Love In Butterfly Needles

Get out of the world you love

For a name that is no longer

I can talk to you.

Let it shake the distance

which is stretched.

To break the promise in the end

just busy passing by

Laughing at the faithful who now only

bertang.

Remembering the real worry

just making a stretch.

And, I'm the loser

Who let taste play tricks on me

rehashing.

Without caring about the tears

falling berlinang.

Or just understand the wounds that have been

nest first.

And for you that I can only remember now.

Adam came out of the HRD Room with bowed steps.

However heavy this decision was, yet he had thought of her matured.

Earlier in the HRD room he submitted his resignation letter from the hospital which for nine years became his place of work.

The long night became his place to tell about his empty feelings.

He loved the world that he had been in all this time, being a medical staff helping patients wash their blood, devoting himself in the Hemodialysis Room with butterfly needles.

But at the end of this, his love for the world was even a boomerang for himself. He was so tormented at the sound of the alarm in the machine, hated when holding the butterfly needle, the nurse when sweeping the view to the whole room and he could not find the woman he wanted to take care of with his heart.

To this day he is determined to unanimously provide a letter of resignation to the HRD room . He returned to Hemodialisa's room, his face seemed to have no spirit whatsoever.

" Luke, today may be the last day I work" Adam told his colleague.

Because 1 week ago he had faced HRD to tell his intentions and there was already a replacement for his position.

" sthat mean? Did Adam leave work?", Luke still did not understand the last purpose of his work.

" No, I applied for resign and HRD approved it earlier".

" Huh... Mas Adam is not kidding right?", Luke still does not believe because he knows his senior is already nine years loving his work.

" I'm serious, I'm sorry that during my stint I may have made a lot of mistakes" Adam said flatly.

" Had Adam got a better job offer?".

Adam shook his head.

" No, I want to leave this world of mine".

" I want to continue my business".

Luke doesn't understand this senior's way of thinking, but he can guess what exactly is the reason he wants to stop with all the things related to hemodialysis.

It turns out that love can also kill our love for something.

Adam then called Laras and also Risma. The current barrel has begun to be able to move and work as usual, although in the morning still often nausea and vomiting.

Laras, Risma and Lukas held back tears as Mas Adam apologized for his shortcomings all along.

He did a job handover to his junior junior.

" Love your present work".

" It is a noble work, helping the sick with a sincere heart, encouraging them".

The words that came out of his mouth instead stabbed his own heart. He still remembered how he encouraged the woman he considered special, he still remembered how sincere he loved her until he gave her his whole heart .

Laras, Risma and Luke embrace a man in front of those they already consider their own brother. Years of serving together in the Hemodialysis Room made it hard for them to separate.

But he tried to show a tough face as if he was okay.

" ye..Barrels don't cry".

" We can still meet, I'm still in town".

Laras even more rapidly let out tears, followed by Risma who also sobbed. Luke just rubbed his nose that was already red .

" Our Adam, promise to continue our friendship with us and the extended family in this Hemodialysis room" said Lukas.

" Of course", he answered briefly.

But I'm sorry to see this Hemodialysis Room again I don't think I'll be able to, Adam's mind.

That day was a full day in the hemodialysis Room. Seeing the sight of the patients who have finished washing blood one by one hugging the warm man, releasing the departure of the man who has helped them a lot, dedicating himself with full sincerity.

Adam finally could not help but cry that from the morning he tried to endure and cover with his face that usually looks calm.

The patient in the room already thought they were all family, especially the kind nurse who always patiently handled them.

He was finished today, he stared fixedly at the white uniform he was wearing. As soon as he squeezed his chest, he took off his clothes replacing them with regular t-shirts.

In his eyes again the Hemodialysis Room was to all directions for the last time.

He stared at the machine that always melodious sounding with his alarm, he looked at the bed at the end there, where he usually looked at the woman from a distance.

Last time he stared at the butterfly needle that bore witness to his deep love for the woman.

" Bye everyone, I don't want any memories in this room".

Adam steps up and leaves the Hemodialysis Room, released once more by the embrace of his three colleagues.

He walked slowly down the hospital hallway, he felt in every breath his sharp piercing into his chest. Like a butterfly needle that always perched sweet in the hands of women who made him leave the world he loved.

" Dena, you know I'm alive now but I actually feel dead?".

" Are you happy now without me?".

*** During the afternoon, when Dena was home from work Laras approached her .

Laras lives together at Hasbi's parents' house after they get married.

She was actually hesitant to talk about Mas Adam to Dena, especially if it was up to Hasbi, she would be scolded by her husband.

But he felt Dena needed to know it, because after all Dena had undergone hemodialysis handled by Mas Adam .

Hasbi had not come home from her office back then when Laras told her what happened today at her place of work .

" Sister Dena, I want Kak Dena to know something" said Laras still doubtful .

" something? What Race?".

" Eemmm. This is it, Brother, Mas Adam from today is no longer working in the Hemodialysis Room".

" He decided to give up his dialysis nurse profession".

Dena was determined to hear the words of Laras, but she refrained from asking more deeply. He did not want Laras to be suspicious and knew that he was still thinking about the man .

But the story of today's events continues to flow from Laras' mouth.

Dena went into her room, slammed her body into the bed .

Putting both hands in wet eyes .

He could feel the deep pain that the man felt to make a big decision like this.

Love has made him lose many things .

Dena took her cell phone, then looked for the man's contact .

Connected calls.

" Hello.happy afternoon".

then silence, silence no one can start a conversation.

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Hhmm.. suppose what would Dena say when calling Mas Adam?

Did Dena hesitate again this time?

Keep up with the next story in the upcoming episode update.

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