Love Makes Me Crazy

18. Dining Room

Steven looked very confused. He doesn't know what to say. He felt sorry for Willa. She desperately wanted to hug Willa, but she told herself that she should be able to hold herself back.

Then Steven said, "but how are you going to be able to do all this? You are a famous woman and have your own name and you even have a high reputation. How could you ask me to do that? Do you want to give up everything and throw away all that hard work?"

Then Willa hugged Steven and held Steven tightly with her tears that began to fall down her cheeks involuntarily and said,

"Please Steven, I'm begging you. Don't say no, I can give up on the whole world to be around you because you mean so much to me and you're my world."

"You are a world unto me, where I can live nowhere but you. I'm actually like a fish. If the fish can survive after being taken out of the water, then I will be able to live if you take me into your life."

Steven looked surprised. Don't know what Willa should do or say. Then he went back to talking to himself.

'Oh my God, please forgive me. Please help me. I really don't know what to do or say right now.'

Willa held Steven tightly and tightened as her eyes began to cry and she said, "please Steven don't say no, this is where I'm supposed to be I can't be anywhere else but with you. My world is with you."

Suddenly, Steven's lips drew closer to Willa's lips and kissed her while Steven was trying to damage Willa's mouth as she spoke to herself.

'I keep holding back all these feelings all the time, and all this is too much for me to bear anymore. I really can't go on like this, I can't anymore. I can't help it, I really can't help myself. I am, after all, a human. I still believe that I believe every word I say to him in my dream and I believe that behind all those dreams I do everything with love. Although I pretended that I forgot all the feelings I felt in the dream, but deep inside I did not want to forget all that. It was the happiest moment of my life since I was born in the world. I want to feel all that with him in a real way. I wanted to return his feelings by saying to him, I can't be anywhere but with him. But why do I want to say all those things so badly. Thinking about all that really made my breathing stop.'

Then Steven held Willa's hand very tightly and got tighter. As she continues to kiss Willa passionately and at the same time Willa also returns Steven's kiss with passion while holding Steven's body very tightly and talking to himself.

'I can't hold myself back anymore. I want to have her this time. I'm not gonna take it off. I won't hold myself back anymore. I want to feel the warmth of his body. I really wanted to feel the temperature of his body. I want him to be with me. I want him to be next to me.' Willa said in his heart.

Suddenly Steven held the blouse that Willa wore with 1 hand and he started trying to unbutton the blouse that Willa was using. While his other hand was coiled around Willa's body and the two began to breathe heavily.

Steven's phone suddenly rang. The two of them did not care about it and continued to continue what they were doing now. Steven's phone rings again. But the two of them still did not care about it and just continued to continue with more and more passion.

Steven suddenly lifted Willa's body lustfully and made Willa sit on the floor later. He kissed Willa passionately then he pushed Willa down on the floor. While he pressed himself between the bodies Willa kissed Willa's neck and bit Willa's neck. At the same time Willa began to make a sound that made Steven more excited to continue everything.

In such a hot situation, suddenly a servant walked into the dining room and saw them in such a position.

So quickly Steven awoke from Willa's body and Willa tried to tidy up the blouse she was using and tried to cover her chest.

The waiter looked surprised. His face flushed red, he looked to the other side and said in a trembling voice.

"I'm sorry Sir. I don't see anything. I just came here to tell Mister that Miss Lucy is on the phone and wants to talk to you. Miss Lucy said Miss Lucy wanted to talk to you about something very important and Miss Lucy called you several times on your phone. But Master didn't pick up a single call that Miss Lucy made." Said the waiter.

Willa and Steven looked so embarrassed. Then Steven put his hands together and put them in his mouth in shame. Then he said to the servant.

"Ehem.... Tell him that I'll call him on his cell phone in five minutes."

"Okay sir, I'll tell Miss Lucy right now." Reply to the waiter.

After the servant left, Steven went back to talking to himself.

'Oh my God, what was I going to do. I forgot that we were in the dining room and it could have been the waiters looking at us and I completely forgot about Lucy. Oh my God, I cheated on her. What's really going on with me? I didn't know what was going on with me. I'm not this kind of person. What am I supposed to do now?'

'Now I'm between the two fireballs. Lucy is a very nice girl, she doesn't deserve to be cheated on. And this poor woman Willa caught my attention. Subconsciously every time I saw her tears, I felt her pain. Now I will be forced to give him a promise with what he asked me before. I had to hire him with me. I didn't have the courage to refuse. If I refused her, she would know that I would keep her away from my life and after we kept kissing again and again, she would think that I was just playing with her feelings.'

'He'll never believe me again and it's out of my control. He wouldn't believe me if I told him that all this was happening unconsciously. Even if he asks about the explanation of it, I won't be able to explain it myself.'

'But Lucy saw him when she said she was my wife. What would happen, if Lucy found out that I accepted her working with me and she even stayed with me under one roof. Although Willa didn't fully live with me under one roof before. Then all this will be much more confusing.'

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