Love Makes Me Crazy

24. Location Filming

Steven suddenly shrugged Willa off his shoulder and said, "i'm sorry Willa. I didn't mean to hurt you."

"I know that's always been your reaction every time I mention your papa's name. I know that in your heart there is deep pain because of what your father has done to you and your mother. So I'll never talk about this again." Reply Willa.

"What have you done to me and my mom? Willa please tell me." Steven Said.

"If I had known that you had forgotten all that, I would never have talked to you about it. I'm sorry Steven." Willa.

"Willa, I'm not kidding. Tell me about it, I want to know everything." Steven said seriously.

Willa shook her head in disapproval and then she said, "if you can forget that pain, then I will never let that pain go back into your heart."

"For the first time, I feel so happy that you've forgotten those memories of your past. Even if that includes forgetting me too. Then the price of forgetting that pain from within you, will not matter to me if you completely forget me. I will accept it with great satisfaction. I can forget the pain because you forgot me, because I will try everything to make you forget your pain." Willa.

"Willa, please tell me everything." Steven Said.

"I'm sorry, my love. I did it for your own good." Reply Willa.

Listening to that from Willa, Steven pulled his phone out of his pocket and then said, "now I'll know everything myself."

"If you think that you want to call your dad, you should know that you won't be able to talk to him." Willa.

"Why?" Steven asked in wonder.

"Because your father told me that he would spend all his time with his friend David on a private island owned by his friend. And he won't be back until tomorrow. Plus he asked me to tell you that his phone wouldn't be useful there because there was no signal and he called you because he didn't want you to worry about him."

"It's not just that. But he also told me, when he comes back, he will come and visit you. So if you want to ask him something about anything, you have to wait until he comes back and visits you tomorrow."

"I'll book a ticket and I'll go on the first flight to his friend's island. I won't be able to wait until he comes to visit me tomorrow." Steven Said.

"As far as you are Steven. I know very well, that if you want something, then I will never be able to hinder you from doing that." Reply Willa.

After a while....

Steven and Willa have already arrived on set, where Steven will be filming his movie.

The location is very similar to the road to the airport. There are many cars that stop because of traffic and also people who pass by. And in the end the place really looks like an airport.

5 Minutes later...

Willa went beside Steven who was sitting in the producer's seat and said, "sorry sir, but I just want to tell you that I've booked a flight for you at 09:15 tonight to go to your papa friend's private island. It was the first flight to get there."

"Thank you Willa, this is the right time. Right now I will finish my work that is here and go home after that. I just have to go home and after that change clothes before I go to the airport." Steven Said.

"Good sir." Willa said she walked away from Steven because Steven seemed so busy filming the movie because he was the producer of the movie.

An hour later....

Steven shouted to a female lead in the film.

"How many times should we repeat this scene? Is that really that hard? You don't know how to create an expression that shows when you meet your lost love. Even I've replaced the male lead and acted with you to help you and show you how to do it. But all of that is useless. Now that I challenge you, if you point to any woman who doesn't know anything about role-playing, then I guarantee she'll do that scene much better than you." Steven said with a face so upset.

The female lead then said, "but sir, I've always acted that way and you've always praised me. That's how I act and I never change anything. I don't know how to change the way you want. Can you tell me what to change? Then I'll do it the way you want it."

The female lead looked sad then she pointed towards Willa with her index finger.

"By the way, sir, I will choose that woman who is standing there and leaning against the wall. I'm sorry, sir, maybe you have your own opinion. But I can't accept that. Maybe he can accept that and teach me how to do it, sir. I'm gonna stand here and look at you and him, when you're doing a romantic scene with him. After that I will copy what the two of you did together with the male lead. Sorry sir for disappointing you."

'Oh my God, he is right. Actually nothing has changed at all. It's just that the thing that changed was me alone because I had already felt such a deep feeling that Willa had given me. That's why this makes me feel dissatisfied with the less expression that Willa does. But I really wanted the expression that Willa did.' Steven said in his heart.

Then Steven sighed deeply and said to himself.

'No actress can show such sincere feelings and such deep emotions as Willa did. Because Willa loves me in her own way that I myself have never seen before in my life.'

'After all, this actress is right. But this actress makes me angry. I even wanted to kill him. I tried to hold myself back and now I can't hold back my feelings anymore. Then now, that woman instead forced me to act out the most romantic scene in this movie with a woman that I really wanted to shy away from.'

