
“How long have you been there?” Lucas put my seat belt on.
“About 5 days from now.” I avoided looking at her, she had been nagging since last night when I told her I was going out with Ruby.
“Do not do strange things while there, do your job as it should. Don't think about anything else.” It's a great day and I don't want to fight with my best friend.
“Yes.., I will do my job well. Don't worry I'm not an amateur.” Reply lazily.
“You know what I mean Jen. Stop pretending to be stupid and innocent.” Lucas looked very upset.
“Oke, I get it. You satisfied?”
“You must be self-aware Jen,” Lucas said on the way as he drove me to the airport. I sneered at my best friend. “It's in the palm. It's gonna be a good moment. I will not waste this opportunity.”
“He rejected you, not once but twice. That's a sign that he's a loyal husband. Don't invest too much ego and emotion in a forbidden affair.” Lucas kept raving during the trip, he's been lecturing me for about 15 minutes since we left.
“No cheating yet, you forgot? How do you know he is a faithful husband? He just pretended not to be interested in me. I can assure you that in the next 5 days, he will be infatuated with me.” Lucas shook his head, it seems that he's been more than annoyed at me.
“Look fine, if he is tempted to you and betrayed his wife, then most likely he will also betray you. He's the same as the bastards who only use his ego. Please don't be stupid for a married man and have children!!! You don't think about how your son feels at your age? Remember these words.” I glared at Lucas, what the fuck he is. He just snapped at me.
“I've warned you for the umpteenth time Jen, I don't agree that you're doing anything stupid like this. Chasing a married man? You are a 25-year-old woman, you have to know what is right and wrong. You're just confused because you're chasing the love of an adult man to find your father's missing role. But Ruby is a married man. I can't imagine how it ends, you know? I'm not sure he'll leave his wife and children for you. You are young, in the future I am sure you will find someone who accepts you sincerely.”
My gaze was fixed on the streets, I did not answer lucas. The more he talked, the more he just made an emergency in my mind. I know she's worried about me, but I really like Ruby.
When we got to the runway of the private jet, I saw Ruby talking on the phone. I took off my seat belt and fixed my bag. Lucas helped me with my stuff, when we stopped a few feet from Ruby.
Lucas held my arm to make me face him. “Jenny please, don't do anything silly. You're going to make a big mess, I don't want to see you heartbroken in the end. Be professional. You can find sincere love in other ways, unlike this.”
I looked at Lucas. I could feel the worry in his voice. I love him and I know he just wants the best for me. “Because you know what's on my mind then you can tell that it's ridiculous. Now if you love me, you have to let me. And also, I think you need someone like me in your life. That is so that your life is not monotonous and you will not be impotent.” I meant to comfort him and calm him down. I kissed her cheek. “Jen I believe, please don't get hurt.”
“Yes, you have to trust me.”
Lucas took my things down and looked at me with a load in his eyes. I hugged him back. “I'm sorry. Please don't worry about me. I love you, even though this time I didn't listen to you. I know what I'm doing.” I grabbed his shirt. “I love you”
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I felt Ruby keep glancing at me as I was engrossed in watching the drama on my iPad. I'm staring.
“You want to say something?” I put a piece of chips in the middle of my mouth, then put it in with my tongue. And it didn't escape Ruby's sight, she should have known I was deliberately teasing her.
“I just want to ask you my earliest schedule." Ruby looked agitated in the way I looked at her. “I know you're busy watching, that's why I don't want to bother you.”
I smiled mockingly. I know he wants to ask about Lucas. He watched us at the airport, how I kissed and hugged Lucas. He just pretended not to care.
“You have a dinner meeting with William's lawyer at 7pm tomorrow. We will arrive at the airport in the morning, so you have plenty of time to rest.” I'm scrolling my iPad.
“So...., from the way you speak it seems like you have no plans to rest?”
I turned off my iPad to focus on talking to Ruby, like she still wants to chat. “No, I want to take a walk later. Rarely can I get a free reply so take this opportunity.” Ruby just nodded, but she seemed to think of something.
“I know you told me that the man who accompanied you at the party was Rania's boyfriend, and he was your best friend. It was a little dark that night, was he the same person who picked you up at the office and drove you to the airport?”
I looked into his eyes, I guess he was curious about Lucas. “ Yes, it's Lucas. He's an artist. He's my best friend."
Ruby narrowed her eyes. “But I don't think your attitude is like a couple, I mean you always kiss each other? Isn't that too much for a friend? ” I'm glad to know Ruby is curious about Lucas doesn't that mean she's jealous? But hearing his question, it bothered me a bit, even Daniel also said we acted like a couple. I mean, I love Lucas like my brother, is it not normal to kiss him on the cheek? I think our attitude is normal. She's my only family, looking after me, protecting me, I don't think there's anything wrong with us caring about each other. And anyway I'm sure we're not each other's type.
“Sorry sir, but Lucas is like a brother to me, he's my family. And anyway we kiss each other on the cheek as expressions of affection, not being lipped. Your statement makes me uncomfortable. Unless you're jealous, I think you're thinking things too far.”
Ruby's eyes looked surprised. “Is there any reason for me to be jealous of Jenny?” I returned his gaze. He tilted his chair and pulled the blanket over his body. “Ya .., I'm sure there isn't. And your bedroom is ready at the back of the plane, Mr. Ruby. Happy Sleep.”
I turned my back on Ruby as she lay down to sleep. I smiled with satisfaction, there were many plans I had made for her to fall in my arms.
I wanted it and swore I wouldn't be back without Ruby in my trap.