Love In Butterfly Needles

You'll be sorry

Drops of dew are still wet coloring the leaves in the yard of the house Dena, grass green grass was still lying condense when Dena's feet began to climb step by step above her barefoot.

The day still shows at 05:30 but Dena is already excitedly walking around her yard, smiling while smelling the scent of red roses that are very beautiful on the potted flowers lined owned by her mother.

Yes, that day was his fifth dialysis schedule. For some reason, Dena began to get excited about every schedule of his arrival to the Hemodialysis Room. The night was long for him just to wait for the morning. Of course, the reason for his happiness is to meet the man, even though there is no progress at all for his love. Dena did not even have a phone number Mas Adam, more precisely he did not dare to ask for it. Though Dena really hope every message that goes in her phone is a number that she does not know, which turns out to be Mas Adam. But up to 2 weeks of their meeting there is no sign of Mas Adam to contact her just offer to ask her if there are things that need to be asked.

Whereas in each patient Map there is a mobile number of patients who can be contacted, "Hhmmm, maybe I'm not so important to him" said Dena

But that's okay, enough for Dena to just silently stare at the warm face of the man, admiring every word that was said from his lips. That was enough for her, enough to just give her the spirit she underwent hemodialysis.

Only an incoming message from Luke had ever been received. Without further ado, the man sent a short message telling her it was his cell phone number. Asking in the morning at night, what is it? again where? Dena lazily responded to her, only briefly replying to every message from Luke. Actually Luke is a man who is fun to talk to, he is humorous, handsome, has a proportional posture for a man. But unfortunately, Dena is not interested in getting to know the man more deeply . Luke did not give up on Dena, but he sent a message of little concern to Dena, even though she knew Dena was indifferent to him.

Dena was still climbing the still wet grass with a small hum, from a distance Hasbi looked at her older sister with a slight feeling of relief. At the end of this he saw his older brother slightly able to smile, although his body condition was still unstable. Dena still often feel dizzy, vomiting even tight despite having dialysis for four times . From the information that Hasbi heard from his mother, it is indeed commonplace to happen at the beginning of hemodialysis therapy. Later over time, his body will find dry weight so that it feels comfortable like normal conditions. Dena just needs to keep the intake that goes into her body, making sure the hemoglobin levels in her blood in normal numbers. It will all start to improve, she said.

That day Hasbi had promised her brother, who would accompany her to the hospital. Hasbi deliberately took time off work, she wanted to see firsthand how the dialysis therapy was because from the beginning she had never accompanied her sister because of the busyness in her office towards the end of the month.

*** An hour later, Dena is ready to go to the hospital. She polished thin makeup on her face, with nude colored lipstick giving a natural impression on her face that already looks beautiful.

Hasbi drove the vehicle at a moderate speed, the distance from home to the hospital was only taken with approximately 15 minutes, so Hasbi was not too rushed to race with time. Behind the wheel, the man threw his thoughts to the woman he loved but had hurt him with his decision yesterday afternoon. Dena glanced at her sister, trying to guess what she was thinking about her younger brother.

" How's Amira doing?" asked Dena to start a conversation.

Hasbi who was daydreaming, wavered when asked about Amira. He gulped his saliva, rubbed his rough face, puzzled to give what answer.

" Your relationship is fine, right?", asked Dena as if she caught something else between Hasbi and her lover.

Hasbi is always eager to answer any questions about her lover.

Shut up for a moment, set the breath that stinged because of hearing the name Amira said.

" actually..... ", hasbi hesitated to continue with her words

Dena stared intently at Hasbi, hinting for Hasbi to continue her words.

" We're not doing well, brother", finally the sentence came out of Hasbi's mouth.

Dena widened her eyes, shocked to hear Hasbi's confession. How can he say their relationship is not good while the wedding plan is in sight.

" We decided to postpone the marriage.... Ehhh, I don't mean us", Hasbi continued.

" You're still sane, right?"

" What reason would make you make such a stupid decision?" Dena hit Hasbi's arm.

Hasbi complained of the pain of rubbing her arm swab.

