Love In Butterfly Needles

I'm not a virgin anymore

" Dear, I'm sorry if I'm so hard to contact", Adrian apologized back to Dena when they met at home.

Dena nodded, in her heart she was grateful so she did not need to ask permission to come to Mas Adam's house .

" Dear, I'd like to take you to my best friend's Wedding Organizer's wedding dress gallery that will handle our wedding reception".

" You know, our marriage is not long. So I want you to choose which wedding dress you're going to wear".

" Yes baby, I'll come along", between excited and not.

" ye.. Dena why you are, you should be happy why even confused yourself", Dena cursed herself inwardly.

" Dear, there's actually something I want to talk about", Adrian hesitates to say this .

" Yes, say what's wrong?".

" Eemmm.. You see.So, Brother Radit still thinks badly of you. I know it's all because of Lisa", Adrian looked at her lover's face, afraid to make her sad .

" Yes, I know".

" And I can understand that" said Dena.

" The thing is, Radit's telling me to cancel our marriage".

Dena has not had time to answer what Adrian buru buru continued his sentence.

" But you don't have to worry, I'll marry you even without Radit's blessing".

Dena took a deep breath..

" Dear, why did you do that?You're not afraid your fraternity will fall apart because you're willing to marry me?".

Adrian shaking.

" I don't want any quarrel with Radit's sister, but I love you so much too. I deserve to fight for what I want".

" One day Radit will also understand and long ago can accept you if later we are married" Adrian assured Dena.

" After marriage, I will leave our parents' house. I've bought a house for us, after marriage we'll stay there", Adrian holding Dena's hand proves how serious she is with that woman.

" Thank you for your love and sincerity, I promise I will repay you with the same love".

" Let's go now, my friend is waiting in the gallery".

****

They have arrived at a two-story shophouse owned by Adrian's best friend.

" Hey.. Adrian how are you?", a slightly fat man shook Adrian's hand.

" Good dra, know this from my future wife".

" Dear, this is Indra she's the owner of the Wedding Organizer that I chose for our wedding later".

Dena and Sensa shook hands.

" Wahh.. You did not know for a long time to contact me just want to get married" Indra said with a laugh.

" Please choose which costume you like. But I'm sure whatever your choice will definitely look good because your lover is very beautiful and you with your athletic body are of course handsome wearing any clothes", Indra praised the lovers.

Dena and Adrian have chosen the dress they will wear.

A modern kebaya for marriage. And two dresses with a gold Ball Gown model and a long white mermaid dress for the wedding reception.

Adrian admires her lover who is getting prettier when doing wedding dress fittings.

He imagined later on their wedding day, of course this woman will amaze everyone.

Adrian never looked at the lack of Dena, whatever it was in his eyes this woman was so perfect.

" Dear, one by one it's all done. Later we just choose the building for the reception and catering", Adrian is still eager to discuss about their wedding when already in the car.

The closer to the wedding day it felt as if Dena's feelings were getting more erratic.

Not because of the thought of wedding preparations, but Dena wanted to find the right time to say a big secret that she still kept.

And, today it feels like Dena decided she wanted to tell Adrian .

He wants no more burden on his heart, he does not want Adrian just know on their first night. It would be even more painful for him.

" Dear, I want to talk to you. But not here, then at home yes".

" What talk, why don't you say it here?", Adrian was curious.

It's impossible for Dena to say it now while Adrian is driving.

" Let's be home later".

***

Adrian as usual lay relaxed on the sofa in front of the television, Dena was making her lover's drink.

No one was home, Hasbi as usual at the weekend stayed at her in-laws' house. Mom and Dad saw her at Anjani's house.

" Because drink, warm tea for you".

Adrian sat down, sipping tea made by Dena .

Dena hesitated to start talking, but all the risks she had considered were mature.

" Dear.. eemm.aku".

" Well, what's wrong, you said you had something to talk about. Say it".

Adrian took a breath.

" Dena. what other secrets do you want to reveal this time" Adrian said in his heart.

" I wanted to ask you before. What does virginity matter to you when you marry a woman?".

Adrian frowned at the question.

" It's important to me, because I've always kept myself from doing that before marriage".

" How about I. eemmm..."

Adrian observed the face of Dena who seemed afraid to speak.

" What's the matter, what else are you hiding from me?", Adrian had already prepared himself to swallow the disappointment.

" What if I'm not a virgin anymore, do you still want to marry me?"

" Hey. You actually want to ask or declare? I'm still faint with your words", Adrian's face has started to change.

" I'm sorry, I.eemmm.I'm actually not a virgin anymore", Dena lowered her head not daring to look at Adrian's face.

The man fell silent, digesting again the word he had just heard.

" What do you mean, huh?".

Adrian's chest was already filled with anger.

" Say once again !!!! ", Adrian did not speak in a usually soft tone of voice.

" I'm no longer a virgin, I'm sorry to you", Dena covered her face with both hands.

" Why you always let me down, I don't know what to do with you anymore", Adrian felt like the stupidest man in the world.

" Tell me, who you're doing it with, huh... Did you do it when you were my lover?", Adrian's scream made Dena shriek.

" I'm sorry I can't tell you" Dena's answer like this only makes Adrian more and more black.

" Dena, look at me.!!!", Adrian's tone declined but it was still clear he was disappointed.

Dena ventured to look into the eyes that were currently being controlled by the emotions being held back.

" I'm sorry, I've disappointed you".

" Dena, tell me what's wrong with me until you keep disappointing me? Is it because you know that I always forgive all your mistakes and keep you from hurting me?", Adrian is powerless to be angry.

" Adrian, just an apology I can say to you. Now I've resigned to all your decisions".

" You. Just now when I picked out the wedding dress for you I felt like I was the lucky guy to have you. But now, you're ruining my happiness again".

" Tell me, who's the man?", a question that Adrian doesn't really need to ask. Because he knows who the other man than himself has ever been in Dena's heart .

Dena shook her head hard.

" I'm sorry, I can't say that".

" Yes, you don't have to say that because I'm gonna find out myself".

Adrian hardens his jaw, imagining his lover doing that disgusting thing with another man.

" I took care of you so much, so as not to do that. But why do you do it with someone else. Tell me if you really want that, I'll do it!!!".

Denas silent, he did not dare to answer.

" Are you happy to do that with that guy, huh??".

" I'm sorry, it's all happening out of my control" Dena started sobbing.

" Hhhh.have kept your tears. I was disappointed to see your body touched by another man, and I just didn't want to do more. But it turns out you.. You did that cheap thing".

" I don't know what else to do, you know I love you so much. I can't get angry and leave you. But what's your reply to me, Dena?", Adrian squeezes his hair, holds tight. If she's a woman, her tears may have been rushing.

" I'm home", Adrian got up from his seat.

" Adrian wait.I'm sorry I let you down", Dena pulled the hand of her lover.

Adrian took it off.

" Once, I want to be alone. If I stay here I'm afraid I can't hold back my anger".

" I've been really disappointed this time".

Adrian really left, leaving Dena who was still crying.

Somehow the fate of their marriage will be. Dena has resigned to all Adrian's decisions.

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Hhmm... thought Adrian canceled his wedding plans huh?

Does he still accept Dena after he knows?

Next episode is even more exciting.

Little leak yes, Adrian met Adam🤫

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