Love In Butterfly Needles

Love In Butterfly Needles
Butterfly Needle



No man should worry about destiny


For even a leaf has been arranged by God will fall when and where.


We are just a land that lives


No one will stay in life


Everything will change and change..


As things were that day, Dena who had begun to forget her dream of meeting the man again, turned out to be found in this way.


Dena answered Mas Adam's question briefly.


" Airport" said Dena


Adam patted his forehead, finally remembering where he had met the sweet girl before him. Adam patted Dena's shoulder gently, showing empathy for what happened to Dena. Dena was just downcast holding back her tears that were about to fall. He knows, this man must be pity with his fate.


"Patience and keep the spirit yes" I will make sure you will be fine and I will handle your blood washing directly, said Mas Adam.


Luke who heard Mas Adam's words immediately widened his eyes while muttering in his heart, "It's not wrong that his handsome senior was willing to deal directly with the action of hemodialysis in patients,though usually he only monitors his fellow junior colleagues like Luke and his friend's friend"


" Ciihh.. must be because the patient before her is a beautiful young girl, eating her Mas Adam willingly volunteered to deal with her every act of dialysis" the mind of a true single man like Lukas immediately flew where.


Dena smiled, nodding her head to say Mas Adam.


"Alamak....smiling why is this sweet?", single soul Luke instantly thrashed.


Dena was still regulating her thumping breath because from earlier stunned to look at the face of Mas Adam who cooled her heart. He tried to slowly organize his feelings so as not to drag too deep, he said,he did not want to create a wound for himself and also did not want to create a seed of hatred in this man before him who could have objected if he knew Dena even from the beginning of the introduction they had put heart. Because actually expressing feelings without clear commitment is the wrong step as a fighter.


"You're ready, right?" I asked Adam to break Dena's mind.


"It's been a mas, I've even prepared my mentality since yesterday" Dena replied casually accompanied by a small laugh at the corner of her lips, trying to cover her anxiety .


For now and in this first month Dena underwent dialysis still by manual or femoral way because it has not been installed access like other patients. The access can be in the neck known as CDL or double lumen, such as a catheter hose attached to the neck. And there is also AV Shunt access or cimino attached to the arm. But the access can be used after the installation operation. Currently Dena can only perform a femoral blood-washing procedure, which is 1 needle in a puncture in the arm and another in the thigh exactly ************.


Such was the explanation of Mas Adam to Dena, Mother and Brother Anjani before he took action.


The curtain around the place where Dena was closed, only Mas Adam and Luke were inside her while Mother and Sister Anjani waited behind the curtain. Anxiety increasingly hit Dena, it was very desirable when at a time like this he was holding his mother's hand.


Meanwhile Luke handed two needles measuring many times larger than the needle infusion. Butterfly Needles, that's how they name the needle. because the shape looks more like Butterfly.


" Hey butterfly needles, welcome to my life" one day you will always perch on my body, bearing witness to how strong my body is in the face of this pain" Dena said in her heart.


"I puncture now yes, take a deep breath", Mas Adam gave an aba to Dena so that later not surprised when the needle pierced through her skin .


Dena took a deep breath, closing her eyes. Not intending to look in the slightest at his arm that was about to be pierced. Dena grumbled in her heart, "Huuhh, they did not even give a hint of anesthesia to alleviate the pain ".


In a few seconds, a butterfly needle had settled on Dena's right arm. He screamed a small pain feeling his butterfly needle ripping off the surface of his pure white skin.


"It doesn't hurt right?", asked Mas Adam after Dena dared to open his eyes glancing at the presence of a butterfly needle in his arm.


"It doesn't hurt, I even want to shout as loud as he can if I don't think of shame" said Dena


"Later too long you will get used to Den" said Lukas who from the beginning was more silent.


Dena turned her head towards Mas Adam, asking if it was true that a long time ago it would not hurt this much because it was used to it. Adam threw a smile justifying what Luke said.


"Well, now there's another one on the thigh" softly Mas Adam said to Dena, as if Dena was a little boy who was being persuaded by his mother to finish schoolwork.


Adam carefully inserted the Butterfly needle in************** right leg Dena, this time Dena could hold her scream by silencing her own mouth. Dena was able to breathe a sigh of relief after making sure the two needles of Butterfly had perched sweetly on her body. For the next two hours the needle must be in Dena's body.


When the machine starts to operate its task, it,one needle punctured in an arterial vein is in charge of sucking blood from the body to be drained into a hose connected to a blood washing machine to then disposed of poison in it and then flowed back to the the blood vessels pass through one needle of Butterfly that is inserted in the vein of Vein.


Dena saw her blood flowing inside a long hose connected to the machine next to her. It looks like Mas Adam set the speed on the screen of the machine monitor. Shivering his sense Dena saw his own blood spinning towards the machine then back again in the other hose.


The curtain is open, Mother and Brother Anjani can accompany Dena next to him.


"Sick kid?" mother asked worried and a little afraid to see how the process of washing blood on her daughter.


Dena shook her head, she was forbidden to move her legs and hands that were topped with Butterfly needles.


"It turns out, not all butterflies are beautiful" Dena told Mother.


Mother smiled, answering wisely her daughter's statement. " It depends on which side you look at it, son" replied Mother.


Dena digested the words her mother said, then returned with a smile. "Ahh, butterfly needle.... You'll be a witness to my heart's murmur when your master that handsome man thrusts him gently into my body"