Love Makes Me Crazy

31. The arrival of Papa Steven

Lucy said to Steven with her seemingly tearful self.

"I know it's Steven, you don't hate me. But this woman, she's only been with you for two days and she can do what I can't for these 2 years. This woman can even win your heart." Said Lucy.

Then Steven kissed Lucy on the forehead and continued to rub Lucy's head from behind gently while continuing to hug Lucy and he said to Lucy.

"Lucy, you're a very nice woman and I really appreciate you."

Lucy cried even louder and said to Steven, "this is the first time you've ever spoken to me in your arms and you've even kissed my forehead which you haven't done in 2 years. She is the only woman who can make the ice inside your heart melt."

"Steven, he can awaken and awaken your feelings so empty. If you don't realize it, he can teach you how to melt your cold feelings, he teaches you how to love. But it's not good luck to me and she's the right woman for you Steven."

Then Lucy again said to Steven with her tears falling down her cheeks and she was still in Steven's arms.

"Although our marriage is supposed to happen in two weeks, but even if you accept to continue this marriage, but I will never be able to accept it at all."

"You know Steven, marriage is a sacred relationship and will be lived to the end of our lives. And I wouldn't want to accept building a marriage relationship on a lie."

Suddenly Lucy releases herself from Steven's embrace. She then took out the engagement ring from her fingers. He held Steven's hand with one hand and opened Steven's hand with the other and then put the engagement ring on Steven's palm as he continued to be silent and tears fell down his cheeks are like river water.

Although Steven loved Willa, but right now he felt so sorry for Lucy and such a guilty feeling was really in him.

Lucy suddenly stopped crying. He smiled to cover up the sadness behind his smile and said to Steven.

"Steven, our journey together, ends here."

At that moment Steven somehow felt a knife stab into his heart. She doesn't love Lucy, but they've been together for 2 years. So Steven felt very guilty and sorry for Lucy.

Then sadness appeared very clearly on Steven's face.

Lucy then said to Steven.

"Steven, don't be sad like that. At the end of the day our relationship ends here, and now it's better to end all of our relationships quickly."

Lucy then looked into Steven's eyes eagerly and said to him again.

"Steven, you've done whatever you want and I'm letting you do what you want. So let me get what I really wanted all this time, like I let you do whatever you want. This is the first time I've asked you. So don't say no or refuse me to get it."

Steven then asked Lucy by looking into Lucy's eyes.

"What do you want Lucy?"

Lucy said to Steven as she drew closer to Steven's lips.

"Steven, can you give me something I've wanted so much. But you never let me do it. Even if you don't want it or even if this doesn't mean anything to you. Let me keep getting it Steven." Said Lucy who looked so serious.

"Steven, give me a kiss full of love, please."

Wordlessly, Steven immediately wrapped his arms around Lucy's waist to make Lucy draw closer to him. He then held onto Lucy's shoulder very tightly with his other hand and finally approached Lucy's face. Lucy, on the other hand, wrapped her arms around Steven's neck, looking in Steven's eyes eagerly.

A moment later, Lucy felt a devon breath on her face and then she closed her eyes and Steven kept looking at Lucy's face as she slowly drew closer to Lucy's lips.

Then Steven opened his mouth in order to hold Lucy's lips and kiss Lucy's lips.

Then their lips meet. Steven starts kissing Lucy passionately when Lucy herself returns Steven's kiss so passionately as well.

The kiss lasted for a long time, until they finally stopped. Steven held his lips after kissing Lucy. Lucy herself turned around with the intention of leaving Steven, because she did not want Steven to feel the pain in her who kept crying.

Then Steven's eyes looked wet and he clenched his hands tightly from feeling guilty and he then said to Lucy.

"Lucy wait a minute!"

Then Lucy turned to look Steven in the face and said to Steven, "goodbye Steven."

Steven's eyes were filled with tears and he said to Lucy, "forgive me Lucy. All this is completely out of my control."

Then tears started to fall from Steven's eyes because he really felt so guilty about what he had done to Lucy.

He then said to Lucy, "I don't mean to do something like this to a very nice and very perfect woman like you."

Lucy approached Steven and wiped Steven's tears and said to him.

"I know very well that you're not such a man. After all, I always hoped that you would be happy from the bottom of my heart."

Lucy then said to Steven again as she looked into Steven's eyes.

"You are sad like this. One day, I will find my soul mate who will repay my love. So don't act like this. I have to leave now to cancel everything I've prepared for our wedding. See you soon Steven."

