Love Makes Me Crazy

17. Always with you

Suddenly Willa dropped a crumb of food on the corner of Steven's lips. With her heart racing, Willa rubbed the food with her fingers.

He smiled and said to Steven, "I'm sorry. I didn't do it on purpose."

Steven stared into Willa's eyes with passion. Steven then raised his hand then held Willa's hair away from Willa's face and put it behind Willa's ear. As he moved his fingers behind Willa's ears, and then turned to Willa's neck and continued to gently touch the area.

Willa looked at Steven then she spoke to herself.

'I know what it means to look at me this way. Does he want to kiss me again? I didn't cry, so she didn't have to act like this because she wanted to comfort me and I didn't even ask her to do anything. So, is she going to kiss me on her own? Is he starting to love me? Is he starting to remember me? I felt like my heart was about to stop. Oh my God, he's closing in on my lips. I can't wait for this moment.'

Suddenly Willa closed her eyes. Willa brought her lips closer to Steven's, and at the same time Steven also brought her lips closer to Willa. They begin to feel their own breath. The two of them began to open their mouths to touch each other's lips with the intention of kissing each other.

Steven's phone rings.

The two of them instantly fell silent and looked at each other without saying a single word.

Steven's phone is ringing...

"Your phone rings again. I think you should answer that call. Maybe it's something very important." Willa.

"That's my driver. I don't know why he keeps calling me all the time. This was the first time he had done something like this. I'm sorry Willa, I have to answer this call."

Steven was about to pick up the phone call, but he was still talking to himself.

'Thank God, my driver called on time. I almost forgot about myself and this time, if it happened, things would be very complicated and then there would be no way to avoid it all.'

Then Steven picked up the phone and said, "what's up Jack? Is everything okay? Why are you crying like that?"

"My son had a stomachache last night. So I took her to the doctor and the doctor gave me some medication and pain relief. After that my son got better and his condition has returned to normal. But today, my son suddenly came back screaming in pain, and his skin looked so pale. I felt so panicked and I then quickly took him to the nearest hospital from my home. Then the doctor started to check on my son again. The doctor then said that my son's life was in danger." Steven's driver, named Jack.

"Why would a doctor say such a thing? What's wrong with your son?" Ask Steven.

"Don't worry, let me take care of all this, okay. Tell me, which hospital is your son in? I will have your son well handled by a highly experienced doctor and today after all my work is done, I will visit your son." Steven Said.

"Thank you, sir." Reply Jack.

After Steven ended the call, he said to Willa.

"I'm sorry Willa, I have to go now. As you can hear, now I have to find another driver to replace him until his son recovers."

Then Willa said, "there's something very important that I want to discuss with you before you leave. I'm sorry, because I always take a lot of your time. But I'm not gonna take long enough, it's just for a second."

Then Willa continued to speak with herself who was trying hard to hold back her tears.

"I want to be honest with you, there is a fear that haunts me. The tears that come from inside me say that you may not remember me for the rest of your life, and someday, you may go to make me stay away from you....."

Steven was about to say something, but Willa quickly put her fingers gently in Steven's mouth to stop Steven from saying something and then he went back to saying,

"Please, please let me finish my words first. I can't help myself saying all this, because it's so hard for me to say all this."

"I'm not a fool, I know that life is so cruel and it's so hard to live in a time like this. In the past, you were the one who helped me to live in this cruel world. But now you're forgetting me. I don't blame you. This is my destiny and I accept it. I don't care about anything in this world but you. No matter whether you remember me or not, I will always be faithful, honest and always love you. I can forget myself, but I will never be able to forget you because you are more valuable than me and more valuable than my own life."

"If you don't remember me, I'll accept my love clapping one hand. I will never, never again ask you to repay my love and I will never, never again, ever bother you with this feeling of mine. As long as I can see you living a healthy and happy life in front of me, because that's all I care so much about in this life and that's all I want in my life to be."

"Even though it'll all be very difficult for me. But I'll accept all that. But the thing I'll never be able to take forever and it will kill me slowly in the worst way is, if one day I see you wanting to keep me away from your life."

"I will always know that you are my husband. But I will never ask you to consider me your wife. I know that you have a different life now. Where possible, there is no place for me in it. So I will never tell anyone else that I am your wife, until you remember me and you alone will tell everyone. If you're never gonna say that to everyone about it, I'm never gonna ruin your new life."

"Let me work for you to live near you. I know that you are a man who can always keep your word. So I want you to promise me that I'll never go far from your life. Let me work as a waiter, or as a secretary, or whatever you want. I will be so grateful and grateful to you all my life. Do you know anything, at least let me be your driver. I can do it."

Seriate....