Love In Butterfly Needles

Bereft

Losing is part of life..

Human rights are two, therefore,

Happy or bereaved

Crying or laughing

Abandoned or abandoned

Dena arrived home with eyes that were washed by tears.

He went into the room without caring for Laras and Hasbi who asked him.

" Why is Brother Dena yes, did he quarrel with Adrian?", Hasbi asked Laras.

Barrel shrugged both his shoulders.

" I'm going to see Brother Dena, maybe he needs a friend to talk to".

This time Hasbi agreed with Baras.

" Tok.tok.tok.".", Baras knock on the door of Dena's room.

" Sister Dena, this is Laras.. Can I come in?".

Dena opened the door and then let Laras in.

He still hid the rest of the crying on his face.

" Sister Dena, why are you crying?", Laras asked.

Dena just shook her head.

" Sister, cry if it can vent a bit of brother's sorrow.

Crying does not mean weak right, it's all evidence that we still have feelings", Laras this time issued his wise words.

Dena bowed, sobbing back in her cries.

" Sister Dena, I understand Kak Dena's feelings.

Forgive us, forgive the people around Kak Dena who never felt there was in a position like a sister", Laras seems so sensitive to what happened to Dena.

" I'm sure, Adam was also more hurt by this".

" But Sister Dena can still stop her?", I don't know what Laras means about this.

Dena shook her head hard.

" No race, I can't stop this. I have no power".

" It's all gone the way people want me to".

" I'm just a disgusting creature in people's eyes if I leave Adrian and choose to live with Mas Adam".

Laras so felt the pain in said Kak Dena just now.

" But you also have a right to be happy, brother".

" I'm happy with Adrian" Dena tries to balk at her true feelings.

Laras also glazed glass, he was so fond of the woman who became his sister-in-law. He also thought that Adam was no longer a stranger. Sis Dena and Mas Adam for her are a pair of stories that are forced to bury all love just because of circumstances that must be maintained.

" Laras, do you think it's wrong that we've been in love with someone's husband?".

Laras chose the right word to answer Kak Dena's question this time.

" Sister, nothing is wrong. Doesn't love come without ever giving an aba. There is nothing wrong with feeling love".

" But why does it feel like I'm being the most despicable woman just because I love a man who wasn't alone at the time?", Dena is still trying to find a justification.

" Because Kak Dena is thinking too much about people's prejudice against her sister, Kak Dena put aside Kak Dena's feelings just because she doesn't want people to think bad".

" For me it's not fair Brother Dena and Mas Adam also have the right to defend their feelings".

If Hasbi heard Laras's words this time, Hasbi would be very angry if Laras supported his brother's relationship with Adam.

" I was at Mas Adam's house, delivering my wedding invitation. I don't know why I could feel such deep pain in his heart".

Laras hugged his sister-in-law, letting her settle for tears.

They had just left the room when Hasbi approached and said Adrian had come to the house.

Dena wiped away her tears, clasping once more the hand of Laras.

Ask her sister-in-law not to tell anything including to Hasbi.

" Please tell Adrian wait a minute, I take a shower".

Dena was still continuing her cries among the water that was soaking her face.

He closed his eyes letting the tears unite with the water, he remembered the man's face once more, deeper and deeper the pain he felt.

Dena came out of the bathroom in her room, and was surprised to find Adrian already sitting in the corner of her bed.

" Dear, are you here?", Dena grabbed a kimono towel wrapped around her body.

Her long hair was wet, making her look even more seductive in Adrian's eyes.

Dena looked a little embarrassed, even though her body was tightly covered by the kimono.

" You don't mind if I'm here?", Adrian told the woman who still hasn't taken off her hand, clutching the end of her towel.

" Eeehh.I, I, I, I will change my clothes" said Dena nervously.

He was afraid if Adrian arrived to pull his towel.

" Just change, I won't see", Adrian chuckles .

" Hey.sad, in a few days we'll be husband and wife. So practice from now on to change clothes in front of me."

Dena's face paled, either nervous or embarrassed.

He stepped closer to his wardrobe, picking up a piece of clothing.

" Dear, turn your body there" Dena pointed at the wall behind Adrian.

" I want to get dressed, promise not to look".

Adrian laughed at Dena who was frightened, instead of obeying Dena's orders he instead got up from his seat and walked towards Dena.

Dena took a few steps back to see Adrian approaching .

" You..want what?", Dena tightened her kimono towel.

" Why are you so scared to see me as if I'm a stranger. I'm your future husband", Adrian put his face close to the woman's face. His hand reached for Dena's waist, until she was in her arms.

He kissed the cold lips that had been soaked by the water. Dena simply resigned herself and then returned the kiss even deeper.

Adrian takes off his kiss, then whispers in his lover's ear .

" You take it easy, I won't do that crazy thing to you even if you're gonna be mine soon".

" I can still hold back my desires until our wedding day arrives".

Dena was getting tighter hugging and leaning her head on the chest of that field.

" Thank you Adrian, you really made me feel good about your embrace. You make me feel the warmth of my first love" Dena said in her heart.

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Give time to be sad

Give it time to cry

Give yourself time to enjoy the pain...

Crying, screaming, staring...

After that, raise your head and smile and say "It's all over".