Love Makes Me Crazy

5. Confused With Feelings

"I know you have your own life and I won't bother you anymore. But please, can you come with me to the police station, just once. And I'll thank you all my life." Mama Willa.

"Go to the police station! What's for?" Steven asked with a surprised face.

"To appease Willa." Mama Willa. "In Willa's mind, you're her husband, Dion. And as long as he can see you, he'll be calm. Please, I don't want it to get any worse."

"I'm really concerned about him. I'd be so happy to help her." Steven said to Mama Willa with a pitiful smile on her face. "By the way, I've canceled all my promises today. Then let's go to see him now."

So quickly Steven and Mama Willa drove their car and drove to the police station.

15 Minutes later they arrived at the police station...

But the moment they entered the gate, they had already heard such a loud shouting sound from a woman who hit the bars with her hands and shouted so loudly, "get me out of here."

"Come, we gotta hurry. It was Willa's voice." Mama Willa told Steven.

"Can you go to meet her and I'll go to the police chief's room to tell her all the Willa stories and ask her to release Willa."

Steven quickly stepped into the room where Willa was being held. He saw Willa continuously beating the iron bars with his hands and his hands seemed to bleed so badly. But suddenly as Willa stared at Steven's arrival, she stopped crying and smiled at Steven and said,

"I'm pretty sure that you'll never let me down and even if you don't remember who I am, there will always be a place for me in your heart."

Steven returned Willa's smile.

Willa immediately pulled Steven's hand from behind bars to hold him. Steven was so staring at Willa who looked so happy after holding his hand.

The pitiful man for the first time faced such a situation. That confused him. He spoke to himself and asked.

'I've never met him before today. But why do I feel so familiar with her and feel such a deep pain in my heart for her. What am I supposed to do now? Do I have to interact with him and respond to whatever he says and does? Should I continue to pretend to be her husband and respond to what will always happen next after this? This is not a solution. I will give him hope and he will come closer to me.'

'But what will this poor woman do after all this is over, when she hears on the news that I will marry another woman in just 2 weeks time. I'm really sorry that I was in such a hurry and came here for her without thinking first. Because everything I do this will never help her but will instead make things worse and harder for her.'

'I feel sorry for him that's why I came here to help him. Actually I wanted to help her before her mother even asked me to do all this. But now I realize that I will feel more sorry for him after all this for having done all this to him.'

'And now I'm under pressure because he really holds me and wants to touch me.'

'Her eyes really show that she misses her husband a lot and wants to feel the warmth from her husband and I am now forced to pretend to be her husband. But God will never forgive me for doing all this to him.'

Suddenly Willa said to him,

"No matter who you are or where you come from or where you were born where or what you do or who you live with, your love will continue to be in my heart, like my blood to the end of my life. And you will always be the only one and only you who can live in me because your love has penetrated into me and become part of every corner of my body forever."

"You have fused with my breath, my blood, my soul, my bones until there is no place in me that can love another or anyone but you. Because your love filled me until I drowned in it."

"My heart can love no other but you."

"I can't feel any other presence but you."

"Trust me, I can't find comfort when away from you. Because you're the most comfortable place for me in my life."

Suddenly the police chief came in and ordered his men to release Willa.

Just as they opened the iron bars, in a blink of an eye Willa immediately stood before Steven.

Mama Willa was about to get closer to Willa and pull Willa away from Steven. But Steven raised his hand towards Mama Willa to stop her.

"Don't be afraid of me, I won't hurt you. No one can hurt his own love, right?" Willa told Steven.

Steven looked surprised. He talks to himself, too,

'Oh my God, I never feared you. But I feel scared of myself. I think that my heart will stop beating.'

'This is the first time I have seen a human being who has such sincere feelings. For the first time I saw someone's love for someone so great as this. I felt that I would lose my mind, because she thought that I was her husband.'

'I'm really confused. I hope that the earth will split and swallow me up so that I can get rid of myself from here quickly. I was really afraid that I might believe her, forget about myself and think that I was really her husband. Oh my God, forgive me.'

Suddenly Willa said to Steven.

"I've lived to always hope that one day I'll meet you. You are my soul in this empty body. Without you, I'm dead. Without you, there is no meaning in my life."

Steven was talking to himself.

'Please, I've received enough. I can't hold back any more than this.'

Suddenly Willa started to get closer to Steven and said to him.

"In this life, you are the only shoulder I choose to lean on. So, without you by my side, I don't mean anything. No one can heal my wounds except you. Until the last day of my life, no matter how long I live, I will never be satisfied with you. I need a million lives in my life to be satisfied with you."

Steven heard Willa's words and kept talking to himself.

'Please forgive me, your words have made my heart melt. Don't come near me...'

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