Love In Butterfly Needles

Confession of love Adam

I could only sit back enjoying the dark.

Looking at you from my place full of bruises.

Really, if this is a test of loyalty then I've won.

If this is called waiting, then really only my heart knows best.

But in fact

Even if I spend my whole life, everything won't be able to take you into my arms.

*** Adam looked up at the sky in her bedroom that night, she left some stuff strewn on the floor the rest of her quarrel with Lisa last night after Risma's wedding reception.

He didn't hinder Lisa's departure at all last night. His mind was really fucked last night. All in her brain was Dena back then. He can no longer tell the difference between the real thing or just his dreams.

He felt he was the meanest husband last night, letting his wife cry and going to his parents' house without even trying to stop him.

Juna's son indeed at that time he left at Lisa's parents' house before they left for the event.

Still vividly remembered in Adam's head, last night's barrage of quarrels with his wife . This is the second time she had a big fight with Lisa during their marriage, and both are based on the same reason "Dena".

It is not appropriate to blame Dena in this situation, having seen how much effort the woman had to go away from Adam's life.

Adam was wrong for this situation, he who could never eliminate his affection for Dena although many times his wife reminded.

He did not know who to talk to over all the problems he faced.

Really, the real definition of loneliness is when you have a lot to tell, but no ear is willing to listen.

Last night after getting out of the hotel parking lot, he drove at such a high speed that it frightened Lisa and clung tightly to the side of the door.

" Oh Adam, why are you?"

" Can you lower your vehicle speed?"

He did not mengubris his wife's words, instead focused more with his anger .

Once at home he goes into the room and doesn't talk to Lisa.

Lisa approached her husband with a sobbing voice.

" I know you're holding your anger"

" But, could you just slightly appreciate my existence".

Adam didn't budge.

" How deeply do you love that woman?", Lisa is very familiar with her husband, she knows the slightest thing that her husband tries to cover from her .

" It's deep", Adam's voice breaks in Lisa's ear .

" You... you . have the heart to play with feelings", Lisa grew louder sobbing.

Adam felt no need to cover up his feelings from Lisa, because this woman was the smartest to read his heart.

" What's wrong with you, huh??"

" What's my lack?"

" I know I'm not as pretty as that woman"

" But don't you remember my struggle to give birth to our son juna?", Lisa's voice grew higher .

Hearing the name of Juna Adam's heart shook violently, in his memory the innocent and innocent face of his only puppet son .

" Oh my God, I sinned against my son".

Lisa increasingly became her cry because she saw Adam who was still silent.

He throws pillows, blankets, whatever is on the bed to channel his anger. Not only that, the goods on the small table next to the bed did not escape his anger. But her husband was still silent not trying to calm her.

" Lisa.", finally came out the voice.

" I'm sorry I hurt you, I don't know why my feelings just flow to that woman"

" You don't blame her, she doesn't know what I'm feeling"

" I'm wrong".

Hearing her husband's words Lisa was losing patience, she screamed while hitting her husband's chest.

" You're telling me not to blame her?"

" You forgot the magnitude of your love for me because of that woman's presence".

" So you're saying you're the only one wrong?".

Lisa is getting as excited, she hopes her husband hugs her then says sorry and calms her down .

But Adam just pecked, let Lisa cry and picked up a suitcase then filled a few sheets of clothes inside her .

" I want to go home to my parents"

" You don't seem to need me anymore" Lisa said bitterly in her slightly weakened tone.

She dragged her suitcase, if at that time her husband held back her departure surely she would still obey him.

But the man had no idea what was on his mind at the time. The blank look that Lisa had not seen in seven years of marriage made Lisa a little horrified .

But he still feels self-respect, surviving a house tonight with a husband who admits to loving other women more deeply than himself is the same as letting himself in the stampede.

Adam didn't even go to work today, he didn't give any news to his colleagues.

His phone accidentally turned off.

Until tonight he still locked himself in the room, no food entered his stomach at all .

The messy room the rest of Lisa's rampage last night, her crumpled stiff face, became a miserable sight in the room.

It turns out that falling in love that is too deep will make someone more deeply hurt.

He sighed softly calling the woman's name .

" Dena, don't you know how deep I want you?"

" Until I ignore my wife"

" You were so proud last night to introduce that man to me".

Adam stared at the clock on the wall of his room, already showing it at eight o'clock at night. Nearly twenty-four hours he locked himself in a room.

He moved from his bed, to the bathroom and then wet his body under the warm water from the shower.

*** The phone that he had nearly twenty-four hours turned off and then turned it back on. No message from Lisa, no message from Dena.

He was more disappointed because Dena did not send him a message to just worry about his feelings for the introduction last night with Adrian. While Lisa, he knew his wife must be so disappointed in him that he had no intention of contacting her at all.

Adam then typed Dena's name in his contact search and decided to contact the woman.

Twice he called no response from Dena. He tried once again, it was on this third call that he heard the soft voice answer his phone.

" Well..."

" Hello Dena, good night sorry I interrupted your break",

Dena scrunched her forehead, what did Adam contact her at night. " Where is his wife" muttered Dena.

" What's wrong?"

Silence had no answer, but Dena could hear the sound of gasping breath on the other end of the phone.

Adam tightened his jaw, still holding back disappointment . Then her warm voice that sounded vibrating answered Dena's question, not answering more precisely behind asking.

" Dena do you know I'm broken?"

" You know I don't know how I'm gonna reassemble the glass I broke?"

" What do you mean Mas, I don't understand", Dena this time really doesn't know what this guy means.

Silence.there is no sound..

But the roaring breath is still heard on the phone.

" I love you"

The words that suddenly slid from Adam's mouth made Dena's tongue feel faint. He did not know how to welcome the feelings that suddenly expressed the man he wanted all this time.

" But Adam didn't really do that?"

" Well, Adam loved me as a little sister, right?", Dena said trembling on the other end of the phone, trying to deny the man's feelings.

" I'm really Dena"

" You know I'm hurt?"

" I even let my wife go because it turns out my heart is too tightly bound to you".

Dena was stunned to hear it all, flashed in her mind the face of Lisa Mas Adam's wife.

" Lord, I really don't want to hurt another woman's heart".

" Pardon me who is mired in the abyss of their marriage".

" Stop your bullshit Mas Adam"

" Why are you so heartbreaking to hurt your wife".

Then Denise hung up the phone.

He held his chest that felt tightened by various kinds of flavors .

Feelings of joy, fear, confusion and sadness all blend in as if to judge him.

While Adam, leaning his back against the wall of the room, he then fell down on the floor holding his head.

He did not know what to choose, even when the woman he loved already knew his feelings he still made the taste crammed in his chest.

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Uhh... Adam why be a bad man the same as his own wife?

Adam had a wife twice, hehehe...

Does Dena want to be Adam's second wife?

Or stay with Adrian?

Duhhh. author so confused kan😄.

Wait for the next episode, the author will rest first... Hand still pegel because butterfly needle kiss🥰🥰# vent#