LOVE THE SINNER GIRL

FALL IN LOVE

POV Ruby

I was standing in front of Jenny's apartment carrying a bouquet of white roses and gifts. Today is his birthday. It took a while before Jenny finally opened the door after I pressed the bell.

“You're here,” Jenny smiled letting me into her apartment.

I smiled back at him but slowly faded away when I saw Lucas coming from the balcony. I remember Jenny telling me that Lucas moved back in with her. With an indecipherable expression on her face, I knew the man did not like me. I was about to say hello to Lucas, but Lucas just waved and then turned to Jenny.

“Hopefully your birthday is fun.”

“Yes. Please be careful on the road.” Lucas hugs Jenny before leaving and disappears from behind the door.

After Lucas left, Jenny locked the door and walked up to me waiting for her.

“I miss you,” I kissed her lips before hugging her. “Sorry I'm a little late. I went with Daniel.”

Jenny shook her head and smiled. “It's okay. The most important thing is that you are here now. Did you enjoy your time with Daniel?”

The smile on Jenny's face sent me down for a moment. A few days ago I planned to end this. When I hadn't met Jenny for almost 2 weeks, I had actually put together the sentence to end this forbidden relationship. But after seeing it, again I can't.

“Yes, I enjoyed it. Have you had dinner? Sorry if I made you wait,” I cupped her face and looked into her pretty eyes, “But I'm here now.”

I gave her my flowers and small gifts as she walked me into the dining room. Jenny smiled. “Yes God, thank you. You know very well the things that please me.”

I pulled her into a tight hug, stuck my lips on her forehead. I'm planning to talk to Jenny tonight. I want to make things right by ending my relationship with Jenny. But hesitated and now I realize, I have completely fallen in love with Jenny. I don't know if one heart can love more than one person?

I can't imagine making Jenny sad. I don't know how to end it. Perhaps, the same weakness I have is that I can't leave Ketrin for Jenny.

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Jenny's eyes twirled as her body continued to surge above Ruby. The tip of her finger was buried on Ruby's shoulder.

“You are absolutely amazing ..” Ruby snorted as she felt her almost up. hugging Jenny's shivering body.

Ruby pushed her hips up, digging deeper. Their bodies move simultaneously rhythmically as she catches Jenny's already swollen lips. Ruby could feel her stomach twisting. He moved hard towards Jenny.

Ruby groans when she feels her members swell, and water m*ni enters the cond*m. Jenny leaned her head to kiss the man underneath. Caught Ruby's lips while moving her hips.

When they reach org*sme together, Jenny stays on top of Ruby. Fixing the wet hair that fell on his forehead. Tracing the mole under Ruby's lips. Ruby stopped her hand.

“I love you, but I also want to be honest, I can't leave my wife and children to you, sorry.”

Jenny rubbed Ruby's lips with her thumb. “Why are you apologizing? That's not a big deal to me. I'm glad you're still holding me back.”

Of course, not much longer. Inevitably, you yourself will drive your family and friends out of your life. And you only have me.

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Twenty years. More than that. Waking up with a loved one feels like heaven. Making love with her was so much fun. He never thought of loving anyone but him. Her feelings are a perfect example of a quote, ‘My world revolves around you’.

But somewhere along the way, the time comes when something is wrong. He suddenly realized the things he was missing and wanted to experience. He once talked about it with his wife, but it ended in acceptance. Accepting his wife's shortcomings. That's the right thing to do. But he expects improvement as well. But nothing happened.

He knew he was foolish to doubt his feelings or blame his wife's shortcomings. Because he knew that he also had flaws.

At first, he just wanted to try. He wanted to know what it was like to be pampered. She did not expect that she could fall in love with a woman half her age. He did not expect that someone as young as that could treat him any better. Better as far as all this girl does is all she's looking for.

For the past twenty years, he thought he couldn't ask for more. Or more than that, he could not ask because there was no more. He should be content with what his wife can give him. But this girl made him realize what was missing in his life. To the extent that he thought of the time he wasted loving his wife. At that time, only he understood.

But no matter how true she feels about Jenny, the situation is not right. Everything is a mistake. Or maybe it came at the wrong time. Or perhaps, this was a good time for him to realize many things. And though she doesn't want Jenny to get hurt, she knows Jenny, herself and her family will end up hurt.

He immediately closed his eyes as bright sunlight penetrated through the window. Then a bright smile followed as soon as his eyes adjusted.

"Good morning!" Jenny smiled cheerfully welcoming him. He smiled brightly. Just like the morning sun.

Ruby sits on the bed and notices Jenny putting a tray of food on the bed. Jenny then gives him a shirt and helps him wear it. They had a long and difficult night. It was wrong but it felt amazingly amazing.

"Sorry to wake up late" he said regretfully.

Jenny sat down opposite him and gave him a glass of juice. "It's okay. You can get up late if you want. I wake up early to prepare breakfast. It's simple but I hope you like it."

Ruby picks up a spoonful of scrambled eggs while Jenny waits for her reaction. Tastes good. As usual, Jenny cooked him a delicious meal. Jenny knows how to make him happy. Jenny knows how to take care of him. "Very delicious."

Jenny smiles happily and gives Ruby a quick kiss on the lips. Staring at his still sleepy eyes with so much excitement. "Thank you for coming to celebrate my birthday and thank you for the gift. It's very pretty.”

Jenny showed off a necklace with a moon pendant hanging beautifully around her neck.

“I'm glad you like it.” Ruby kissed Jenny's forehead gently.

Ruby felt guilty. Guilty because he committed adultery. No matter how dissatisfied he is with his relationship with his wife, marriage is marriage. And guilty because a woman as valuable as Jenny doesn't deserve someone as weak as her.

“What's up? Why is your expression like that?” Jenny looked at Ruby who looked frustrated.

Ruby put Jenny's hand in her hand. He inhaled as much air and swallowed the lump that formed in his throat. But still, the first words that came out of his mouth broke.

"Jen, it sucks to admit that I like you. This is not about se*ks. It's not about that. Too bad someone my age will fall in love with a woman your age. And it sucks to admit the fact that you know how to make me comfortable, you care about me and how to love me as I imagine to be loved. But, you know there are times when I really feel guilty about my kids. I was a bad father."

“They'll be fine as long as they don't know. And you're not a bad father. I'm willing to be the one you keep forever.”

Ruby closed her eyes while hugging Jenny's body. Pulling her closer, kissing her forehead, her tears fall.

There were things he regretted the most but this time, he regretted why he had started it. Why is she blinded by the things that Jenny can offer and she starts looking for things that Ketrin lacks. And now, he couldn't let go of the woman he was cheating on with.

He thought he would not be a sinner again like in the past. He thought it was enough to be a disgusting person in the past. But now it turns out he was wrong. He returns to being an evil hypocritical man.