Love Makes Me Crazy

23. Become Secretary

After Willa finished the call, she went straight into the dressing room and picked up a bright blue dress. Then he went to the mirror.

As she stood in front of the mirror, she began to put the dress in front of her body. Then she looked at her reflection in the mirror, to see if the dress was suitable or not to wear.

Willa suddenly sighed deeply and said, "i can't remember the last time I saw myself in a mirror like this. That's been a long time. Will she like this dress?"

"Even though I've hated bright blue all my life. But after falling in love with her, I really liked this color when I started to find out that she really liked this color. I hope she also likes this dress that I'm going to wear."

A few moments later....

Willa has finished changing clothes, from the driver's uniform and now wears a light blue dress. Then he went to Steven's room.

Willa stood at the door of Steven's room, closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Then he knocked on the door of the room.

"Who is that?" Ask Steven.

"It's me Willa Sir. Can I come in?" Reply Willa.

"Yes, of course you can come in." Steven Said.

Willa then opened the door when she found Steven sitting at his desk and acting as if he was very busy, because he had actually seen Willa on the CCTV screen before. After wearing the dress, Willa does look very sexy and however, Steven does not want to lose control of himself again.

Willa stood in front of Steven. But Steven seemed completely oblivious, and Willa said, "Master can you tell me where my room is?"

Steven pointed towards the other door where there was a room inside his own room later.

He then said, "open the door. That room is connected to my room and it will be your room."

Without a second thought, Willa opened the door and entered the room. Then he spoke to himself.

'Why doesn't he mind me like that? Did I make a mistake by accident, so he behaved like that to me? I know him very well. He had never acted that way while working before. What's wrong with her?'

Then Willa sighed and said, "i have to behave normally until I find out why she's acting that way."

Moments later, Willa returned to Steven's room with a cup of coffee and a piece of paper in hand.

Willa quickly put the coffee on Steven's desk.

"What's this?" Ask Steven

"This is your coffee sir." Reply Willa.

"But I don't like regular coffee." Steven Said.

"This is a cappuccino. I made this the same as you always liked Mr." Reply Willa.

Steven looked surprised and spoke to himself.

'This is already too much. He never asked me about anything. But he knows all about me. How could he possibly know all the details about me?'

Suddenly Willa said, "Master, I've prepared everything you need on site and this is all the script you need today Mr."

Steven grilled the paper looking at it, then he asked Willa.

"How do you know that I need all these things and how do you know all about my work?"

"Sir, you may have forgotten that I have many companies in my own city. And the work is almost the same as yours and we work together as general managers of all groups and companies." Willa.

A moment later after Steven heard Willa's words, he looked surprised and spoke to himself.

'You're the general manager of a very large company and you're so satisfied with just working for me as a driver or a waiter or even a secretary. What kind of feeling do you have in your heart for that man?' (What Steven meant was Willa's husband)

'Even if the man is dead. But with what you did to me, I can assure you that you made me one hundred percent sure that I was your husband. I don't know why, but one thing I know very well is, I would never allow any man to have you as the old man said this morning.'

'The old man was really right. The man who leaves you to go to another man, he will be the most stupid man in the world. I've been holding back all these feelings for a very long time, but now, not anymore.'

Steven subconsciously stood up from his chair and approached Willa from behind, as Willa stood in front of his desk

Willa looked so surprised and spoke to herself as Steven approached her.

'What will he do? What's up with him? I know that look well. As I know, he doesn't remember me completely. Does his heart begin to remember me, so his heart pushes itself against me? But at the same time, his mind restrained itself from me because his mind refused to accept me as his wife.'

'I have to be strong. If I let him push his heart when his mind rejected me, in the end his last choice would be on his mind and all this would end up ruining the relationship between the two of us.'

Then Willa's eyes began to water, as she said back to herself.

'I really want to have him, but not in this way. I don't want to lose him. Because I want him to be with me until the end of my breath in this life. Even if he doesn't remember me, I'll be the one who always lives next to him.'

'But if I follow my feelings and let him have me sooner or later for that matter. If he doesn't remember me, he'll completely get me out of his life with no regrets. I don't want to be like that. In the end I will be very weak, but to be able to live beside him I will not give up anything else.'

Suddenly Steven kept silent and hugged Willa from behind and held Willa's waist with both hands from behind. Then put his cheek on Willa's head from the side, then he hugged Willa tightly from behind and brought his lips closer to Willa's ear and asked Willa.

