LOVE THE SINNER GIRL

TEMPTED

There was a monster always screaming in my head

"I once had a happy family. It was a pleasant memory. But after all the bad things I've been through, hatred starts to take hold of me. I don't have any siblings, because I'm an only child. I grew up with so much love and happiness around me. But in just an instant, it shattered. I'm holding onto someone. Someone who loves me, protects me and understands me. Someone who listened and was patient with me. I'm grateful. It was terse that maybe our relationship could develop, but my mind said that it was too evil to be with her because I was just looking for a sense of security and comfort. He's too good for an unholy woman like me. He'll get a woman who's just as good as him. And I will continue to wander in search of the love of the man who can protect me and give me a sense of security. I thought Ruby would be able to give all those feelings away, so I decided to chase after her and drop her in my trap"

INITIALLY ....

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

Looking at my shadow in the mirror. I have never been disappointed with how I look that attracts so many people. But sometimes I hope people are also interested in my personality, my good personality.

Sometimes I hate beauty. I believe that's the main reason why I'm being harassed. Shouldn't have. The appearance of others should not be abused for any reason.

I was thinking about Lucas. He must be worried about me. I know he's worried about my decision. A regret? The consequences? I'm sober. But I don't care.

The door to his room is open. He was very handsome in black clothes. I smiled as he put on the tie I suggested. He stepped to the side to let me in. Before taking her laptop bag, I turned around and fixed her tie and collar. I felt his breath stop for a moment. I saw his jakun go up and down. I'm wearing my favorite perfume, which she's never kissed before. Maybe that's the reason.

“Black clothes look very suitable for you, Mr. Ruby,” I smile while carrying a laptop bag. He smiled back. His face was slightly red. “Thank you. Did you bring a flash disk?,” I took a small black flash disk from my pocket and showed it to him. I made sure the report was complete and organized before coming here to his room. After all he's my boss. I want everything here to be perfect and memorable.

The eyes of the executives are so clear. They're after me. A little grin on the corner of their lips. I wish

Ruby will see me like that or more, I wish we felt the same way.

Lucas told me that my actions were against my words and my thoughts. He said I was thinking too much and narcissistic. I concur. Sometimes I can't understand myself

alone after the painful incident I experienced. Anger, pain, insecurity, regret, revenge, hatred, and other strange thoughts

these are things I cannot understand.

The meeting passed. I didn't realize that two hours had passed. Mr. Ruby is very clever and

a good speaker. He explained every little detail very comprehensively. He looks and sounds amazing when he speaks in front of the podium. I saw how the executives seemed pleased with how Mr. Ruby presented the project. My hard work paid off.

“So Salma is retired?” one of the executives said after the project presentation. I started packing Mr. Ruby's stuff, but I could feel their flirtatious eyes staring at me.

“Yes. This is Jenny, my new assistant.”

I looked at them and smiled a little. I bowed to show respect.

“Hmm .. young and beautiful. The presentation was amazing. Your assistant did a good job.”

I heard Mr. Ruby laugh. “He is very organized and creative. Thank you.”

I'm glad the sickening conversation between them and Mr. Ruby didn't last long. Ruby and I immediately returned to our mansion. On the way it felt awkward and quiet. I wondered

what was he thinking, because I thought something dirty about him.

“You're great,” Mr. Ruby's heavy voice took my eyes off me from staring at the floor.

“Thank you. I know you need that project. You also did a very good presentation. They were impressed,” my words were not made up. He is indeed amazing.

Arriving at the mansion, Mr. Ruby turned the keys to his room and opened. I went straight to his desk and put his things there. I have something else on my mind. I swear I will make it happen. If not tonight, in the days to come I'm sure it will come true.

Phone's ringing. With my eyes closed, I grabbed my phone.

Ruby

“Pak?” low voice. I've fallen asleep. I didn't expect his call at this hour.

“Hey, sorry. I've received the files from the client, but I need the data on the flash disk you saved. Can I come there to pick it up?”

Email. He got his email. I tried to gather my thoughts first. I looked at my phone again and tried to make sure the call was real. It's 2 in the morning and he's still working. “It's okay Mr. Ruby. I'll take him there after looking for him.”

Still sleepy, I went to the bathroom to gargle with the mouthwash. Combing my hair with my fingers, I came out. I don't know if it might be a sleepy effect, I forgot to put my flash disk where. Unloading the bags and file cabinets I didn't find them.

About 5 minutes later, my room was on tap, I'm sure it was Mr. Ruby who was impatient because I was looking for the flsh disk for too long. Opening the door, I let Mr. Ruby in and I went back to find my flash disk immediately.

“Sorry sir, I think I forgot where to put it. But, take it easy it won't go away, I'm sure the flash

my disk is still in this room,” received no answer, maybe Ruby is upset.

I turned around surprised to see Ruby looking at me sharply, her eyes misty. I noticed the direction

looking at him, he looked at my open thigh. I was wearing a pink silk shirt that only covered half my thighs. Below it are my favorite soft d*lam pants in black. I'm used to sleeping like this.

“Oh sorry, I used to sleep with clothes like this,” I pretended not to care about the gaze

the lustful in his eyes. Subjecting to looking for the flsh disk on the nightstand, I deliberately turned my bok*ng towards him, so that he saw that I was only wearing thin dal*m pants.

It was true that my flash disk was on the nightstand overwritten by documents.

“At last I found him sir,” I turned to face him but was pushed back until I hit the table. Ruby clutched my waist, lifting it made me sit on the table.

“You teased me?” his voice was heavy and almost whispered.

“Are you tempted?”

“You tease”

“You're married.”

Ruby breathed. His forehead stuck to my forehead. His hand slowly entered into my shirt stroking my back, pulling me closer to his body.

“I've been trying really hard to turn you down, but you've been messing with my mind for weeks now. You are so beautiful Jenny, I can't take your face and body out of my mind.”

And before I could even smile, our lips collided.

Strenuous.