Love In Butterfly Needles
There will always be
That morning after receiving a call from Mom, Adam hurried to get dressed.
He drives his car to the house of the woman who is in need of him.
Arriving at the house, Mother immediately told Mas Adam to go into the room to meet Dena.
Adam was wearing a short-sleeved shirt that had all his buttons accidentally opened so that the black shirt with the letter "D" was read.
I don't know when he bought the T-shirt, which certainly initials the letter shows how a woman named Dena still faithfully fills his heart. The sturdy body and its charisma-filled nature so make the eyes cool looking.
He opened the door without knocking, because he knew it would be useless to do that and waited for Dena to answer with her psychic condition that was still unstable.
Mas Adam went into the room, found Dena curled up at the end of the mattress hugging Adrian's clothes.
" Good morning Dena", Mas Adam greeted the woman.
There was no answer, the woman was silent like a frightened man.
Adam touched Dena's back, asking her to turn around.
" Sit down, don't sleep in that position. Your surgical scars haven't dried up completely".
But still Dena did not budge.
Mas Adam sighed a long, seemingly useless breath continues to force it in this way.
Adam then came out of the room, then returned with Noah in his arms.
Adam brought Noah closer beside Dena.
" Dena, this is Noah wanting you to hold him. Come here, Noah also said he was hungry and wanted to eat with you", Mas Adam's soft voice this time could be digested by Dena.
He turned his body, but did not intend to sit down.
" Mama.", Noah's little voice that had just learned to speak, kept calling out to Dena.
" Sit down, Noah longs to be embraced by his mother", Mas Adam put Noah on the bed, then reached out one hand towards Dena helping her to sit down.
" Well, I see", Mas Adam then raised Noah to sit on Dena's lap.
At once the woman cried, kissing the head of Noah who was now an orphan.
" Cry, I will not forbid you to cry", Adam let the woman vent for a moment how she felt.
A few minutes later, Dena hugged Noah.
" Have you cried?", Mas Adam rubbed Dena's cheeks wet with tears.
Dena was only silent but her sobbing almost subsided.
Mas Adam took the porridge on a tray that has been prepared Mbok Nah.
" Now eat yes, Noah wants to eat with you too".
Dena remained silent, not answering what.
" You're going to Adrian's grave today?".
Hearing that, Dena looked up at her head and looked at Mas Adam and nodded.
" I'll take you there, but you have to eat. If you don't eat then you pass out at the grave how? hehehe", Adam laughed a little to comfort Dena.
Adam did not need to wait for Dena's answer, he directly directed the spoon containing porridge to Dena's mouth.
The woman opened her mouth.
" Will Noah eat the same Mama?", Mas Adam then feed Noah and Dena alternately.
Noah laughed open his round eyes, looking at him was the same as looking at Adrian and it made Adam increasingly remember this time Noah was his responsibility even though there was no blood relation at all.
The baby boy tried to reach for Mas Adam's chin, as he used to do with his papa, Adrian. It seems that Adam reminded him of Adrian.
A few minutes of porridge in the bowl was up. Mas Adam smiled, then held Noah and held him.
" Smart kid, same Om yes. Mama let me take a shower" said Mas Adam.
" Dena, shower. You don't want to come to see Adrian with such a dull face".
For now, Dena is obedient to everything Mas Adam commanded. He got out of his bed and went into the bathroom .
Adam came out of the room and took Noah and gave it to Mom.
" How's Adam, does Dena want to eat?".
Adam smiled and nodded.
" Mom, Noah also ate earlier. Now Dena's taking a shower".
I said a lot of thanks to Mas Adam, this man was able to calm his daughter.
" Later in the afternoon, I will take Dena to Adrian's tomb" said Mas Adam.
" Just do what Adam's son thinks is good for Dena".
After noon, Mas Adam kept his promise to bring to Adrian's tomb.
They both stepped into the grave. The voice of Azan was earthy in the cloudy sky that afternoon.
Dena sat down in front of the tomb that was still filled with flowers on top of her.
" Don't cry, Adrian won't like it if you cry" Mas Adam reminded before Dena shed her tears.
" Dear, I came to see you. I had a hard time sleeping last night, were you cold last night?".
Mas Adam let Dena keep talking as if Adrian was lying next to her.