'I don't know what's going to happen now. I will do my best to control myself from the many people who are here. So I guess, I'll be careful with that and I have to keep this feeling that will always be my privacy.'

'And Willa is a good woman who. He knows how to deal with something like this. Even if I lost control of myself, he would easily face all of that. That's what made me believe him.'

Willa himself also seemed to be in his own mind.

'The actress was a lucky woman. She has the opportunity to bring herself into Steven's arms and be able to say words full of feeling and love. But he didn't take that chance.'

Then Willa smiled.

Then Willa felt her eyes water and went back to talking to herself.

'I really wanted to act in this scene in his place. I wanted to find a way to touch Steven, look into his eyes lovingly, kiss him and say the words I've been feeling from inside me.'

Steven was calling Willa, but Willa was still busy with her own thoughts and then Willa said, "Sir, did you call me?"

"Yes, I've been calling you since Willa. But you seem to be getting late in your own thoughts." Steven Said.

"Sorry sir, do you want anything from me, sir?" Reply Willa.

Everyone who was around Willa seemed to look at him in surprise. Willa looked towards them and said to himself.

'What's wrong with all those people? Why do they see me so surprised, as if I've done the wrong thing.'

Then Steven pointed towards Willa with his hand for Willa to get closer to him.

"Let's Willa, I want you to do something very important." Steven Said.

Willa hurriedly went to Steven and said, "what is the most important thing you want to say, Sir?" Ask Willa.

"You're gonna be my love partner." Steven Said.

Willa was surprised. He looked at Steven sharply and said to himself.

"Had he lost his mind? How could he say such a thing in front of everyone? Does he remember me?'

Steven put his hand on Willa's face and said, "Willa, from your facial expression, you don't seem to hear anything I said with the actress. You're so consumed with your own thoughts that you don't listen to anything I've said before."

Then Steven sighed and went back to saying, "alright, okay, all of this is just that you're gonna try to demonstrate this romantic scene with me in front of the actress and in front of everyone here right now."

Willa looked surprised and looked at Steven sharply then he said in a voice so shocked, "what???"

"But sir, you've got a chance to cast a lot of big stars. But why did you choose me to do this sir?" Ask Willa.

"I didn't choose you. He's the one who chose you because I challenged him. If he could choose any woman who knew nothing about acting, that woman he appointed would do better than him." Steven Said.

Willa raised her right hand and put it in her mouth then said to herself.

'Does destiny give me a chance to express what is in my heart? The opportunity to express my feelings is always bothering me because I try very hard to hide them out of fear that she will leave me and fear that she will get me out of the inside her life.'

Willa's eyes suddenly water.

'Is he going to say that he loves me and he misses me. I really want to listen to that. Even if it doesn't match his feelings. Even if the word he was about to say was just fake. I don't care if he lies to me, because I just want to listen to that. Listen to him telling me that he loves and misses me from his own mouth. I just want him to tell me what I want to hear.'

'I can't trust myself because I'm going to show him how much I miss him. How much I love him. And thinking about it already made my breath feel tight.'

Suddenly Willa listened to Steven yell at her.

"Will.... Willa's.... What the hell is going on with you? Are you listening to me?"

Willa lifted her head and looked towards Steven as if her eyes wanted to say something to Steven. However, Steven does not know what Willa really wants to say to him. But he sensed that Willa's eyes wanted to say a lot to him.

Steven then looked at the tears in Willa's eyes and spoke to himself.

'What's wrong with him? Did he think that all this was too much for him? Does he know that he won't be able to survive with all this? And now he's forced to get out of the feelings he's got for me. While he himself tried very hard to keep his feelings deep inside him. Was there an inner conflict within him, between what he really wanted and what he should do?'

'I could feel the pain from his eyes. All those tears made my heart ache. I can't accept to force her again. He's been through so many difficult things before.'

Steven then asked Willa.

"Willa, do you want to do this? If you don't want to do it, it's okay."

Willa bit her lips and spoke sadly.

"Yes, I really want to do this sir."

Steven took a deep breath and said, "alright. I was your love and I had a very bad accident that made me go into a coma for a very long time. But then you couldn't see me because my family didn't agree with our relationship because they wanted me to marry another woman from my own family. So they didn't let you see me and they sent me away to get treatment while I was in a coma. You thought that I would die. You really try really hard to survive all the pain of it."

"But because you're so poor and you don't have much money to fly with the intention of following me and being able to be with me in my pain or do anything with me. All you can do is wait for me."

Seriate....