Love Makes Me Crazy

9. Deguidedly

Somehow Willa suddenly let go of Steven's hand, he hurried to walk towards the door locking the door of the room and said, "ultimately we're just the two of us."

Willa then approached Steven again after he closed the door and then he stood in front of Steven, took Steven's hand and kissed Steven's hand back and forth. From the back of Steven's hand to Steven's palm many times then put Steven's hand on his head.

Steven seemed surprised by what Willa did. He didn't know what purpose Willa had for doing such a thing. So he immediately held Willa's hand and then asked her.

"What are you doing?"

"It's just a tradition where I take blessings from people I love. The people in my place usually do such things to their parents and loved ones. But I'm not doing this for any reason. I'm doing this to let you know that I not only love you, but that I'm also very proud of you." Willa replied at length.

Steven was really surprised, because this was the first time he had heard someone say a sentence or act something like that to him. Then Steven immediately pulled Willa into his arms involuntarily. Meanwhile, Willa's tears fell on her cheeks.

Then Steven started talking to himself.

'What should I do now? She believed that I was her husband. Now we're alone and this room is locked with only us here. And now, he's in my arms. Who is the one who will save me from his sweet words and what will he do later? I've received so many things throughout the day, I've received enough of them and I can't hold on any further.'

'I don't know why, for the first time I felt that I wanted to share the same feeling with this woman standing before me. After all, I've always been surrounded by many women before and I've never had any relationship with another woman before.'

'Even with my own fiancee, I have nothing to do with her so far. But, uh, for the first time I felt that I was so weak in the presence of this woman and I was afraid that I would become weaker and instead forget who I was and get into a relationship with her and break that promise I made it with her Mama. But this was not my usual attitude to break the promise I made to others before. I had to change our subject and find a way to get away from him for a while. Until I feel calm, focused and thought carefully for what I should do next. I just need some time to rest for a while.'

Suddenly Steven pushed Willa's body slowly as he looked into Willa's eyes and said, "Willa, your name is so beautiful what does that mean?"

Willa smiled and said, "do you like my name so much? I'm so happy to hear that. My parents say, this guy named Willa tends to be very charismatic. They love style, love, and become great lovers. The man named Willa, is hard to recognize but worth knowing and can be trusted with any secret in life. He could voice his heart and not intentionally cover up something."

"Yes I really like your name and liked it more and more after I found out what it means. Your name is so beautiful and fits you." Steven Said.

Willa smiled happily, then Steven again said to him, "I don't mean to be disrespectful to you. But your body is very sweaty because all day long activity and your clothes are also still stained with blood. Therefore, would you like to go to the bathroom to clean your body first before going to bed?"

Willa said with a face that looked embarrassed, "pardon me Steven. I forgot about this. My happiness because of your presence makes me forget about myself. I'm gonna go take a shower now."

And without a doubt Willa immediately turned around to go take a bath. Where he went to the bathroom that was inside that room as well.

Steven was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief and said, "ultimately I can survive. I can find a reason to keep him away from me."

"I'm so ashamed to ask you this. But can you help me unzip this dress I'm wearing? As you can see, the zipper's in the back. Both my hands were injured and on bandages. Anyway, when you treated my wound earlier, you put bandages all over my fingers. Therefore, it will be very difficult for me to open this myself."

Steven was surprised. He looked at Willa very sharply, then said to himself.

'Oh my God, there is no place for me to escape this woman.'

Willa could sense that Steven looked embarrassed and said, "do you know something...? Ah, forget it. I shouldn't have asked you to do that in the first place. I'm sorry."

Steven rushed over to Willa and immediately stood behind her body and said, "no, no, no. Ii'm sorry. I didn't mean to look at you like that, let me help you."

Willa smiled, pulled her hair from her back and put it on her shoulder to help Steven unzip the dress she was wearing.

Then Steven grabbed hold of the zipper and started to open it while closing his eyes and shaking.

When Steven opened it, he opened his eyes and said, "Yes, thank God, it's open safely."

Willa laughed out loud and said, "excuse me Steven. I can't hold back my laughter any longer."

"Why?" Ask Steven.

"You remind me of our wedding night. At that time, you also unzipped the wedding dress for me. You look so embarrassed like a man I never married before." Willa.

Steven looked down in embarrassment.

"I'm really sorry. I've crossed the line again and I won't do that again." Willa.

"You didn't cross the line. But I'm a guy who's a little shy. It's not your fault, it's my habit." Steven Said.

"After all, I know that you've always been a shy guy. I said that and it embarrassed you even more. I'm really sorry." Willa said with an expression so sad on her face.

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