Love In Butterfly Needles

Love In Butterfly Needles
Thank you for your Sacrifice



After returning from Mas Adam's house, Dena saw Adrian still asleep. He held Adrian's forehead, it was cold.


He wanted to close all the doors of all anxiety and give a distance between himself and the world.


But she can't just stop worrying about Adrian, her husband is not okay.


Dena then clasped Adrian's hand, kissing him repeatedly. He stared at the face that sacrificed so much for him.


Dena recalls vividly the memory of her introductions to Adrian. How the first time he came to greet Dena with his simple behavior.


Reasoned wants to be friends and preoccupy Dena with her various concerns. Really, Dena didn't like it at all.


For Dena at that time Adrian was just an Aligator who was busy spreading traps just to find prey.


But for some reason, it was on his figure that Dena eventually fell in love. Silly right?


Adrian opened his eyes, he woke up to the sound of crying Dena.


" Why are you crying?", her voice sounded very slow.


Dena hugged her husband, getting firmer as she pleased in Adrian's chest.


" Why did you do that for me?", Dena pulled her hug from Adrian's chest and looked at the man.


Adrian was silent, he no longer wanted to pretend not to know what Dena meant.


" I don't need a new kidney, if it's yours. Why are you so stupid", Dena endlessly kissed the back of Adrian's hand.


" You deserve to be happy baby, I'll give you whatever I have for you" Adrian said softly.


" I just need you to give me your love and affection, believe me I'm happy enough with that" Dena denied Adrian's words.


Adrian smiles, plays his wife's hair with his index tip.


" You're the prettiest girl I've ever seen, stop making your face ugly by crying" Adrian tried to divert the conversation.


Dena doesn't want to smile at all.


" I can't forgive myself if anything happens to you".


" That's it, don't blame anyone baby. My condition wasn't good even before I donated my kidney. Let me do something valuable for you before I leave because I want you to keep hitting me", Adrian's eyes also glazed over.


" You're stupid, you're stupid, you're stupid" Dena kept shouting.


" This letter, why are you so desperate to do this even by asking for help from Mas Adam", Dena pointed to some sheets of paper that he had thrown in front of Mas Adam.


" I hope you don't blame my dear Adam, I forced him. He tried to prevent me, your family and Radit's brother were all against me but I really wanted to do that" Adrian said.


" No, I won't forgive anyone for letting you do that".


" I can survive even with my damaged kidney, but you? Look at you being so weak for donating your kidneys to me".


Adrian shook his head, then smiled.


" I'm sincere with everything I do, don't worry about me".


Dena knows Adrian forced his smile, he actually endured the pain.


" Let's go to the hospital, let's control your surgical wound. You look like you're holding back the pain" said Dena.


But Adrian refused, he really did not want to deal with the hospital anymore. Simply being beside his son and wife for him is better than handling from a doctor.


That day, Adrian just spent his time in the room. With Dena and Noah.


" Dear, you remember you once said you wanted to take me back to Bali?", Dena asked Adrian.


Adrian nodded.


" Of course I remember, and then you said you wanted to go back to Bali with our son".


" You want us to go there? I beg you to go to the hospital, you must recover".


Adrian smiling.


" In my circumstances like this I'm ready to go there for you".


" I want to look at the sunset with you and Noah".


Dena cries at Adrian's request.


" No, you're so weak now ".


" Later if your condition has improved, then we will go there".


Adrian hugged his wife and son in turn.


" You don't have to thank me, for me this is not a sacrifice but an obligation to make you happy".


Honey, I want to be a star in your night sky, but I realize my light is too dim to glow.


A few days passed, Adrian's condition continued to decline. He had a high fever, sometimes a tightness in his chest made him scream in his hold.


Radit repeatedly forced her to go to the hospital. But Adrian's decision remains the same, he just wants to be at home cared for his wife.


That afternoon Mother and Father and Laras and Hasbi also came to the house because Dena informed of Adrian's declining condition.


" Dear, you want to help me?", asked Adrian stammered while holding tightness in his chest.


" Of course, say it".


" Please call Mas Adam, ask him to come home now".


" what?? Why don't you tell her to come here, we have no more business with her", Dena disagrees with Adrian's request this time.


" Just follow what I ask, tell Mas Adam I told him to come".


" Do you want my condition to improve?".


Dena let out a long sigh, not understanding the meaning of Adrian who wanted to meet Mas Adam.


" All right, I'll call him".


Dena was forced to reach for a cell phone then called the man who still made her angry at this time.


" Hello, Adam's".


" Yes, what did you call me?", replied Mas Adam astonished.


" Adrian asked me to call you, he wants Mas Adam to come to our house now. Can ya?".


Adam was silent for a moment, and thought.


" I'm sorry Dena, I can't seem to ".


Not because he did not have time to come to Adrian's house, but he did not want to enter the center of Adrian and Dena's life again.


" Adrian's condition continues to deteriorate, I also do not know why he wanted to meet with Mas Adam. I hope Mas Adam can come, so he's not disappointed".


Mas Adam could not bear to imagine Adrian's weak condition at this time, especially hearing Dena pleading like that. He let out a long sigh, then without saying what he hung up the phone.


Dena know, Mas Adam must still be disappointed with his attitude a few days ago.


Adam grabbed the keys to his vehicle, although his lips said he could not come to see Adrian but still the feeling of compassion for a man who sacrificed so much for the woman he loved was unable to make him not to meet the small request to meet this time.


Throughout the journey, Adam continues to expand his heart, accepting the fact that he must always be in the life of Adrian and Dena.


He wants to try not to care, but the funny thing is that he longs to keep loving again and again.


He realized that he could not resist jealousy when he was between Adrian and Dena.


But for him, he did not like to spoil his jealousy. He just wants to love simply. Without a word, there is no need to be revealed, but there will always be .


As of this moment, he still came and will always be there for the woman. He could not bear to see Dena who was sad with Adrian's condition worsening.


Adam arrived at Adrian's house, the door was open at that time. And Dena who welcomed his arrival did not expect the man would come after earlier on the phone he said he could not.


Adam said nothing, only with his warm and calm gaze let Dena who opened her voice first let her in.


This time I deliberately didn't greet you, so you know what it's like to be stabbed in a longing prick in a pseudo-room.


" O Adam, thank you for coming" Dena said quietly.


The man just nodded without making a sound.


" Go to the room, Adrian is waiting for you" said Dena.


Adam followed Dena from behind.


Why did you take me to be in your room, the room where you spent a long night full of fondness and de*ah.


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In fact, the biggest enemy we have to face is not reality, but a wide variety of memories that are always sustainable.


Hhhmmm, it seems like Mas Adam recalled how he had once united his body with Dena.


I thought Adrian would do anything to ask Mas Adam to come see him?


Don't be bored to wait for the continuation yes, although the author is still slow up🙏🥰