Love In Butterfly Needles

Trying to forget

The sound of air conditioning in a room seems to collide with the sound ******* two people who are doing activities at night in bed. The couple seemed excited to enjoy every scene they played.

******* long ending the couple's passionate battle.

Lisa got out of bed, headed for the bathroom to clean herself up. After that as usual he slept with their little son Juna.

" Go to bed, don't sleep late tomorrow you have to work as usual" Lisa reminded her husband while gently dipping her husband's cheek and leaving Adam to sleep alone in the room.

Tomorrow is a day off for almost average employees because tomorrow's date is red, but for employees like Adam there is no term off except on Sunday. They keep working to give their time to patients with hemodialysis, making sure butterfly needles accompany their life-dependent soul with a blood washer.

Adam was still bare-chested, fine hair filling his chest that was fielded. He reluctantly moves out of his already messy bed, showing just how fierce the battle of passion that had been going on between him and Lisa. He picked up his clothes that were lying on the floor, wearing them onto his body that was beginning to feel the cold.

He lay down, trying to close his non-sleepy eyes. But what comes to his mind is the seaut face of a woman, a sweet and beautiful woman in the room Hemodialysis.

" Why did your face come across?"

Den...

Adam tried to remove traces of the face that was still sassy engraved in his wishful thinking. He had promised Lisa not to get too close to Dena. But on the other hand he had already promised his heart to make sure the woman was okay.

He still remembered how this afternoon his wife protested to him for coming home late even though he had previously said the reason that made him late to come home.

" You don't seem to spend too much of your time on that woman".

" Even though you said the woman reminded you of Tania".

" But can you respect me and take care of my feelings, because I'm afraid she could have thought of it all more" Lisa said.

Adam scratched his head that did not itch, he confirmed what his wife said. He must appreciate his wife, all this time Lisa is a submissive woman who does not express many requests to her. This time he asked me to keep my distance from Dena, it would be unfair for me to refuse his request.

Adam sighed, remembering that during their 7 marriages Lisa never made a mistake. Their marriage relationship is harmonious, for the affairs of the bed, the woman is always able to fulfill her passionate desire.

" Love?", somehow that night Adam imagined the face of Dena beautiful, innocent nature that said that he had just first fallen in love.

" Ahh lucky is the man who can make her fall in love"

A little mischievous thought was present in Adam's head, but he hurriedly tepis.

" What the hell am I, it shouldn't have crossed my mind to touch that innocent woman" Adam tried to resuscitate her heart.

An hour had already passed with all the embellished about Dena on her head. He asked himself if he could pretend not to care about the girl. Can he slowly give distance?

Tired he thought, then the man fell asleep because his energy drained while satisfying his wife earlier.

...****************...

As usual, Dad, Mom, Hasbi and Dena each enjoyed their breakfast at the dinner table. Hasbi did not talk much to his sister, he only occasionally looked at the face of Dena who was still as cheerful as yesterday.

" Do I have the heart to remove that smile and replace it with sadness if he had to be forced to forget the man"

" But I don't want my brother to swallow the bitter pill of disappointment".

Dena saw the face of her mother, the mother who was also a wife. He imagined what if Dad loved another woman. Surely many will be hurt, not only mothers but their children as well. It crossed Dena's mind the faces of Lisa and Juna. Last night he really spent his time to think whether the words Hasbi who begged him to forget Mas Adam should he fulfill.

He summed up a lot last night, starting to slightly lower his selfishness. Realizing how valuable she is despite her current shortcomings, especially she is not a healthy woman who is desired by every man to give birth to her children. But that doesn't mean he has to be low because it damages other people's households.

" I'll try to slowly keep my distance from Mas Adam" Dena said softly half in a whisper.

" But please don't push me too much, because I also need time", Dena said with her gaze.

Pride towards his older brother slightly ranted in Hasbi's heart, see how much his older sister was willing to try to forget her first love. Hasbi is getting more determined to find her brother a job to fill his busy life every day. Of course this is already with all considerations, considering the end of this condition his brother arguably already stable despite having to keep a routine dialysis.

" I'm sure Kak Dena can forget it, just like me today who has almost succeeded in eliminating the name Amira in my heart" said Hasbi also felt how difficult it was to get through that phase.

Hasbi said goodbye to her sister, then left for work. Along the way to the office, he seemed to arrange an agenda today to meet one of the officials of the SOE Company that he knew very closely because he established cooperation with the Company where he worked. Of course with a purpose, recommend her sister. He has no doubts about Dena's ability to work, a hard worker who used to be very ambitious in pursuing a career.

*** In a building, on the fifth floor...

That afternoon Hasbi finally succeeded with all his plans, a small thing for the company's top brass if only just accept Dena as Accounting staff there.

But Hasbi still asked the man he called Mr. Irawan to still accept Dena work because of his brother's ability. He made sure his older brother would still pass some tests from this Company to find out his older brother's abilities. He just recommended it.

" Okay, Mr. Irawan, thank you for your help"

" Tomorrow I will ask my brother to come here with a file of application and interview directly with the Father", Hasbi said goodbye while shaking tightly Mr. Irawan's hand.

One plan is almost successful he run, he hopes this can be the first step for his brother to smooth the intention of forgetting the man.

Hasbi intends to accompany her brother in the blood washing schedule the day after tomorrow, she wants to make sure that her brother is really with his words.

"If it was necessary that I myself would speak to the man to stop paying special attention to his older brother", Hasbi looked a little furious, clutching tightly at the steering wheel.

Hasbi grabbed her phone, tried to contact her sister to ask her to prepare a cover file for tomorrow.

" Hasbi afternoon, what are you calling me this afternoon" Dena's typical voice on Hasbi's phone sounded loud.

" Kak Dena can prepare a job application letter today, tomorrow I will deliver my sister to PT XX (name of BUMN Company which tomorrow will be his sister's coming)".

He told his brother that the company was in need of an accountant.

Across there Dena was heard squealing in excitement, she was so confident of her abilities in her field.

" Thank you Hasbi for the information, I'll get the files ready right now", dena's voice sounded so excited that she immediately turned off her phone regardless of the real Hasbi still wanted to talk.

Hasbi smiled imagining how her sister's joyful face was.

" Finally, Kak Dena can still smile without reason, a man named Adam was".

Hasbi always wanted to ensure her brother's current happiness was the main thing for him. Wasn't so much that he relented to make sure his brother was still living the day well.

Then a sense of sadness lingered spoiled in his mind, the spark of longing for the presence of love again greeted.

He mumbled softly, though,

" I've tried as hard as I can to stop looking for Amira's situation".

" Am I now ready for the arrival of a new occupant who will fill the empty space of my heart?".

"May the universe meet me with the right person when we are equally ready" ( HOPE).