Love In Butterfly Needles
Let me keep seeing you
" Luke, can you tell me what kind of procedure I need to do if I want to move to the hospital?", asked Dena that morning in Hemodialysis's room.
Adam was receiving a call at the nurse's desk .
Luke, who was measuring Dena's blood pressure, seemed confused by the question.
" What does that mean?", Luke asks .
" I intend to wash the blood at XX hospital".
Luke scrunched his forehead.
" Why move, isn't this the nearest hospital from your house?".
Dena was silent, feeling no need to answer Luke's question.
" Just tell me what do I need to do?".
Luke must maintain his professionalism as a medical professional.
" Alright, first you need to contact the hospital you're going to".
" Ask if there's still an empty slot to wash the blood there".
Luke has not continued his explanation.
" Dena sorry if I was so presumptuous as to ask, what is your reason for personal matters?", asked Lukas in a whisper.
" No, go on with what I need" Dena replied annoyedly.
" If you've got a schedule there, you need a re-screening like you first washed your blood".
" Then ask for a letter of introduction from the specialist who handles you and ask for a referral letter", Luke explained until the procedure was completed.
" Okay Luke, thank you".
Adam walked toward Dena, as usual, who was responsible for pushing the butterfly needle into her.
Luke left them both.
Honestly, Dena was actually embarrassed every time she met this man since the incident in the villa at that time.
He was embarrassed because this man was the only person who had seen every curve of his body without clothes.
This man has also touched her virginity. Doing that crazy thing three times in just a short time.
" Ahhh, I feel disgusted with myself even though I actually enjoy all that" Dena said in her heart .
" Good morning Dena, have you had breakfast?".
Dena nodded, she wanted to avoid having a conversation with this man so that his confidence would not waver.
" I'm stabbing ya, hold it a little bit".
Two butterfly needles have landed pretty on Dena's left arm.
" How is your relationship with Adrian?", asked Adam.
" Well, we're planning on getting married in the near future" Dena deliberately said that.
Adam's face looked upset.
" Dena, I don't understand your way of thinking".
" You love me but why are you married to a man you don't love".
" Who said I don't love Adrian?".
" I love her and I will continue to learn to love whole" Dena's reply sounded stern.
" And what does it mean to all that we've ever done if you're finally married to another man?", Adam still doesn't take it.
No more words could come out of Dena's mouth. I don't know what reason he could answer.
Because he admitted to himself that indeed he did it on the basis of his love and at that time he hoped he would be able to live with the man for the rest of his age.
" Lord, I don't know how much longer I can survive my illness?".
" Is it wrong that I ask that I want to spend the rest of my life with the man I love so much?" tears flowed down her net.
Truly it has become his wish ago, because at this time his hope is to marry Adrian.
" O Adam, you're done with that butterfly needle?".
" Now I want to be alone, leave me alone".
Adam appreciates Dena's remarks, he returns to his table.
" If you need help, just call me" said the sentence again.
Dena did not want to look at the man, as she used to do often, always following his steps.
All Dena has in mind right now is to immediately take care of her file transfer to another hospital . He will ask Hasbi for help to request a schedule at the destination hospital.
He needs a letter of introduction from his specialist. Planning tomorrow will take 1 day off, all consultation on the development of his disease to the doctor.
Tomorrow he wants to be accompanied by Adrian, the man will be his life companion so he needs to know anything about his illness.
" Hello, Adrian are you busy?", Dena contacted Adrian by phone.
" Little Dena, are you in the hospital right now?", considering it's Wednesday.
" Yes, I'm in the hospital".
" Aman, right? no problem?", Adrian asked because Dena did not usually contact while washing blood.
" It's safe".
" Adrian, I'm planning on seeing a specialist tomorrow".
" I'm off work tomorrow, can you take leave tomorrow too?".
" I want you to accompany me".
Of course Adrian will take the time to accompany his lover, a thin smile on his lips. He is happy because his lover is starting to show that he needs Adrian on his side.
" Could Den, today I apply for leave for tomorrow".
" I'll accompany you".
" Thank you Adrian".
" Continue your work, see you later at the office".
" Bye".
" Bye Dena".
" Heart on the road".
Phone's on the lid.
Four hours have been completed.
The butterfly needle has been removed, Dena tidy up the bag and some of the equipment she was carrying.
" Wait for me outside, I need your explanation" said Mas Adam.
" I'm sorry, I hurried to the office", Dena refused.
" Luke said you were planning to move to another hospital?".
" What do you mean?".
" No, I don't think it's every patient's right to decide where to go for dialysis".
" I'm sorry, good day".
Dena left the man who was still staring at her until her back disappeared behind the door.
Not yet how far he had come out of the Hemodialysis room, the man's voice held back his steps .
" Why do you want to get out of my life?", Adam's heavy voice sounded soft.
" Because I want to live a quiet life, understand me".
" I'm also tired of being in the wrong position", Dena's eyes are glassy but she can't stand her tears.
" I know, but you can't let me keep looking at you".
" Even if you see without any more feeling in your heart" said the man with full of grief.
Dena shook her head, then looked down wiping her dripping tears.
" It doesn't matter to me" Dena briefly replied .
" Dena, give me one piece of concrete evidence that my presence never mattered".
" For me to convince my heart that staying this far is the wrong choice".
It felt like Dena heard the sentence that Mas Adam had said.
" With me no longer in the hospital this is proof that your presence is not important to me", Dena chided herself in the heart when the sentence came out she was the most hypocritical person and a loser .
" I need to get home soon"
" Excuse me", Dena half-runningly avoided the man carrying the rest of the pain in her heart.
Adam still stood.
The highest level of pain is when a cry is no longer able to shed tears.
" Dena, I still want to see you".
" If I can't erase your name from my memory, maybe you're underlined to be there".
Man will forget in time.
Adam returns to the Hemodialysis room, his face tangled like someone who has lost the spirit of life .
He who every day always gives encouragement to each patient, in fact today is actually a person who can not be cheered anymore.
Lukas and Laras looked at each other, asking what happened to their senior after he left the room.
They dare not ask.
This news seems to be a discussion of Prohibition and Hasbi when they meet.
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