible. True said his mother, he may have been kebelet to immediately marry Zahra. Not out of sheer lust, but rather in the fear of imagining that Zahra would be separated from her and married to another man if Rayyan took too long to act.
Never imagined by Rayyan if in the end he dropped his heart on his sister's best friend. The figure of a friend who often visits the house when he studied abroad. Rayyan even regrets that she was the last person in the house to know Zahra.
Rayyan often sees Eowyn displaying photos of her togetherness with Zahra. But at that time he felt ordinary because he had not met Zahra directly. And once they meet, Rayyan is easily attracted to Zahra. Even though since breaking his relationship with Nadine a few years ago, he was always surrounded by fear.
Rayyan is afraid to start a relationship, not because she has not been able to move on from Nadine, but is afraid that if she is dating then her attention to keep Eowyn from Andrew will be reduced and become careless. But with Zahra, Rayyan could not control her heart.
The girl was able to make him unable to turn away from the beginning of their meeting. Rayyan was even so hurt when Zahra rejected her for the first time. Until the moment the two finally expressed their feelings for each other, Rayyan did not expect that Zahra felt the same vibe as her.
Getting married is a dream for everyone, including Rayyan. But it never occurred to him if the choice to get married was taken so quickly. Even when the two got to know each other and dated, there wasn't a year. Rayyan knew this might be too soon, but she also didn't want to put it off for too long. Problems getting to know, they can do that after marriage later. Like both parents who date after marriage because of arranged marriage.
"Where are we going anyway?" asked Zahra who was curious to be taken where she was at the moment.
After work, Rayyan told him that they would stop by somewhere. Rayyan said it was a secret, and Zahra was really curious right now. The heavy flow of traffic that afternoon made their journey quite long. But it doesn't diminish Zahra's interest in going where Rayyan took her.
"Naahhh, we've arrived" Rayyan replied as her car turned and went straight into the basement parking lot.
Zahra observed the surroundings, suspecting that Rayyan would invite her to meet someone. Not Nadine, right?
"You... want to see someone, baby?"
Rayyan smiled. After finishing parking his car and releasing the seatbelt, he grabbed Zahra's hand and landed a kiss on her back.
"I'll show you something, let's go down."
According to Rayyan's words, Zahra immediately released the seatbelt and got out of the car. Rayyan clasped his hands together, grasping them tightly as the two walked towards an elevator that carried them up to the intended floor.
The clink of the elevator sound spread Zahra's daydream, making her turn small looking at Rayyan who was smiling at her. Their steps came to a halt as Rayyan took out a card and attached it to the detector.
"Let's go in, baby." said Rayyan after opening the door wide.
Zahra went inside the apartment and looked around. The apartment was quiet, and his heart was pounding violently when Rayyan closed the door. Rayyan grabbed an AC remote, then opened the window and balcony door in the room.
"Night, I've asked my mother for her blessing to propose to you. They agreed to it, and gave me this apartment card. Not to give it to us, but to lend it. Mama said I should buy a house for our little family later." Rayyan smiled awkwardly and scratched her nape as she said her mother's request.
"This is the apartment that Papa bought while he was in college. Mama and papa lived here at the beginning of their marriage, and now this apartment is only used for staycation when papa feels saturated with work. This apartment is not big, but it is enough to live after we get married later. This is also the first time I've set foot here. You... wouldn't mind if we stayed here for a while after getting married?"
"After we get married, we'll stay here, Zah. While waiting I build a house for us to live in later. Whaddya think? Or do you have another suggestion?"
Zahra looked confused. Didn't expect Rayyan to actually continue wanting to marry her this quickly.
"I-I don't know." replied Zahra softly. "I just didn't think you'd actually do it this fast."
"So you think yesterday I was just kidding?"
"I think, this is too soon. We may need time to get to know each other personally. Married for life, baby. I don't want you to feel sorry for choosing me when you find out what I really am."
Rayyan smiled faintly, trying to cover up her anxiety that perhaps she would be rejected by Zahra with a ridiculous excuse for her.
"We can get to know each other afterwards, Zah. My parents even did it, dating after marriage instead of being more exciting? We can even do whatever we want without fear of sin."
"B-but.i...."
"You still doubt me, hm?" Rayyan held onto both of Zahra's shoulders and looked at her deeply. Pray inwardly that Zahra will not reject her in order to hasten their marriage.
"It's not. I just feel like this is too soon." replied Zahra who successfully invited a smile to Rayyan's lips.
"So, you want us to get married after how long?"
"I don't know." Zahra lowered her head, her voice sounding soft and almost inaudible.
Rayyan understands that everyone does not immediately take a proposal from his lover. Many things must be considered for marriage, especially the readiness to spend the rest of his life with the partner they choose. And Zahra might be one of them. I don't know what thoughts are raging in Zahra's mind, which Rayyan obviously won't force now.
"I'll give you time to think, Zah. Let me know if you're ready for me to marry. But I'm asking, don't make me wait too long. Okay?"
Rayyan's words just now were quite a relief for Zahra. At least he did not have to agree with Rayyan's wishes at that moment.
Nodding the head from Zahra made Rayyan erode the distance between them and reward a kiss on Zahra.
"It seems. This room has no cctv. So, can I kiss you here?"
Rayyan's question made Zahra widen her eyes. Rayyan really took advantage of the situation. So it's true that if you're alone there will be a whisper of the devil between them.
"We rarely get a chance like this, Zah. Can't I always kiss you in the office? Ms. Meta will definitely suspect us."
No need to wait for permission from Zahra, Rayyan even directly landed his lips on Zahra's lips shortly after he finished with his sentence. Rayyan kissed her, led her to a sofa in the living room to enjoy her kiss. A long kiss in the afternoon, in the apartment to be lent to them, and with the light of the sunset that filled the room.