Love Makes Me Crazy

36. Explanation of Mr. Adam

Mama Willa, Agatha, said to Mama Steven, Anisa, "you know very well that God will give something very great behind the sadness and disaster that we have experienced. And God will give our patience in this life something good until the end of our lives too."

Bu Anisa looked down with a sad face then replied what Bu Agatha said sadly.

"Yes my dear, I always believed that."

Then Bu Agatha pointed at Steven with her hand to make Steven walk closer to his mother as she sat on the sofa near him in front of the special room where Willa was being cared for. And after that he said to Miss Anisa.

"Anisa, you've been betrayed by your husband and also lost your son."

Then Bu Anisa bit her lips, clenched her hands tightly with her eyes that were getting wet and she replied to Bu Agatha with a voice that was shaking as if she was about to cry.

"Yes." Yeah."

At this moment Bu Agatha pointed towards Steven with her hand to make Steven kneel on the floor in front of his mother and Bu Agatha said to Bu Anisa.

"So now you will be rewarded for all your patience."

Bu Anisa looked surprised and said to Bu Agatha with a shocked face.

"What do you mean?"

Mama Willa held Ms. Anisa's hand gently and put it on Steven's face, as she said, "this is a gift for you. This guy really wants to talk to you."

After Bu Anisa held onto Steven's face, her crying voice began to harden, her lips began to tremble. As he continued to move his hands across Steven's face again and again, he began to cry out.

Suddenly Miss Anisa pulled Steven closer to her and hugged her as hard as she could as she continued to cry crazily and said, "oh Dion how did you come back to life again?"

Then Steven buried his face in his chest and returned his arms so tightly as if he wanted to join the Mama who continued to cry like a child and said, "oh Mama, "oh Mama, I miss Mama so much."

Miss Anisa said to Steven in a voice that shook as she continued to cry, "i miss you more than you can imagine."

"Do you know anything, I never expected to get my sight back before today, because I believe that as long as my eyes can't see you again, it would be meaningless for me to see in this life. But now I really want my vision back, so I can see your face again."

At that moment, Bu Agatha and Mr. Adam, who saw the two of them, wept in tears.

Anisa's mom finally heard Papa Steven's voice while she was still crying.

"That's not Dion, that's his twin, Steven."

After listening to Mr. Adam's voice, Ms. Anisa grew crazily weeping and asked Mr. Adam, "Adam, what brought you here?"

Mr. Adam said to Ms. Anisa with tears falling on her cheeks.

"After a few years, you still remember my voice."

"How can I forget the voice of the one who always interfered day and night in my ear for 24 hours." Said Anisa to Mr. Adam.

"So Adam, I prayed to see you before my death to answer this difficult question and finally my prayer was answered and one thing I want to know now is, I want to know, am I so evil that I deserve such cruelty from you?"

"Adam now I want you to answer my question and what do you mean by saying that he's not Dion, but he's his twin named Steven?" Said Ms. Anisa at length.

Then Mr. Adam stood in front of Ms. Anisa and he remained silent looking down, biting her lips and clasping her hands very tightly due to the feeling so ashamed of herself by what she had done to Bu Anisa 24 years ago with her tears that kept coming down in her eyes his cheeks are like river water.

Then Anisa became angry she stood closer to Mr. Adam's face and shouted at Mr. Adam very loudly with her voice trembling with tears.

"Adam, answer me. Is my question so hard for you?"

Suddenly Ms. Anisa laughed out loud, she looked at Mr. Adam.

"After all, I can't see you with my eyes, but my heart can. But I can recognize your breath that I've always heard before. Are you ashamed to tell me the truth? Is the truth so bad? Do you regret it? But what do you regret for what you did to me. It's nothing but hurting me more."

Then Mr. Adam said to Ms. Anisa with her voice trembling because she was so hard to speak as a result of her crying from earlier.

"I'm sorry."

Then Ms. Anisa shouted louder than before.

"Did you just realize that you were being unfair to me? Did you just realize that this woman you like, you ruined her and she was about to die because you broke away from her."

Then Bu Anisa's crying voice started to sound soft as she tried to smile.

"Did you just realize that you wasted her life crying over her lost love? Do you know how the pain enveloped me? There are many days gone by for me and I really don't have the strength to live it anymore. Do you know how those 24 years passed for me? Every second that passes in my age, do you know how much pain and destruction my poor son Dion has felt, every time he sees the sadness he wipes his mother's tears? You're so easy to come ask forgiveness from me."

Suddenly Mr. Adam knelt in front of Ms. Anisa, then held her hand and kissed her hand so gently and many times with his loud crying voice.

He then said to her, "I know that I have made a sin that cannot be forgotten. I know that rightly, that I ruined you so cruelly."

Then Mr. Adam again kissed Bu Anisa's hand more than before pressing Bu Anisa's hand with his lips hard while continuing to cry loudly and again said to Ms. Anisa.

"But I beg you to give me one last chance to explain everything, to give me a chance to tell you. Anisa I've never loved anyone as much as I love you."

"Year after year passed by for me so hard it was even harder than you imagined. I want you to know that I divorced you only through paper. But my heart can't do that."

"You say that my voice always haunts day and night in your ears. But for me every year not only your voice, but all of you live inside me with guilt that keeps killing me more cruelly and slowly over and over again. I keep thinking about coming back to you and asking you to forgive me. But I don't have enough courage to do it."

Then Ms. Anisa cried loudly turning her head to the other side to look away from Mr. Adam and bit her lips hard. His heart could not endure the pain anymore, it was as if it was bleeding so much.

At this time Bu Agatha and Steven who saw the two of them also seemed to cry.

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