Love Makes Me Crazy

32. Twins

Mr. Adam said to Steven.

"Oh my God, the world is so small. I never imagined that one day, I would face what I've done in the past."

Then Mr. Adam's eyes began to get wet and he again said to Steven while sitting on a chair in shock.

" I know very well that God will never forgive me for what I have done to your biological mother. But I regret everything I've done to her. I say this with the deepest remorse from my heart, for I know very well that not even the devil will do this to his wife."

"This feeling of regret continues to kill me and torment me even after 24 years have passed over what I have done to Anisa. But I could never forgive myself even for a moment because I could never forget what I had done to her."

"Papa, what do you mean by saying my biological mother?" Steven asked with a surprised face.

Mr. Adam took a deep breath and then said to Steven.

"Susan is not your birth mother. I was married to Susan before I married your biological mother Anisa. I was really in love with Susan and I was crazy about having children with her. But Susan was convicted by doctors of having a cyst that left her unable to have children."

"At that time we went to see several doctors. But all the doctors told Susan that she would never be able to have children. I really want to have children. But when I found out that Susan was barren, I gave up on having a child."

"But Susan didn't want that because she knew exactly how I really wanted to have children. So Susan gave me a suggestion. And the suggestion was even worse than the plan he wanted to do."

"Susan asked me to marry a poor woman and make her carry my son and after she gave birth to that child, I'll take her son away from her and run away from her and make a fake birth certificate for the boy to prove that Susan is the biological mother of the child."

"I finally started to do that plan. 25 years ago I went to city x to work. At that time one of my friends recommended your Mama to me and said that she was a good woman and also poor."

"When I saw your mother, Anisa, for the first time, I felt so familiar with her. I feel like I've known him for a long time. She's so nice, she's the most beautiful and kindest woman I've ever known."

"He married me without knowing anything about my first marriage or about my first wife Susan."

Mr. Adam seemed to sigh deeply and his tears began to fall and he again said to Steven.

"Anisa kept me alive in a most beautiful dream forever. The years I spent with him were the best years of my life. He treated me so kindly, so lovingly and so lovingly."

"After that I never knew and realized that I had become completely in love with her. But when I realized that I loved her unconsciously and even I loved her more than I loved Susan. It became useless because I realized it was too late."

"Day by day passes, and your mother is about to give birth. But that day, he was so tired that he fainted back then. I thought that she would give birth to a child and after she gave birth to a child I would take the child and leave it with my wife Susan to America."

"But God is Really Good. At that time your mother gave birth to your identical twin sister. At that time I did not tell Susan about it because she would definitely ask me to take the other child from Anisa and deep in my heart I did all of it with a feeling of guilt on Anisa and make my heart hurt so much. I did all that with my heart that felt bloody for Anisa and my eyes that kept crying too."

"Until now I didn't know why I could do that and I kept asking myself during the day and night why I did it. And why didn't I tell Susan we couldn't go through with that plan anymore."

"Maybe I was between two fires. Maybe I love them both and I don't want to break one of them. Or that's what I thought when I did it first."

"I thought like that, that I could make them both happy. I can make your Mama happy by leaving one of our children to her and I can also make Susan happy by giving her one child to raise like her own biological child."

"But trust me Steven, after doing that to her, my whole life was full of regrets. In the past I kept paying nurses and doctors a lot of money to keep them quiet."

At that moment Mr. Adam immediately cried and held his chest while again saying to Steven and Mama Willa.

"After that I left the hospital quickly with me taking you in my dugout. But when I saw Susan waiting for me in front of the hospital where your mother gave birth to you, I felt that someone was stabbing right in my heart which made me feel a deep pain in my chest. Because at that time I was sure that there was no way back for what I had done. Because I know very well that I will never be able to see Anisa again or face her after what I have done. And this is the end of my beautiful dream where I live with her."

"I realized then that my dream had turned into a nightmare forever for me."

Then Mr. Adam pressed his chest hard before he said to Steven and Mama Willa.

"Since then, the pain in my chest has always accompanied me day and night and has never left me a second for a time of 24 years. The doctor told me back then when Anisa came to her senses, she didn't ask anything and she never asked about her son. She asked about me and the doctor replied that I left a divorce letter for her through the doctor."

