Love Makes Me Crazy

42. Dion's Tomb

A few days later.....

Willa had already arrived at city x airport and she sat in her automatic wheelchair, then put her daughter in her lap and got out of the airport to take a taxi. But Willa has no idea at all that Steven is following her and keeps a close eye on her and her daughter to convince her that they will return to Steven's city safely.

Willa then called a passing taxi, and then she said to the driver.

"Please take me to the funeral."

Steven who saw Willa from a distance that was not too far away, could only shake his head and continue to look at Willa and at the same time he spoke to himself.

"As I guessed, you'll definitely go to the funeral to visit my twin brother and talk to him."

Steven stops the other taxi and starts following Willa.

15 Minutes later....

Willa's taxi stopped in front of the cemetery and the taxi driver helped Willa to get on his wheelchair again, then Willa gave the taxi driver a lot of money.

Willa then entered the cemetery. Suddenly his eyes began to water. His heart felt so tight and sick. At the same time Willa's heart continued to beat so fast in his chest.

After a while, Willa saw her husband's grave and her tears began to fall on her cheeks. Then he said to himself loudly.

"Dion. Knowing that you cursed me from inside. Oh my God, I can't breathe."

Willa then looked at the face of her daughter who was sitting on her lap and said to her.

"Diana, forgive your mother. He has to take you with him come here. This is something he should do. He knows that he has to be so strong in front of you, but all this is out of his control and he can't hold himself back any longer. You're a little girl less fortunate to have a weak Mama like me."

Suddenly the daughter of Willa wrapped her two little arms around Willa's neck, then kissed Willa's cheek gently and smiled at Willa then said,

"It's okay Mama, grandma already told me that Mama loves Papa very much. I would probably do the same if I were in Mama's position. I'm a big girl. I can understand that, so don't worry about me and do whatever you have to do."

Willa's tears continued to fall down her cheeks. But she smiled at her daughter, gently rubbing her daughter's head, with her tears still flowing.

"Thank you very much, this is my great daughter." Willa said as she kissed her daughter's forehead.

Willa then looked back at Dion's navel. He suddenly sat down in the grass and hugged Dion's headstone, leaving his wheelchair and said...

"Oh Dion, so far I can never believe that you are underground in this tomb." Said Willa with a sob.

Willa's lips trembled so hard and she continued to cry and again said, "Dion, I'm sorry for not attending your funeral. I'm sorry I didn't visit you all this time. Do you know why I did that?"

"Because you used to ask me to always be strong and forget what happened to you and continue to live happily. But I could never do it. Behind all that my mind cannot accept this death of yours. It made me lose myself in 4 years and forget everyone, even myself and forget what happened to you. Dion, I'm sorry I let you down."

"I can forget everything, but I can't forget you because you live deep inside me. Do you know anything about Dion? There is a real conflict within me. The conflict ate my soul. I feel so ashamed to say that to you. But I have to say it."

Willa then stopped crying and continued to say to Dion's pusara sadly.

"At first I loved him because I thought he was you. But once I know that he is your twin, and he will marry another woman, it makes my heart so sick and my soul so hurt. Then I realized that I love you both, and it happened by accident."

"I realized that I would never be able to live without him because he had already possessed me and was as much a part of every corner in me as you are. So I decided I'd marry him."

Steven who was secretly at the funeral kept listening to Willa's words, biting her lips and her tears fell down her cheeks so profusely.

Then Willa continued to say to Dion's tomb, "but some part of me continues to blame myself. Shout loudly and say to me, 'you are a traitor, you are in love with another man and you will marry him.' The loud scream inside me kept bothering me. So I kept thinking about it again and again. I asked myself, to be honest, whether I was a traitor or not. Then I realized the truth. And the truth is you two were born identical twins is a mystery to you. And Dion, I finally realized that you and Steven are nothing to me except two parts of the man I love so much and his love is already fused within me and living deep inside me. You might say that I'm crazy. Yes, that's what your love did to me. I'm really crazy about you. But so far, I don't know why I still feel all these things hurting my heart. Maybe because the first part of you left this life. So I'm afraid the rest of you will leave this life, too."

"This pain will never go away, because even if I marry the other part of you, I will live like a bird whose wings have been hurt. Even if its other wings could still be worn, the bird would never be able to live and awaken as freely as before. That's what your death has done to me. Your death scarred me and there is nothing in the world that can make that wound heal inside me."

Then Steven put a palm in his mouth to not let Willa hear his crying voice and said to himself.

'Oh God forgive me... How could he face the pain within himself and continue to be able to smile at me, hiding all that pain deep within him.'

Then Willa held her daughter's hand and made her approach towards her Papa's navel. Willa then said to Dion's tomb.

"Look, this is our daughter, Diana. He grew up to be a copy of me, just like you expected. She's so adorable and a smart girl."

"Hi Papa, I miss Papa so much. Grandma told me that Papa is the best man in the world. I'll never forget Papa every day. I always talk to Papa's picture and say whatever I want to say to Papa."

"I wish that Papa could repay me, but that's okay. One day, we will meet each other in heaven, just as my grandmother told me. Then I will listen to Papa's voice and speak to Papa for a long time. I'll listen to Papa's story, as my grandmother told me that Papa was the one who told me the amazing story." Diana, Princess of Willa.

Willa who listened to her daughter's words seemed to bite her lips out of sadness. Her tears fell on her cheeks.

Willa then said to her daughter, "yes, you're right baby. We'll meet Papa in heaven."

Willa then said to Dion.

"You're a very nice guy, so I'm sure that you're in the best place right now. I will do my best to live as happily as you asked me to. But I will never be able to forget you. I pray to God in every prayer for your happiness in the next life."

"And I will take your mother, your twin brother with me and visit you. Even I'll take your Papa with us. Don't get mad at her, she asks your mother to forgive her and promises her to make her the happiest woman in the world. So they're getting married again soon."

Willa hugged Dion's headstone even tighter and kissed her and said again with tears falling down her cheek.

"Dion, I miss you so much. I really miss you."

Suddenly Steven appeared and stood in front of his twin brother's belly button with his tears falling on his cheek. And at the same time he said to his twin sister's head.

"I've been dreaming for so long to have a brother. But unfortunately I found out that I had it once after you died. If you're still alive in this world, I promise you that I'll never stay away from you in our lives, even in the next."

Willa looked so surprised and she looked at Steven sharply. He asked Steven.

"Baa.... Ba... How unlikely.... When did you come here?"

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