The cloudy sky was getting black hanging, the tiny drops of rainwater began to fall to the earth.
" Dena, let's get back to the car. Soon it was raining heavily", Mas Adam pulled the hand of Dena who was still reluctant to move.
" Adrian will also be rained, I still want to accompany him" said Dena.
Rain drops increasingly rushing over the earth, making Mas Adam stunned run holding Dena's hand to quickly get to the car.
They got into the car half wet. Mas Adam took a small towel and dried Dena's face wet with rainwater.
The woman was still silent, there was no expression on her face.
Mas Adam stared at the sad face of Dena, red lips without her lipstick that always looks tempting to make the heart of Mas Adam beat without knowing the frequency.
He tries to resist all passions that just appear. He is a man, humane it feels if he does not last long staring at the woman he still loves. Mas Adam still remembers the last time he made out when he and Dena were in a beachfront villa.
" Aahhh stupid, can I remember that again", Mas Adam cursed himself.
He had not yet turned on the engine of the vehicle, only enjoying the silence between the two of them.
" Dena, we're going home now. Looks like it'll be a long time to wait for the rain to stop and you want to go back to the tomb".
" I still want to be with Adrian" Dena's voice softly sounded.
" Hhhmmm ", Mas Adam's breath sounded heavy and long. He had to give understanding to Dena many times.
" You can't keep going like this, I know you love Adrian so much, but your life has to go on".
" Life is like that, never separated from the word let go, let go, lose".
Dena threw her gaze to the left side staring at the burial area.
" Did I really lose Adrian?", he asked slowly.
Adam grabbed the woman's chin, asking Dena to turn her gaze toward him.
" You may have lost her body, but you'll never lose her love ".
" As long as any moment, Adrian lives on inside you. Didn't he leave one of his kidneys for you?".
Hearing Mas Adam's words, Dena held her stomach. Groping the scars of the operation, he closed his eyes as if trying to feel the presence of Adrian through the kidneys embedded in his body.
Then he opened his eyes after taking a deep breath.
" Let's go home, Mas", Dena finally collapsed as well.
" When I go home I want you to no longer be sad, you have to smile. Inviting Noah to play, he must have missed your laugh".
The car that Mas Adam was driving in slowly left the burial area.
They arrived home when the rain was almost gone.
Radit's brother turns out to be home, waiting for Dena's return. He wanted to see how his sister-in-law was doing after Adrian's departure.
Radit's brother didn't just come alone, he was with his wife Lisa.
" How are you Dam?" , Radit greeted Adam first.
" Good dit, how are you?".
" I'm fine too. Thank you so much yes, you've helped Dena a lot ".
Adam is nodding.
Meanwhile, Lisa did not want to talk to her ex-husband. He chose to accompany Dena into the room, changing her wet clothes.
" I heard from Mom's story, about Adrian's request before he died", Radit continued their conversation.
Adam certainly knew what Radit meant.
" Yes, I promised Adrian to fulfill his request ", said Mas Adam.
" You know the real me who's responsible for taking care of Dena and Noah, because I'm Adrian's brother".
" But as you can see, I now have Lisa and a child.It would be hard for me to give Dena and Noah time. Anyway.I'm afraid Lisa's jealous if I pay too much attention to Dena".
" So I'm asking for help, you're taking care of Dena and Noah. You got it, right?".
Adam nods and smiles to convince Radit that he will do it all without being asked.
It may be about the long journey of a long-forgotten soul alone.
Adam then said goodbye, Dena herself who drove him to the front door of the car when the rain had completely subsided.
The smell of wet soil and leaves after rain was pierced coolly in their smell. Creating a feel of peace in the heart of Adam at that time, looking at the woman he must now take care of.
" I'm going home, yeah, you promised me tonight I'd sleep. Don't torture yourself by constantly crying".
" Yes, I promise".
" Thank you for accompanying me to visit Adrian's grave".
As Adam breathed a sigh of relief, he could finally hear Dena speaking logically. It seems he is starting to accept the fact that Adrian is now different from his nature.
Hopefully tomorrow Dena continues like this, Mas Adam hopes in his heart.
On his way home, Adam tethered the busy aamiin he was praying about.
And, for you my girl...
The place where all longs are united
My soul is busy sometimes
Back to trying to seduce the count of time
So that we are synchronized with the meeting
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