Love Makes Me Crazy

11. Kiss

Steven was so confused and had strong feelings for when in his heart. Although he did not know what that feeling was but his heart and all the parts within him were attracted to Willa.

She continued to listen to Willa's words and spoke to herself in surprise, 'for the first time I really wanted a woman. I want to be with her, share the same feelings with her, touch her. But the promise I made to her mother bothered me a lot.'

Suddenly Willa moved her hands to Steven's face and made their eyes look at each other closely and she said, "I know that you forced yourself to do all this. Then if you close your eyes like this, things will get easier for you."

Steven didn't say a single word because he didn't know what to say.

Poor guy, he's really been trying to avoid Willa all day. But Willa now pleads with him just for a kiss and promises him that he will do nothing more than a kiss.

What will Steven do? Will he allow Willa to kiss him or refuse him?

But if Steven rejects Willa, then it will hurt Willa even more deeply and Steven doesn't want that to happen. So he remained silent and did not say a single word.

For Willa, Steven's silence is a sign that he agrees. So Willa thought that Steven agreed and said to her as she closed her lips to Steven.

"Thank you for letting me do this. I'm so grateful to you..."

Willa draws her lips closer to Steven, pretending that he is very strong. But in reality, all of that even made his heart beat fast. Today was a hard day for him.

Yeah, Willa didn't want Steven to just kiss her. But he wanted Steven to feel the same way as him. But how is it possible, and Willa knows correctly that Steven does not remember him or any feelings for him. And if he asked Steven for anything else, Steven would definitely turn him down.

So Willa convinced herself that a kiss would be enough for her. But deep down he was pretty sure it was all a lie and he would never feel enough to be with Steven. Even within a million years. But what he could do, Willa had no other choice.

Poor lady, at this moment, as she drew closer to Steven's lips and her feelings haunted him. He felt that everything was getting harder and very difficult to breathe. He felt that his heart would stop beating, because he was nervous and happy.

How could he not be nervous and he also brought himself closer into the arms of a man who was considered to be a soul in his body.

How could she be unhappy and she was about to touch the person she loved that filled an entire inch of her body.

And feeling his breath, made Willa feel it was a breath in her life.

Behind all that, Willa felt a lot of pain in his chest and spoke to himself.

'I don't know if I should be happy or sad? The man I always thought of and I never wanted anyone but him and was always the most comfortable home for me. The man who was always mine and I thought that he would always be with me forever. Now I'm going to kiss her, with her in this condition, forget about me.'

But as Willa drew closer to Steven's lips, he took a deep breath and his lips trembled. Actually Willa tried to touch Steven's lips with her lips twitching. I don't know why he didn't have the courage to do that. So he went back to talking to himself with a surprised face.

'What happened to me, why am I trembling? Where did all the courage I had gone? Isn't this what I wanted all along? Why am I so scared? What am I really afraid of?'

'Am I afraid to go near him again? Was I afraid that the feelings inside me would be disturbed again because he might not remember me forever. But it doesn't matter, I can trade my life for this moment. Even if he doesn't remember me, I will live in all the good memories we've been through all my life. Because no matter what happens, the love I feel for her will never stop forever. It will never change not even until this world ends.'

Suddenly Willa closed her eyes and touched Steven's lips with her trembling lips and she kept saying to herself.

'But if I do feel something like that, then why do my tears just keep falling on my cheeks?'

As Willa felt her lips touch Steven's lips and felt her tears fall on his cheeks involuntarily.

Steven who felt Willa's lips touch his lips and felt the tears of Win Willa fall on his cheek, she subconsciously held Willa's face with all the passion she had and began to kiss Willa with all the warmth she had as she said to herself.

'I don't know what's wrong with me. But only one thing I know, that I can't see tears in your eyes.'

While Willa senses that Steven is kissing her, she is shocked and speaks to herself.

'Did I feel that she also returned a kiss from me?'

'He's right, he kissed me. Not because I feel sorry for me. But behind all that I felt very satisfied because this was proof that he still had some kind of feeling in his heart for me.'

Suddenly Willa opened her eyes looking at Steven's face with all the love she had.

'Whether he loves me or not, it doesn't matter to me. As long as I'm here to take care of her.'

Steven sensed that Willa was opening her eyes and when she opened her own, their eyes met and somehow they both felt like venting out their feelings.

After that without the slightest hesitation, Steven switched to kissing Willa's neck, and Willa put his hand behind Steven's neck. Drowning with Steven in a sea of love.

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