Willa spoke to himself again.

'How should I answer that difficult question. I don't know what to say. If someone asks you why are you breathing with air? The answer is of course I can't breathe without air. So I breathe with air to live. He is like the air to me that makes me breathe to survive. But how can I make him believe, if he himself doesn't feel that way.'

'If he had known his position in my heart, he would never have asked such a question. Love is present for no reason. I don't need any reason to love him. Love is blind. When two hearts meet, there is no way to go back. Love is greater than how to explain it with the tongue and say it with words. It comes from the heart and only the heart can feel it. After that the hands and eyes are added with all parts of the body that can express everything.'

'The question he posed to me, made me believe that his mind still rejected me as his wife.'

Willa suddenly felt that Steven was coming towards her neck to kiss her. Willa quickly acted foolishly and turned to look at Steven's face to avoid Steven from kissing him, with Steven still holding his waist with one hand.

Willa laughed and said, "Master, I don't need a reason to love you. I love you because you are you. I don't love you for a reason. I love you because of yourself. I love you because our hearts and our souls are united."

Suddenly Steven landed a kiss on Willa's lips.

Then Willa said, "Master, do you still forget that we're still working. Someone could've seen us and I promised you before that I wouldn't ruin your new life. Master is a man with a reputation. So whatever feelings I have, I'll wait until you remember me and tell everyone myself."

"Because Master and Master's happiness are more important than my own feelings, because I know very well that if something damages your reputation, you will become very sad. I can hold my own feelings inside of me. But I can't see the sadness that's in your eyes in front of my own eyes. So I feel so grateful to you for up until now, even though you haven't remembered me. But you treat me with all the kindness. You always appreciate my feelings, and always pay attention to me. Now, can you take your hand off my waist before someone walks in here and sees the two of us standing this close."

Steven quickly removed his hand from Willa's body. Then he talked to himself.

'What kind of woman is she? How can he hold back all his feelings in order not to make others think badly of me. I really hope that she becomes my real wife. I really expected it with all my heart and all my soul.'

"We have to go to the set now Sir. Are you ready?" Willa.

"Yes, let's go." Reply Steven.

"Sir, I'll go first and I'll wait for you in the car until you finish drinking your coffee." Willa.

Steven smiled and said, "thank you for reminding me. I almost forgot about the coffee."

After that Willa took all the items they needed to go to the set and got into the car first. On the other hand Steven started drinking coffee made by Willa.

5 Minutes later....

Steven was done drinking coffee and rushed to the car.

"Sir, you must go faster. We're too late. All the crew and cast are waiting for you there." Willa.

Steven quickly got into his car and they went to the set. Willa sat in the driver's seat and drove the car and Steven sat in the rear passenger seat.

"I forgot to tell you sir, that your papa called on the phone you gave me this morning and I answered the call. Your papa left a message to you that he will come and visit you tomorrow." Willa.

Steven looked so surprised and spoke to himself.

'None of this will end well. What I'm gonna tell papa about Willa. What reason should I tell papa about allowing a foreign woman to live with me under one roof. And at the same time I never even allowed my own fiancee to stay with me under one roof.'

Then Steven sighed deeply and continued talking to himself.

'The old man will be suspicious of me and in the end he will realize the truth. Oh my God, help me! Why is all this trouble coming so suddenly.'

"Why are you suddenly daydreaming Sir? Is everything okay?" Ask Willa.

"Yes I have something important to do. So I was just thinking about how to handle it." Reply Steven.

"Oh yes sir, I also have a question that I would like to ask you Sir, can I ask?" Willa.

"Yes, sure. Just say it." Steven Said.

"How did you find your father after these few years and when did you meet him?" Ask Willa.

Steven looked so surprised and said, "what do you mean?"

Willa said, "why are you Adam and he's American, isn't he?" Willa.

"Yes, how do you know my papa's name. Did he tell you when he talked to you on the phone earlier?" Ask Steven.

"No, I know that I promised you before that I would never call you Dion again. But my husband's name is Dion Adam and his father is also an American man." Answer Willa.

Steven was surprised. He stared intently at Willa and then held Willa's shoulder from behind as he sat in the back seat and Willa was still driving.

Then he shook Willa's body tightly and asked.

"What did you say and what do you mean by how and when I found my papa?"

"Master, can you just be calm. Please take off my shoulder and stop shaking it so hard. If you keep shaking her up like that, we're gonna have an accident." Willa.

Seriate.....