"When we meet again Lucy." Reply Steven.

After Lucy turned around and left, her tears came out so profusely, but she tried hard not to make any sound from her cries.

Anyway Lucy wants Steven to get her happiness wherever it is even if Steven's happiness is shared with other women.

So Lucy literally buries all her hopes for the purpose of not ruining Steven's happiness.

When Lucy stepped away, Steven spoke in a loud voice.

"I'm so sorry Lucy. I wish you could find your own happiness anywhere. You're a very nice woman and you deserve so much happiness from the people who deserve you."

Lucy did hear Steven's voice. But he didn't reply to anything, because he didn't want Steven to see his tears.

Then Steven spoke to himself when Lucy was no longer in front of him.

'Lucy, I know very well that you are a good woman. But I never imagined that you turned out to be that good as Lucy. My heart hurts so much for you and I will never be able to forgive myself all my life for doing this to you Lucy.'

 

4 Hours later....

Steven begged the doctor to let him see Willa because Willa was being given intensive care in a special room.

In the end the doctor allowed Steven on one condition.

One condition they gave was that the doctors only gave Steven 5 minutes to see Willa. When that 5-minute time is over, Steven has to get out of there right away.

Steven finally accepted the conditions given by the doctor and he entered the room where Willa was given intensive care to be able to see Willa.

As Steven looked at Willa, his eyes looked wet and he started talking to the unconscious Willa.

"Willa, you don't know how painful it is to see yourself like this. I never imagined that one day, I would see you in this state. Willa, seeing yourself like this, my heart is hurt to be so to pieces."

Then Steven approached Willa's bed and sat down on a chair beside Willa's bed. He then held Willa's hand and continued to stare at Willa's face sadly, where Willa seemed unconscious. At the same time, Steven spoke to Willa.

"Before, you asked me to let you hear my heartbeat for hearing my heartbeat, it kept you alive. But at that time I didn't understand what you meant by it and I didn't understand how you felt when you asked me to."

"But now that I've seen you like this, I understand that you're saying it because as long as you can hear my heartbeat, I know, you know that I'm still alive and I'm still in good shape and this is what you really want and this is what you're so anxious to feel."

"Now, I'm the one who really wants to listen to your heartbeat, because every beat of your heart tells me that you're alive and that's what keeps me alive."

"Thank God, I can still feel your heartbeat just by holding your hand."

"Willa, I'll always be waiting for you. So, don't ever think of leaving me alone in this world. I could never have lived this life without you. You are my only love."

Suddenly, a nurse pointed at Steven with her five fingers, in order to tell Steven that the five minutes it took for her to see Willa was over.

Steven quickly got up from his seat. Then he said to Willa who looked still unconscious.

"Willa, I know you can listen to what I'm saying. So get up, don't be this cruel. Let's get married."

As Steven walked out of Wila's room, he suddenly met his papa who had come to see him.

Mr. Adam said to Steven, "what happened? I came to see you at your villa. But your waiter said you've been in the hospital since yesterday. Then I heard your neighbors talking about your love story with a woman named Willa Winona. What the hell is going on with you? Who is this woman and what about Lucy? She's a very nice woman. Why are you doing this to her?"

Suddenly Mama Willa came to the hospital. He stood behind Mr. Adam as he approached Steven and asked Steven.

"How is he doing now?"

Then Mr. Adam turned to look at the face of the woman who was talking to Steven.

When Mama Willa looked at Mr. Adam, she looked so surprised and immediately approached Mr. Adam with her gaze that looked so incredulous and said,

"You are Mr Adam, right? You were married to Anisa who lived in town X, 25 years ago. And you divorced him all of a sudden and then went back to your town. You're Anisa's husband, aren't you?"

Steven asked Mama Willa.

"Who is this woman named Anisa?"

"She's Dion's Mom." Reply Mama Wila.

"I think you're wrong, madam. My mother's name is Susan and she's been dead since I was 5 years old and my father never married before with my mother and even after my mother's death." Steven told Mama Wila.

"Who said that to you? You can ask your Papa." said Mama Willa who seemed to smile awkwardly.

Suddenly Papa Steven looked so surprised and he immediately sat down on the chair beside him. Steven asked his father directly.

"Papa Is that true? Did Papa ever marry a woman named Anisa in the city of X? Am I his son named Dion? Answer me Pa. Tell me the truth."

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