Hasbi is now in a dilemma, he doesn't even know what to answer. Because there was no way he could tell the real reason he was resigning their marriage. Surely this big brother of his will be furious and will feel even more guilty.

" I'm just not ready to get married next month, there's a promotion plan for me and I think I should focus on my job and my career first" , Hasbi was forced to lie to her sister.

" Fool, there's no end to it if you're pursuing a career" remember, don't you get your girl hurt! Or you'll regret it for the rest of your life"., said Dena felt riled up by the reasons expressed by her sister.

" Deeggg.." , Hasbi's heart instantly skipped a beat hearing what her sister said. " What if what Kak Dena said really happened, what if my decision would even be a regret for the rest of my life?"

Hasbi wiped away the cold sweat that was coming out around his forehead, he really did not think at all about the worst possibility like that would happen. He glanced at his older brother who still looked riled up at the small grumbling of his stupidity . Hasbi stared at the thin body of her older sister who once looked contained and fresh, the chronic disease was eating away at her body weight. The radiance of his eyes was not as beautiful as before, but Hasbi still saw a burning spirit in every look in his eyes. "Aahhhhh...how could my brother marry my fiancee when you still need so much of my time?" Hasbi said in his heart.

" When I get married, I promised Amira's parents to stay in their house because Amira was the only child in the family" , Hasbi tried to remember what he agreed with both of Amira's parents when applying for her.

" You're sure it's only because of your career reason for delaying your marriage?", Dena asked probing.

Hasbi nodded her head, then switched the conversation, saying that they were almost at the hospital.

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Hasbi walked with his sister's hand, if people see them they must think the sister is a lover. Hasbi asked her sister to sit in the waiting chair while she registered the file at the registration counter. It didn't take long, the two sisters had walked down the hospital corridor.

Along the way, Dena still wants to discuss what they were talking about in the car. He still did not think why his brother arrived to decide something very heavy received by any party.

" Do Mom and Dad know your decision?", asked Dena while walking along Hasbi's steps.

Hasbi just shook her head, said softly to her brother so as not to discuss it here.

" Kak Dena need not think about it, just focus on the health of Dena" Hasbi said to her brother who still can not accept all this.

"How could I not think of him?"

" You didn't even position yourself in Amira's position did you?"

" You will regret that you remain stubborn" Dena said threateningly.

Hasbi did not try to answer anything, he just pulled his brother's hand while pointing at the room in front of those who stayed a few steps away "HEMODIALISA ROOM ".

That morning, with a face that still looked riled up, Dena entered the room greeting the gentle man whom she longed for her presence.

" Morning Mas Adam", said Dena

" Morning is also Dena, how is it today?" Healthy right?"

Dena as usual only replied with a small nod and a thin smile.

Luke seemed annoyed to see Dena who with a cheerful face greeted Mas Adam and did not intend to say hello to Luke who was next to him. " He thinks I'm a subtle creature that doesn't seem to exist?", luke grumbled inwardly.

" Hey hey. Wait who's the guy with Dena?" Is that guy her lover? Luke asked in his heart.

Dena was already lying on her bed, Hasbi took a sitting position on the seat to the right of her sister, watching the room around.

He saw several patients being treated by female nurses.

Luke and Mas Adam seem to still prepare some equipment in need. Luke nudged Mas Adam's arm, gesturing Mas Adam to watch the man accompanying Dena.

Adam grinned at Luke's behavior, though,

" It seems like your struggle must stop here, my friend" Mas Adam replied with a joke so that Luke was more upset

" Behold, the man who accompanied him was! You lose your good-looking" Mas Adam makes Luke's mood hotter

" Ciiihhh, what a handsome... Of course I was above the man's level of good looks" Lukas replied as he developed his nose, proud of himself.

Mas Adam chuckled to hear Luke whose level of intelligence was above average.

While in bed there, Dena can't wait for her turn to reach two green butterflies. But he still enthusiastically persuaded his sister to change her decision. Still blazing blazing threatening sister, "YOU WILL REGRET!!!!!!"