After that Mr. Adam again cried very hard and covered his face with both hands and again said to Steven and also Mama Willa.

"The doctor told me that after he read the divorce papers, he was so shocked and went back unconscious. Not only that, he also had to enter the special care room for a very long time."

Then Mr. Adam cried even louder than before and pressed his face with both hands.

"But God will not punish the wrong people and God will give his punishment to the wrong people like me and Susan."

"A few minutes after that, though, Susan had a very severe illness which caused her to go through the pain for a long time and made her pray to God by asking God to forgive her by letting her die. Then I knew it was a punishment for what we had done to that poor woman."

"After that Susan finally died after 5 years of struggle and I became alone with my great sin."

"Susan's sentence ended in just 5 years. But my punishment is heavier than her. My sentence continued for 24 years and to this day my greatest sin burned me from within and at all times without giving me the slightest pardon."

Then Mr. Adam said sadly with his tears flowing like a river on his cheek.

"I've waited a long time to go to Anisa and kneel before her. No, rather I've waited a long time to kiss her feet and ask for her forgiveness and ask her to give me a chance to continue my life with her."

"But unfortunately I didn't even have enough courage to tell him all that to date. I was really desperate and hoped if I had enough courage to do it. But desire and reality are completely different things. And not everything we want to do we can do in reality."

Then Mr. Adam looked towards Steven and Mama Willa as he sat on the chair and his tears kept flowing down his cheeks and saw the two of them also appearing to be crying.

Then Steven said sadly with his tears continuously running down his cheeks.

"So Dion is my identical twin brother?"

"Do you know your twin brother?" Ask Mr. Adam who looked so surprised.

Steven said to his father.

"Papa, my twin Dion was killed 4 years ago."

Mr. Adam looked so surprised and again said to Steven with his trembling voice.

"What's? What did you just say?"

Then Mr. Adam came back crying crazily as he said, "my other son was killed. How could that have happened? Tell me what happened to him?"

"Let me tell you the whole story." Mama Willa said to Mr. Adam.

After that Mama Willa started telling Mr. Adam everything about what happened to Dion.

After that Mama Willa said to Mr. Adam sadly.

"What you don't know is, that Anisa also lost her consciousness as well as her sight due to the feeling of being so sad after the tragic murder that happened to her only son Dion, who had been murdered, 4 Years ago. He could not face the shock in his life anymore especially when he lost his last hope of living in this world. He lost the last man to keep him alive."

"After all, he had a very difficult time and needed the help of others. But he faced that difficult time alone and refused to accept the help of others. I don't know what the real reason is for him to refuse to accept the help of others. Maybe he's too shy to accept help or ask others for help."

"Perhaps deep within her, she feels that accepting the help of others will make her feel pitied because she will always be the one who needs the help of others while she lives. All this time, he was the one who always helped others. So he lives by isolating himself from others. We tried very hard not to let him be alone. But, as we tried to help her, she continued to refuse our help which made her life so full of misery."

While listening to that, Mr. Adam became so saddened by the death of his son that it made his heart bleed that his son died before he could see or know it. But the thing that made him so hurt was that he realized how wrong he was. Moreover, he realized that his mistake was greater compared to what he had imagined long ago. Because he realized that sin even more to make his heart not only hurt but also damage himself so cruelly.

Suddenly Mr. Adam stopped crying, as all his tears dried up because he probably realized that if he kept letting his tears fall like a river, he would, his tears were not enough to pay for all the mistakes he had made.

Mr. Adam was really hurt when he was so shocked to learn that he was the one who had caused all that pain to his wife as well as his son.

Steven felt the pain from his father. It was the first time Steven had seen his Papa so hurt that he felt sorry for his Papa. But at the same time he also felt sorry for his biological mother as well.

For some reason, Steven's heart began to feel hurt because there was a feeling that made him really want to be able to see his mother who continued to run in his heart. It was as if he wanted to fly to where his mother was, only to be able to see the figure of his biological mother.

Suddenly Steven said to his Papa with a sad face.

"Papa forgive me for saying this. But, if Papa had the courage to face all the consequences with what Papa has done to face my Mama, we would both be able to meet Mama. There's no other choice, we can't leave Mama alive with such grief."

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